I understand now why my fantasies always began with nipple play or gently having my tits squeezed.
I stopped wearing a bra when I was 22. I had always disliked restricting my breasts with undergarments. Lucky for me, I was a professional swimmer as a teenager, so I developed firm, round breasts that could shape any outfit I wore without extra support. I was so proud of my perky and taut 36Cs and the lingering gazes they attracted.
I think all those years spent unhindered made me especially aware of the sensations my nipples could feel rubbing against the fabric. I was often excited when I was not supposed to be. Even bending over slightly to pick up my bag would cause my nipples to press up against my fitted top and I would feel the warmth gushing. Lace tops especially aroused me and the textured fabric could send sticky juices down my thighs. Silk tops didn't feel the same, but I could see the outline my nipples made on the material and that made me feel naughty.
I loved every touch and every sensation that had to do with my breasts. I loved feeling them bounce under my clothes as I ran down the stairs, I loved soaping my nipples as I showered, I loved how they would get perkier in the cold Bangalore weather. If I was driving along a bumpy street or roads with speed breakers, the sensation of my tits bouncing against my clothes would make my back arch with bursts of desire. By the time I got home, I was ready to jump into bed and play with myself until I cried out in pain and pleasure. There never was anyone at home to hear me, so I let myself go wild.
At 26, I wasn't a virgin anymore, but I was single most of the time, so I spent it exploring my own body sexually. I remember fingering myself in different positions to find the most pleasurable spots. I automatically bit my lip and giggled when this happened. Sometimes I would get up on the bed on my knees and insert a finger deep inside and move my hips around. I teased myself while my other hand pushed against the wall. I would also spice things up by talking dirty to my imaginary lover and ask him to 'pound my pussy' or thrust his hard cock in my mouth. I would only say these words for real years later when I was in bed with him.