Sarah Clark was lying on her bed staring at the ceiling. Her long black hair were spread, creating an almost perfect half-circle. She was waving with her hands, hitting the mattress below her periodically. She spent the last four hours calling the businesses all around, looking for a job.
"Fucking COVID," she exhaled.
A week ago, the restaurant where she was working part-time as a waitress closed. Government orders. Day after, an owner got rid of all part-timers. She was looking for a replacement job ever since.
Her phone rang. She stretched out her hand and grabbed it.
"Hi Vic," said Sarah as she sat up. "Any luck?"
"Judging by your voice, same as you," replied Victoria.
"The rent is due next week, and my account is empty. Even if we find the job right now, I won't have money next week unless it's a waitress job."
"Yeah, no chance getting a waiter job now."
Sarah heard Victoria breathing in. "That's why I'm calling, Sarah," she said after a pause. "I'm moving out. I've already told Daniel. I'll be living with Peter."
Sarah closed her eyes and clenched her teeth. It wasn't surprising, but it still hurt. They came to this city together and did everything together. It was over now. Sarah already asked her parents for help, but their position was clear. She was not visiting lectures in person anyway, so she should return home till school is reopened.
That meant leaving Ethan and going back into the house with two minor siblings, no quiet and no privacy. A definition of hell.
Victoria was trying to offer a solution. "You can ask Ethan if he doesn't want to move in. I think Daniel would be okay with it."
Daniel was their landlord. He was probably a nice guy, but Sarah didn't know him well. Victoria was doing all the talking. While he was living in one of the apartment rooms, Sarah only saw him as he went to the bathroom or to get some food. For her, he was Mr. Foster, the landlord.
"Ethan's parents are paying for his dorm," said Sarah. "I don't think they would like to pay for his girlfriend too. Especially the girlfriend they never met."
"So don't tell them, just let Ethan move. The rent in the apartment is lower than the dorm."
"Not that lower, Vic, you know that. I will ask, sure. But I might have to return home for the time."
"I know you hate it there," said Victoria. "But at least you have a place to return to."
Sarah put the phone in front of her face and made a silent cry. Victoria didn't even discuss it with her and left this place.
"Sure, I will try what I can," sighed Sarah. "Worst-case, I will have to leave until this pandemic bullshit is over."
"You'll manage, Sarah," cheered Victoria. "I believe in you!"
Sarah hanged up.
***
The phone call with Ethan went badly. Also, Sarah learned that Ethan didn't even care to tell his parents he is dating her. Sarah's brown eyes filled with tears. She dropped her phone and buried her head into a pillow.
After some time of her sobbing into the pillow, she heard the beeping sound of a jug kettle. Her landlord was in the kitchen. She sat and looked around her room for Kleenex. It was on her work table, right next to her notebook, where the list of businesses in the city was still open. She dried her eyes, blew her nose, and quickly checked herself in the mirror. Then she left the room into the living room.
The living room was also a dining room with a kitchen corner, and there was a hallway connected to it. Sarah's room door led directly to the living room, but the other two spaces next to her had their doors to the hallway. Victoria's room was right next to Sarah's, and the last space was not occupied right now -- the previous tenant left half a year ago. On the other side of the hallway, there were two doors. One was the bathroom, and the other, closest to the apartment entrance, was the landlord's room.
Daniel Foster was indeed in the kitchen milling a coffee on his mechanical mill with a coffee set ready. He rose his head as Sarah entered.
"Hi," he said, smiling.
"Hello."
Sarah was looking at him. It was curious that she never did that in the year she was living here with Victoria. He was more like an inventory for her. Victoria did all the arrangements and requests; Sarah was only sending money where she was told.
He was not that bad-looking. Sarah knew from Victoria that he was 35. She knew that he was tall; one could not miss a 6'2" man moving around. But on top of that, she now noticed his lean body and ivory white skin with dirty blonde hair shaved on the side into something that looked like an army haircut.
He was wearing a long-sleeve slim-fit t-shirt, and Sarah could see no muscles on him, but he had broad shoulders and no excess fat, so he fell into her "okay" category. She remembered that she could only see vegetables and chicken breasts in his part of the refrigerator. It meant he was on a strict diet.
His blue eyes were focused on her. "Something's wrong, Sarah?"
"Well, Mr. Foster," started Sarah.
"Oh, please, cut it," he interrupted. "I'm not that old. It's Daniel."
Sarah bit her lower lip. "Sorry. Okay. Daniel. You spoke with Victoria already, right?"
Daniel bent his head back and then nodded. "Ah. This. Right. What is your position?"
Sarah was staring into his blue eyes, and he was returning the gaze, not blinking.
How should I say it? How does one dance around that?
She thought.
"I have no money," she finally exclaimed.
Daniel gave her a smile. He pointed at one of the chairs. "Coffee?" He asked.
"Yes, please," replied Sarah as she fell on the chair.
He turned back, added more beans into the mill, and started milling again. He was watching her while leaning against the kitchen unit as his hand was revolving the mill. His smile was pleasant, and Sarah felt almost comfortable.