My Midlife Awaening

Divorced for the 2nd time I felt different, I enjoyed this sexual awaking I had with Steven and now that I was single I was curious where it would go from here.

I started to hang out with Jodi a lot more now, she knew what was happing and I trusted her, and now being single she was very happy to start me on my new life. Once Bob was out of the house Jodi took me out for a night on the town bar-hopping before we hooked up with two guys that she is friends with, fuck buddies I found out. She of course planned this out for my enjoyment and we ended up back at her place where I hooked up with the one guy in her spare room for an all-night fuck session.

This was so much different than it was with Steven, he was just an 18-year-old who didn't know that much but this was a man, who just took control and fucked me. He knew how to eat my pussy and how to fuck me in many positions that night. I would see him occasionally as we became fuck buddies, but I learned Jodi didn't like to be tied down to one guy and I followed her lead. Over the next couple of months, I was meeting guys out at bars or at parties with Jodi, having one-night stands, or even calling up for booty calls I became a slut for a while.

During this time I was still very into going to the gym to stay in shape and even more now that I was single. During one of my gym visits, I ran into a friend of Stevens, Matt I met him a couple of times, and he approached me asking what happen to him and I just said that he moved away with his father after we divorced.

I noticed Matt more at the gym, and when I was not with my trainer he would find an excuse to talk to me, and when I worked out I would see him look at me. Matt was 19 and hot and in good shape, and I was turned in by him looking at me working out. Matt was enrolled at the local college, and had a girlfriend I found out from stocking his Instagram pictures, she was very cute. But at the gym, the talking and glances quickly turned to full-on flirting, and I wanted this boy.

When I was alone thoughts of Steven would go thru my mind being with someone young again, there was something different about it, and after a couple months of being a slut with men I was growing tired of it. With the new me making up my mind that I wanted something, and Matt is what I wanted, I set out to get him. I started to work out more with him at the gym, flirting with him, teasing him, and enjoying but I wanted him in my bed already and decided to just cut to the point.

One day after the gym as we both walked out, I was very horny and figured it was time. As we were talking about some school stories he said I will tell the rest tomorrow, and I saw this as the perfect opening. We were in the parking lot, and I turned to him touching his hand and said or you can follow me back to my house and tell the rest in private. Matt didn't say anything, for a couple of seconds as I looked at him awaiting his response, He finally spoke and said I have a girlfriend, and I said that's nice but she doesn't need to know about this, as I said this I dropped his hand and brushed my hand against his crotch. He looked at his phone for the time and said he wouldn't have much time, and I just said follow me in your car.

It was a couple of minute drive back to my house, we parked and entered thru the garage and into the kitchen. Once in the kitchen, I was all over him kissing him and pulling his shirt off, as he pulled mine off rubbing my tits. I then fell to my knees pulling his shorts off, smelling his sweat from the gym which was hot, and took his cock in my mouth. I sucked his above-average size cock with him lasting only a couple of minutes with me being able to swallow it all. As soon as I swallowed it all I stood up pulled my yoga pants off and hopped on my counter and guided his mouth to eat my pussy. This kid was great at eating pussy, and he made me cum after a couple of minutes until I hopped off the counter and bent over it as he was hard again and he fucked me for the next 10 minutes until he came again deep inside me. At this point he had to leave so we dressed and I walked him out giving him a kiss.

At this point, I only wanted to see Matt and enjoyed the affair he was having behind his girlfriend's back. At the time I didn't care, I was selfish and It was all about me, and it turned me on that he was seeing me behind her back, but as I look back now I was bad for doing this to her.

The sex with Matt was amazing seeing each other between classes, when she was working, and on weekends. After a couple of months, I had feelings for him and wanted him for myself after a wild sex afternoon once I asked him to leave her and move in with me and I would take care of him. This got him really thinking to the point it backfired and he left me.

Once he left me I was very depressed, Jodi was there but at the same time telling me I told you so.

I would bounce back after I went on a vacation with Jodi that would change my life forever.