I'm sitting in my classroom. In front of my computer, at my desk as usual. It's late, and I've missed deadline on writing grade cards, reports, which is most unlike me, but I've been a bit distracted lately.
I've got me several interests, but today, as I stay late to check through the grades I've completed, I'm primarily thinking about Mr_dark-smiley whose name I've never quite sussed, but who gives me just the brightest of smiles when we pass, me with my double cappuccinos, as he polishes stair-rails, vacuums the floors, empties my bin. Tall, thin, not as cute as Mr_dreadlocks, also a french-speaking african, which seems to be the current flavour of hard-worker employed to work at my school, but, I dunno... call me arrogant, but given half a chance, this is the guy I know would fuck me in a heartbeat, in a cupboard, and I value this a lot above a pretty smile and a cute way with a mop.
So, I'm thinking about this guy, and fuck, you, but I'm just wanting him so bad, that I kind of forget what's what. And surely if I pull down the blinds in my room, hey, where's the harm...? And so I do.
I'm sitting in my room, and my hands, mmm, well they just stray on up to my breasts and I casually flick those damn nipples, afraid to admit to myself that what I really want is to just knead those tits like dough. Hell, but do I need to knead, but, blinds and all, still shy... Still shy...
And I'm alone in my room, blinds down, and I just start more and more, just thinking and my hands wandering, kind of heading down, you, and I've all-but got my hands down my knickers when you walk it.
So, it's been a while since I've seen you. What is it? Ten years? And you've grown, mate. Fuck, man, you've grown. But I recognise that face, though I'm normally useless with such things. And I'm kind of composed straight off. Hell, you must know what I'm like, if you remember...
You tell me, yes, 19. And I'm just all, wow, and you talk, about college, about your course and how you need to do a placement, few weeks, at a school, and would it be okay if...? And I fill in the dots and sure.
And then I notice my shirt. I'm in work kit, cords, boots, and a black shirt, but, you, the shirt is positively gaping, and you've not said a word, and hey, you such a baby, never occurs to me that you might notice, I just fasten me up, and carry on talking.
Fuck, but you are just cute as a goddamn button. Really. I can't take my eyes off you as you talk about college, all excited, and I'm jealous for what life has ahead of you. So damn pretty, you, and I tell you I'd be glad to help out, of course. And you can shadow me for a week. When suits? And we talk dates, and I lend you a pen to write down dates. And I watch those damn long-fingered big hands of yours write in your notebook what we've discussed, and we talk some more.