"So when did this relationship start? How did you discover this side of each other?" Shelby adjusted her glasses and spoke up.
"Well, it all started with..."
Flashback
My name is Shelby. I'm a housewife and a mother. My husband and I have been married five years. We had a lovely beach wedding in the Caribbean with friends and family.
My husband is really my first man. I had some boyfriends before him, but we never got far. He gave me most of my first time experiences, including my first sex.
My husband, his name is Mike, had a bit more experience with a girlfriend in high school. One thing he excelled at was experience watching media. He knew tons of movies, shows, comics. I was relatively sheltered and bookish, and was an outright Amish wife by comparison to him. I didn't know it when I married him, but that carried over to adult movies. Porn, if you will excuse the crass term.
Slowly, after we bought a house and our son was born, he tried to introduce me to that world. My sheltered upbringing in Jesus summer camps had given me a fear of sex, especially seeing other people nude. Mike knew this, so he started off small. First, we watched his favorite Horror movie series, Friday the 13th. Almost each one had boobs in it. I could adjust to that; I saw my C cups every day. He also showed me footage of those actresses at a convention; there were thousands of people cheering for them! Most of the actresses did only one movie, then got out of show business. It made me realize. These girls were doing more than showing their bodies, they were making memories. Sexual memories. Something about that got gears turning that I couldn't quite understand yet.
A few days later, something happened that started the gears turning again. As I was driving home on our street on an August day, the young Brazilian woman neighbor was watering her garden, in a red Brazilian bikini. I stopped at a stop sign, but no other cars were around, so I looked. She was young, 19, with a perfect bronze body, covered in water droplets. Just then, she dropped the hose and bent over to pick it up. Her bikini bottoms showed me the exact outline of her sex in exquisite detail. I snapped out of my trance and continued my drive; as I did I saw some of the other neighbors, all male, were on their porches also watching the bikini clad girl.
They were watching her. Leering at her. Lusting over her body. Just like I apparently was, too. It felt... good, to see a beautiful, sexy human like that. But why would she agree to being a piece of meat? She could water her plants at night, or in sensible clothes. Was... the appeal... the leering itself? The attention? The eyes on your body?
I parked my car and went inside. I sat at my work computer in my home office. Mike was at work and my son was at daycare. I had reports to do but they could wait; I had blocked out this time for errands. I bit my lip as I contemplated masturbating while working from home. "Fuck it, everyone else is, too." I stood up and undid my jeans, then slid them down my legs and took them off. I left my pink panties on; I could move them to the side. I noticed, they were already very wet. I opened a private tab on my browser and typed in "porn streaming." Lots of sites popped up. I went with one since its icon was a cute heart. It immediately recommended some videos to try to find my preferences. There was so much. Lesbians, interracial, voyeurism, even cartoons. I wanted to start slow. I typed in "woman masturbating." I could just emulate what she did and see if I liked it.
I picked one that looked a bit classier. An 80s retro scene starring a woman named Kathleen Gentry. The movie was called Wild in the Wilderness, about people going camping and having sex. The woman, Kathleen, was beautiful, and young, with frizzy 80s metal hair and very colorful but pretty makeup. The scene started with her in acid washed 80s jeans and a green sweater sitting on a couch, next to three sex toys, called I believe "dildos." She picked the smallest of the three and said she would work her way up. What she did next fascinated me. She did not immediately start masturbating, in fact she didn't even get naked immediately. A slow song started, and she rubbed the toy over herself, over her clothes, slowly. She was teasing herself, but more importantly, the audience.
I was soaked. I moved my panties to the side and started fingering myself, slowly. I had done this to romance novels but never porn. It was amazing. The sights, the sounds, the rush. At some point I forgot it was my hand fucking myself and it felt like I was having sex.
No wonder people were addicted to this.
The scene went slowly as Kathleen took her shirt off and played with her nipples. I did the same. Then she slowly unzipped her pants and put the toy under her panties to tease at her clit. Again I followed, with my fingers. The scene built up more and more sexual energy until she was on her hands and knees fucking herself with the large dildo.
My orgasm came. Right as it did, she looked at the camera and moaned. It was unlike anything I had every experienced. It was like she was masturbating just for my pleasure; as if she was saying "welcome to adult pleasure, Shelby."
I screamed out loud as I came. Afterwards, I was silent as I listened for the neighbors coming to ask if I was being murdered. Thankfully, the walls did their job of keeping my privacy. I was almost disappointed. Kathleen had let me, and millions of men, plus I assume dozens of women, watch her cum. What... was that like? The last bit of rust in the gears of my head was wiped away. I called in sick, asked my husband to pick up our son and dinner, and went on a deep dive. I watched dozens of classics. Jenna Jameson fucking a boat captain, Asia Carrera getting fucked in the desert, and some newer stuff as well. But the big push was sex party videos. It was breathtaking. A couple would have sex at a house party, and everyone would watch. My god, all those eyes looking at you making love. I came over and over and over again.
Over the next few weeks, I watched porn on my lunch break every day, to learn what I liked. It was not a fluke. I loved the public sex parties. More specifically, the ones where the husband watches. They call it "cuck porn." I couldn't get enough.
My husbands birthday was this Saturday. I arranged his mother to watch our son. I didn't tell him anything I had planned. After a movie, we had pizza for dinner. Then, I told him to meet me in the bedroom in 15 minutes. He was definitely intrigued.