Did I really think that he wouldn't find me later? After not showing up at dinner I knew that he would come looking for me. I just never expected him to be so furious with me. When that door banged open I thought for sure that the glass would break.
"What's the big idea? We waited for you to show up and you stand us up? My first thought was that you were taking off again! Melissa said that you wouldn't, but I know your history. You have a habit of running when left on your own. Storming over to where I am standing he grabs me by the shoulders. When his mouth connects with mine I can feel the anger that has built up inside him. Over and over again he attacks my mouth, but very quickly I feel the anger turn to passion and I know that I am lost.
Wrapping my arms around his neck I find that I'm able to give back just as much as he is giving to me.
"Sasha! You drive me crazy! I can't get enough of you." He groans as he takes my shirt off. "What is there about you that has gotten in my blood? You make me feel so wild that Melissa finally told me to get the heck out of there and come to see you." By now he has my shirt off and his shorts are gone too. Since I am just wearing a short skirt I know that he's not gonna bother with that. "I need you." Laying me down on the floor he spreads my legs apart and rams his cock up into me. "Aaaahhhh! Yes! I needed this!" as he pumps hard into me I feel another earth-shattering orgasm coming on. When it does Jeff erupts too.
Slowly we both come down and Jeff rolls off me. "Sasha, what am I going to do?"
Sighing I get up and we both head to the bathroom to clean up. "Jeff, this can't go on. Melissa is to nice a lady to do this to. I can't help but wonder how she is feeling right now, knowing that you came over here to fuck me again. She said earlier that as long as I became a piece of your past, she didn't have a problem with it. I have to agree with her. I have to become a part of your past. When you leave here this time, that will be it. There will be no more encounters." I can't believe that I am saying this. I would love to leave the door open, but I can't do that.
"Sasha, please, don't do this." I can see that he is really upset about what I am saying. "Sasha, you are in my blood. I need you." Taking my shoulders he gently turns me toward him. I can see that his emotions are running very high and he is close to actually shedding some tears. "Believe it or not, you have become more to me than just a great fuck." Oh no! He better not say that he loves me. "If things would have been different, and I wasn't with Melissa, I could have seen us together. That was why I was looking for you so hard after we first met. I wanted to get to know you better." Sitting on the loveseat, I try not to have to much physical contact with him, but as the seat is so small, it is very hard to stay away from him.
"Jeff, it is very obvious to me that you are use to getting your way." We finish cleaning up and go out into the living room. "I do not function well under that kind of pressure. I am a free spirit and I need the room to fly. When we first met, my parents had just died and I finally felt freedom in a way that I never had before. My parents kept a tight reign on me and I wasn't allowed to do or say anything that was in any way shape or form out of order. I guess what I'm saying is, apart from the sex, I don't know if we would even get along." I can tell that this is not what he was hoping I would say.
For a few minutes he doesn't say anything. He just sits there and casually strokes my arm as he thinks about what has been said and what needs to be said. When he does finally speak I know that he has finally seen things the way that I do. "I understand what you're saying and even though I can't agree with it, I do respect it." Finally! I never thought I'd get through to him. "You had me pegged right when you said that I am use to getting my own way. In the business that I am in it has to be that way." Thoughtfully he stares out onto my little deck for a minute.
"Jeff, please understand, I am not saying that you can't see Mack anymore. I would never do that. You can be a part of his life if you want to, but if you don't, I understand that too." I am a little scared since I've learned this about him that he might actually try to take him from me.
"No. That will be up to you. If you would like to I can have my lawyers draw up the paperwork to give you sole custody. That way you will never have to worry if I may change my mind. I will acknowledge him as my son, and he will be provided for. If anything should happen to me, he will be in my will." Again he is silent when he gets done talking. I must admit to a certain amount of relief from what he just said.
"Sasha, if you get pregnant from this time, will you please let me know?" I must admit that the thought had occurred to me. If I am, then I will have to accept help, more than likely. "I will have the same paperwork drawn up for that child as well. If you will allow me, I will set up a college fund for Mack. I would like to see him go to college. I will do the same for any other children of mine that you have. If you need anything, and I do mean anything, please just contact me. I will set up a bank account that you can draw from anytime. From now on, you will never want for anything."
"Jeff, thank you for the offer, but I can't accept the bank account. If you would like to do the college fund though, I wouldn't say no to that." No, I am not going to let him make me a kept woman. I have made up my mind, and that's how it's gonna be.
