Annie and I dated at the end of college, and for around a year or two afterwards into the working world. In many respects we had a wonderful, loving relationship.
I'd always thought of myself on the vanilla side, but with a few kinks and fixations. Annie is, shall we say, unrestrained. She came to terms with her bisexuality during our relationship, and we had quite a few adventures exploring that as we dated.
Annie is a fiercely loyal person. When I got to know her in college, she was choosy with her partners, and certainly did not sleep around, but within the bounds of a relationship she started, she was completely unrestrained, unapologetic about her sexual tastes, and enthusiastic in her desire to please her partner. As I found out when she began to embrace and act on her bisexuality in our relationship, she was certainly open to including other women in our sexual relationship.
Annie and I had incredible regard for each other, but just could not make some of the more mundane aspects of our relationship work. When we broke up, we were still part of a common group of post-collegiate friends, which complicated the breakup; we were running into each other all the time. We had been best friends and intimates for a long time. As we all know, it is hard to shut that kind of intimacy off in an instant. Annie and I hadn't fully extricated ourselves from each other's lives, and kept ending up in bed together.
For quite a few months, we were in a status quo where neither one of us was dating or pursuing anyone else. We were and talking a couple of times a week, and sleeping together every couple of weeks, even though we both knew it was not healthy.
Around that time, I started to get friendlier with a gal from work, Janet. I was a lower level engineer in this corporation, and she was a management intern. I won tickets to see Penn & Teller, and asked Janet to come with me, and it wasn't long before we started getting physical. Janet and Annie had met several times at post-work happy hours and the like, and were friendly with one another. Annie could see this coming, probably before I did, and when I told her I was dating Janet, she told me that she really liked Janet, and she was happy for me, but that she was a little torn, because she knew that Janet was doing the things with me that she had so much fun doing. However, she was not going to be involved with someone involved with someone else. Annie recognized this might be a nudge to us actually moving on. We wished each other well, and we wished each other happiness, but we still could not stop interacting.
Meanwhile, Janet and I were dating and doing a lot of sleeping together, but we were not truly confiding in each other. I was not doing much work at all to make myself emotionally available to Janet. In retrospect, the reason for that of course was Annie - I was on the phone talking and confiding with my ex Annie more than I was with my girlfriend Janet.
Annie and I were on the phone one Wednesday night, just chatting. She didn't like to dwell on my relationship with Janet, but it was the elephant in the room whether we talked about it or not. She asked me about the upcoming weekend, and I mentioned having plans. There was a long pause in the conversation, and I thought I'd really goofed.
"How are things... going with Janet?" She asked.
"Janet? Oh, things are good, I guess. Wait... You mean the sex, don't you? Are you sure you want to get into all of that?" I asked.
"Come on, man, I've got nothing here! Nothing going on! You're the one with the girlfriend! At least one of us is getting taken care of. Gimme something - just a little something to go on. Something juicy."
"Well, all right," I hesitated. "I have to say, I was a bit surprised when Janet and I first got out of our clothes, because. She keeps herself completely shaved. The best part is it's not for her me, but for herself. She told me it's worth the trouble because it makes her feel sexy all day long."
"Oooh. Very nice. The shaved girlfriend! I know you're loving that. I don't think you mouth has ever been on my pussy as much as it was that weekend you first shaved me. So... how does Janet... perform?"
"She's very good, actually. And she swallows, too."
"See? Sharing is not that hard. Awesome. Again, very nice. You are one spoiled man. I've gotta say, though... From my perspective it is a bit weird to think about that. Next time I see her at the bar, It's gonna be hard not to picture *her* with a mouthful of your come."
The way Annie was taking was really working for me. I started shift a little on the futon couch in my apartment to get more comfortable.
"Well, She's definitely not as visual as you are, and not as perform-y. We've never done anything like "the mirror."
"The mirror" was our pet expression for birthday sex we had one time that become a regular part of our repertoire. Annie stripped down to nothing more than a skimpy thong, and then got on her knees in front of me, right next to a big full length mirror. She is petite; about 5 ft 4 inches tall, with perky b-cup breasts, and a wickedly rounded rear end. At the time, she was wearing her dark brown hair with a tinge of red color in a pixie cut - almost boyishly short. With beautiful, clear fair skin and hazel eyes, she was something to see.
Annie wanted me to be able to watch her giving me a blowjob from two angles at the same time. The simple presence of a mirror, and knowing that I was watching from that angle did something for her too - made into even more of a performance.
That night she really drew it out - she licked me, sucked me, and teased my balls with her fingernails, and looking up at me and whispering the filthiest things until I was right at the edge... and then she would decide it was time for a little break. She edged me like that at least three times until I was practically begging her to put me out of my misery. She finally relented, and let me finish by stroking myself to a climax inches from her upturned face, pumping rope after rope of thick, hot, goopy semen onto her face. When I was finally finished, she opened her eyes, and gave me the broadest, proudest smile, and said in a perky voice, "Happy Birthday!"
I was momentarily lost in the recollection of that first night.
"That's tough. No mirror? For you? How can you possibly live?" Annie teased, "Don't you miss it, just a little?"
"Well... yes," I said, "How could you not miss that?"
"Miss seeing me, on my knees in front of you?"
"Oh, Geez..." I said, feeling myself hardening even more.
"With my lips wrapped around your cock... taking a break every now and then drag my tongue from the base of your balls, all the way up to the head? Feeling my fist around the base of your cock? I don't care how good Janet is... you can't tell you don't miss that."
"Annie, I'm supposed to be dating Janet here." I protested, weakly.
"I know, I know. You're just so much fun to tease! Janet is indeed your girlfriend now. And besides, nobody likes a cheat." She paused and giggled, "How can you possibly still think of me like that. When you're dating another woman!" She said in mock indignation, "You scoundrel!"
"But still, here you are, on the phone with me, for some reason," Annie continued, "It's Wednesday night. I'm alone in my apartment. You're alone in your apartment. Janet is way out in Leesburg or wherever the fuck she lives. We're just a couple of friends reminiscing about old times. Can there be any harm in that?"
"I think I can tell where this is going to end up." I said.
"Listen" she said, very directly. "I know you, I know what you want. I know what you like. And you know very well and how much I like giving it to you. I've let the genie out of the bottle as far as your erotic mind is concerned for tonight. You are going to make yourself come tonight thinking about me - me right here on the other end of this phone line. As soon as we get off the phone, you're going to be thinking about looking down at me, on my knees in front of you, and watching me try to figure for the hundredth time how much more of your fat cock I can get stuffed into my mouth. I've known you too long not to know it. You can either admit it or deny it, but we both know it's true."