'Til death do us part. Those five little words. To some, they mean a life sentence only to be paroled through divorce. To others, something you suffer through because "parole" is the unthinkable...through better or worse...it has to get better, right? To me?...
I never really dated anyone in high school. I was just too awkward and dorky I guess. I did go to the prom with a friend, but that ended in a lost friendship that to this day, I don't understand. My wife and I graduated together and knew each other through mutual friends, but I can honestly say, I don't think either of us paid the other any attention let alone think we would we someday end up married.
It wasn't until college that we started dating. We ran into each other by chance one day in a computer lab. I felt a strange attraction to her. I can't explain it. Maybe it was just a familiar face in a strange new setting and it was comforting. Maybe it was something else. All I know is when I would see her, my day would somehow be better.
She was still dating a guy from high school who turned out to be a really jerk. Another friend and I would tease her constantly about him always asking if she had dumped him yet. The answer was always the same, "No, not yet." You can imagine our surprise when she came in one day and blurted out, "Well, I dumped him!"
And this is where it all began...
***The Beginning***
I was staying in the dorms at college, which was senseless since my parents lived so close, and she was commuting back and forth as it was a short drive for her. It started out as "just hanging out". I don't think either of us really considered it dating. But, whatever it was, I was happy. The more we hung out, went to each lunch, went to a movie, the more I couldn't wait to see her again. It was difficult to concentrate at school. We only really saw each other every other day because of our class schedules. And the weekends were worse. I would head home from school on the weekends hoping I would have a better chance of running in to her or that she would call, praying I could see her before Monday.
Occasionally we did do something on the weekend, but it happened all too rarely. One time, however, we did spend the weekend together. We went to visit a friend from high school. We stayed in the hotel above the bar where he was working. It was a small outdated room, but it was a room, a place to crash for the weekend. One night our friend was working late. We were both pretty tired and decided to turn in early. I was just drifting off to sleep when I heard her say, "I'm scared. I think I hear something scratch at the wall. Come over here with me." As I lay down beside her, she snuggled up to me. God what a great feeling that was! I could have stayed that way the rest of the weekend. Unfortunately, that didn't happen.
I don't really recall what happened the rest of the weekend. I do remember talking about relationships as well as other things. I just remember dropping her off at home and feeling as though I'd missed an opportunity of a lifetime; an opportunity to tell her how I felt.
I think I avoided our usual meeting spot for a few days. I just couldn't bring myself to see her. The fear of it being awkward haunted me. I was relieved when we did bump into each other again. She was still talking to me. That was definitely a plus! We even made plans to hang out that weekend at a local festival. An even bigger plus!
I don't recall if it was that particular weekend or not as we hung out quite a bit after that, but I do remember finally getting her alone again. This was my chance, my second chance. I don't remember how exactly we got on the subject, but relationships came up again. I got the feeling she wanted nothing to do with me, but I went for it any way. I said a lot of things that night that I never thought I would. Somehow, things took a turn for the better (at least as far as I was concerned). It started with just an innocent kiss, my first kiss. God how that felt so good. I could have done that all night long. Things started to heat up and it was soon followed by me kissing and caressing her breast...then a hand down her pants rubbing her sweet, tight pussy. Could it get any better? Apparently, it could. Not only did I get my first kiss that night, but the attention then got turned to me. There was a short struggle with my belt and jeans, but eventually my pant were down far enough she was able to start kissing and sucking on my cock. All I could think was is this really happening? She looked so sexy in the moonlight. Her lips wrapped around my cock, sucking, licking...The sensation was intense, like nothing I had ever felt before. I didn't want it to end, but I was too paranoid that we were going to get caught. The feeling of paranoia over took the feeling of sheer bliss and I was unable to finish. Eventually, things cooled down and with one last goodnight kiss, we went our separate ways. To this day, when we have oral sex, I flash on that night in the front seat of my car in the back parking lot of the mall and how great it was.
It was late when I got home. Or early. No matter, I still had to quietly sneak back to my bedroom at home without waking everyone. I tried to go to sleep that night, but I needed relief. I recalled the entire night over and over as I stroked myself to release. Still, there was too much going on in my head to sleep. Would she still hang out with me? Were we going to the next level in our relationship? Or was this another lost friendship? I needed to know! I finally convinced myself that I needed sleep. What if she called in the morning and wanted to hang out?...I didn't want to be tired because I couldn't sleep, right? Damn it, the sun was coming up, it was getting light out. I needed to sleep...
The weekend passed; no calls. Maybe I should have called. Oh well, it didn't matter. It was Sunday, I would hopefully see her the next day. Monday came and went. We must have somehow missed each other. Tuesday, our off day...damn it, I needed to see her, I needed to know where I stood! Wednesday, finally together! Together...and still talking! O.K., I haven't screwed this up yet...Plans? For a haunted house? O.K., what time? You want me to come home with you after class? Sure!
I don't remember when or where we ate, but I do remember for some reason being alone in her parent's living room. I was sitting on the couch watching T.V. She had left the room and when she returned, she walked over to me and straddling my lap started kissing me very passionately. Then the words I had longed to hear and never thought I would... "So, are you ready to be my boyfriend?" God YES!
***Silky Sexy***
I love lingerie. I love everything about it. The look of the lace next to my wife's skin. The feel of the silky fabric as we lay in each other arms. I just love it. To me, one of the sexiest things a wife can do for her husband is wear lingerie. To bed, under her clothes, it doesn't matter. I started buying it for her even before we were married. A cotton one here, a silky one there. I would look forward to her weekend visits before we were married. She would always were one for me, although it took some convincing...still does. She thinks she looks stupid, but that is as far from the truth as it gets! She looks so sexy! I often fantasize about my wife leaving the room and returning wearing one of those sexy little outfits I've bought her over the years. I fantasize about here coming into the room, dressed in lingerie, lips painted with deep, dark red lip gloss. And without saying a word, taking my cock out and give me the slowest, most sensual blowjob of a lifetime, those red lips leaving a ring around my cock.
One of my favorite pieces of lingerie is stockings. I'm not talking about pantyhose either. Thigh highs, the kind that stay up themselves. Or better yet, stockings, the kind that need a garter belt to hold them in place. There is just something about the look and feel of them that is different. I love how her legs look in them. I love to see her French pedicure peeking through the sheer silky fabric. I get rock hard just thinking about it. I absolutely love it when she wears her thigh highs in bed. The feel of the silky material against me when she wraps her legs around me as I kiss that sweet, sweet pussy sends me into sensory overload! I love the feel of the silky material rubbing against my skin. I almost cum instantly when we sit back as I'm taking her from behind and those stocking covered feet rub against my cock and balls...Instant bliss!
I can't get her to wear them nearly often enough. She does humor me, though. But it usually takes some begging on my part. Sometimes even an offer to help her "get ready".
***The Anniversary***
Wednesday was a big day for us. It was our anniversary. Nine years. Could it really be nine years already? It seemed like only yesterday I married the love of my life. I couldn't wait to take my beautiful wife out for dinner and show her off. She had told me a few days earlier she wanted to get dressed up and it had my mind spinning. God, I loved when she got "dressed up". She didn't do it nearly enough. One of the biggest turn-ons for me is when my wife dressed up. I love seeing her in skirts. I love seeing her in special lingerie. I love seeing her wearing sexy stockings. I just love seeing her get dressed up!