She was a friend of my wife or that was what she wanted my wife to believe.
I was married at the time and my wife who had different interests than me had decided she needed to travel again. I traveled for work so traveling for me was not really what I wanted to do in my free time. One castle, church or a cute village all look the same after a while and I have seen enough of them to satisfy me for the rest of my life.
My wife had gone off for an eight day river cruise. At the time I was happy that I would have some time alone to myself at home.
My office was at home and my wife did not work so we had plenty of time together. My week alone had started off okay but I thought Saturday night it would be nice to have some friends over for dinner so I called a couple that were mutual friends of ours and asked his wife if they would like to come over to dinner on Saturday night.
We had exchanged meals before and so this was not that different as they had come over before when my wife was out traveling. Ann said that she would be happy to come over but her husband had made commitments with his children from his first wife so he would not be able to make it. That was alright with me as I preferred her company to his continual conversation that centered on what he knew and how he was going to make a fortune in the next few months.
As it got closer to Saturday night I had to figure out what to make. Ann is a very good cook and I was a bit intimidated with the thought of her trying my food. My wife was never very complimentary about my cooking but I figured if I could eat it then it must not be that bad. I decided on a chicken breast stuffed with a prosciutto ham and provolone cheese which was cooked in white wine.
I wanted to have the right music so I found some jazz that I had and put together a CD for the evening.
Ann arrived a little late as usual but that was not a problem for me. She was dressed in jeans with a red blouse with heels that gave her a posture that was to die for. The heels pushed her forward and that created the arch in the small of her back that in turned pushed her chest out in such as way to show that she was all woman. She stood tall and proud.
I was happy to be having dinner with someone and I especially enjoyed our conversations. We started with some wine and we talked about small things. There was nothing unusual about our conversation.
She liked the dinner. The prosciutto made the chicken a bit salty and she said she liked salty tastes which made my mind race a bit. As the dinner went on we moved from wine to martinis. We both love the same vodka and I had a bottle that was frozen and so we enjoyed the vodka.
The conversation moved on to our spouses and while I thought her husband was not the greatest guy I had no idea what happened behind closed doors. Actually nothing happened. For their wedding night he fell asleep and the marriage was not consummated that night.
Over the course of a couple of years he withdrew even further to the point where he would not make love to her or have sex with her. I was not aware of her situation but when I found out I thought the guy was crazy. I thought she was beautiful, sexy and intelligent and if I was given the opportunity I would not turn her down.
So the conversation turned to my relationship with my wife and I felt that I should explain my situation. My wife who I had been married to for over 20 years was never excited about sex. I on the other hand loved sex and the intimacy that is gained through making love and having sex.
I feel that sex is part of a relationship and that without it the relationship is lacking something. My wife thought sex was something that was only beneficial for me. She never told me what she wanted even when I asked what she wanted. She said I should know. How would I know what she wanted?
I tried different things to see what reaction I would get and there was always no reaction. I told her from the beginning that I like oral sex (giving and receiving) and she did not say she did not like it. She participated but never seemed to enjoy it.
I thought with time I could get her to enjoy it. (male ego thinking I was oh sooo good that she would enjoy it) After a while our standard sex went to once every 2 -3 weeks and was on Sunday morning for about 15 minutes. It was nothing to write home about.
As I am telling Ann about my experience she would interject every once in a while with comments about how she could never live like that and that she really enjoyed sex. Hearing this made me wonder how she could enjoy sex if her husband was not participating so I asked her. She said she waited two years with no sex and then she decided to accept the offer from one of her admirers.
After this admirer she tried another and another. She had a set of rules that she strictly adhered to. She never met with her admirers in our home town and there was never any chance of anything going any farther than sex. She preferred older men who knew what they wanted and who were in a relationship. Since we both lived in the same town and we were the same age I thought nothing would happen between us.
When it was my turn to talk again the vodka had taken its effect and I told her home much I liked oral sex, both giving and receiving and she said she gave the best blowjobs in the world.
Now we are still sitting across the table from each other feeling no pain but very cognizant of our feelings. I looked at her and thought why was I not married to her or with someone like her even though she was cheating on her husband.