Continued from chapter 3...
Beth made her way slowly back up the stairs. I stood on the landing outside her bedroom doorway as she reached the top and turned to face me nervously.
"Errr... hi." She said, shyly. Her voice now small and innocent, almost not belonging to
the newly-confident girl who'd just cuckolded her ex-boyfriend in full view.
"Was that... too much for you?" she asked cautiously, wincing in anticipation of my response.
I didn't have the words for an answer.
Instead I moved towards her, expressionless.
We stood face-to-face for a few moments. My hands rose to her neck and I stroked her cheek.
"Say something." she asked.
My hands cradled her small head as I gently hooked some stray curls behind her ear.
I tilted her head back slightly and lowered my mouth to hers. Her big, blue, worried, eyes relaxed and closed. She melted into my arms as our lips made contact.
Nothing was said as we made out lovingly for several minutes, my tongue gently stroking hers, letting her know it was all ok. All I wanted at that moment was for her to know I wasn't angry. She'd said and done some pretty upsetting things in the past hour, and she knew I'd seen and heard all of it.
I'd watched her run her tongue hungrily up the length of Chris's cock not 45 minutes ago, and it was now in my mouth. But I didn't care, that was a different Beth, devoid of her self-conscious worries about her weight and appearance.
The Beth in front of me now seemed immediately less confident, sliding back to being my cute, slightly-snobby, shy, innocent and chubby ex-girlfriend.
"Did you mean what you said to him?" I asked, breaking the kiss and looking into her eyes again.
She looked away.
"I'm so sorry babe, I knew shouldn't have said that... but I can't 100% say that I don't... the truth is that I... I think I really like him... but I do wish I hadn't said it..."
I moved her gaze back to meet mine once more.
"No, you don't... I know you don't say that sort of thing lightly... it took you long enough to say it to me the first time... I think you said it because, on some level, you are in love with him... or, you at least think there's a good chance you are, even if you're not sure quite yet."
Silence from Beth again, and again her gaze drifted away from mine.
"That's it, isn't it?" I asked.
"Even if you're not fully there yet, you think you'll be there really soon?"
She swallowed hard, and briefly nodded without looking at me, then said:
"But I think I only said it today because I knew you were listening... I mightn't have otherwise."
"You told him you love him... to tease me?"
Her eyes re-engaged mine again.
"I dunno... partly maybe... why, did it turn you on?" she asked, cautiously, with a slight smile.
Her asking that question turned me on, that's for sure.
"I think... yeah..." I responded, honestly.
"... I guess in the back of my mind I'm just a bit worried about how all this ends... whether you'll pick me or him."
She cocked her head slightly to the side and that little smirk of hers began to appear.
"Well... who says I have to pick just one of you?" She kissed me quickly on the lips.
"Because..." she continued, kissing me again every few words as she spoke. At first, on the lips, but as she spoke she gradually kissed up my cheek towards my left ear as her arms reached up and around the back of my neck. Her words became more of a whisper as she went on.
"... I'm really enjoying the way it's working at the moment... everyone's getting what they want... and I don't have to make any hard decisions... I just get to enjoy myself... and have as much sex as I like with two amazing guys... I'm enjoying 'us' again..."
My right hand traced down the back of her smooth silky dress and onto her bum. The bum which had grinded so gracefully back and forth on Chris's lap for the past hour, the bum which had been responsible for thrusting Chris's huge cock balls-deep into her unfaithful vagina. I stroked it lovingly and gently, and then gripped and squeezed it forcefully.
She stopped whispering briefly and let out a light groan of approval before continuing.
"... does it really matter if I'm in love with him or not?... I know for sure I still love you, isn't that enough for now?... I want to be with both of you... kiss both of you... sneak around with both of you... sleep with both of you..."
Beth stepped back and lifted the dress over her head once more. She stood before me topless, in only the blue-and-white gingham-patterned knickers and her cute doggy socks.
There was a glistening smear of cum running from the waistband of her knickers up past her belly button, and wisps of brunette pubic hair crept out from the sides of her underwear.
The inside of the tops of her thighs looked wet.
My innocent girl looked like a slut. Cum-covered, used, skanky and hairy. This wasn't the Beth of four months ago, the prudish and shy love of my life who'd gone away to do her University placement. Our relationship had changed forever. There was a very real chance I could lose her, but at that moment I wouldn't have changed a single minute of her time there.
"Do you still want me? Even now?" she asked pleadingly, stepping towards me. She was pretending to be full of self-doubt when she knew damn well exactly how much I wanted her.
"Even after watching us together? Even after seeing what he did to me? Even looking like this?"
We locked lips again passionately and made out on the landing. My left hand gripped her head, while the other returned to her bum. I rubbed along the knicker-line which diagonally traversed the left cheek of her plump and shapely arse, tentatively reaching under and inside a few millimetres at a time.
"I'll always want you... always want my dirty little girl."
She let out a giggle.