The object was for Li to deliberately stimulate me to climax while I was in a state of dream sleep, without breaking the surface to reality.
Most females could not do this, they lacked patience and demanded attention. But Li was special, she could completely set her ego aside.
One thing we found was the being under the covers was important to "keeping the sleep going," it was one of the involuntary triggers the body monitored. Li could work with that, a silent fan blew just a whisper of air under the sheets, she enjoyed the luxury of air caressing her body.
Li is a consummate oral whore. She can take my entire erect cock into her throat with ease, to get me off without moving if that is my desire, or on the other extreme using her throat muscles to squeeze me, swallowing while I was stroking hard and fast, fucking her throat without mercy. But not today.
This was inactivity for me, the opposite, the other end of that scale. It was more of an externally guided dream. We talked about it and came up with a plan that, with feedback, worked keeping my brain at the edge of the dream state. It took some time with expensive gizmos, but she liked the challenge. What a wonderful attitude she had. Our shared consensus for this exercise was that I would climax, but I would not wake up. I would instead enjoy her attentions slowly, at a low level for sufficient time, sort of like a wet dream of my youth. Some of those were very memorable. With Li I could return to my youth, I could enjoy the physical response without waking. We did it about once a month. It was good as her piercing healed.
Most of Li's youth was not so pleasant, so for her "specials" we focused on the present and future, with one "payback" exception. This was plain and simple fun, a game she could play with a man who had never gotten mad or upset with her. That made me the only person in the world she could 'play' with as she wished. It was a special gift her soul needed.
She would really enjoy what I eventually gave her in the form of a messy release on her face and upper body. Because of the lightness of her actions there would be little buildup and no warning, climax would just happen. After my climax she would continue her actions, gently cleaning us both up, then fall asleep with her head in my crotch, "like a young kitten." It was one of the totems of her youth.
I have concluded that no White, Hispanic or Black woman could do this, because inside their mind and personality, pride demanded the at least acknowledgement of their womanly part in the act. Kittens, on the other hand are uniquely proud creatures, the pride in entirely internal, they care nothing for the applause or derision of any audience. They perform, when the choose to, purely for themselves. If they want to lick themselves on the neighbor's front lawn, that is what they are going to do, without the slightest care or concern about anybody else.
Li soul was a kitten. Her nature and upbringing was that of a Chinese submissive. Centuries of servitude without acknowledgement had crushed the concept of the master showing appreciation for the servant's work. The whoremaster in San Francisco and then her mother made her this way as the natural order of things, it was how they were raised.
In addition to the question of performer and audience, the state of relaxation and trust needed for this act was possible only for two people who were truly close, sharing intimacy at an emotional level was a starting point. The level of skill to maintain the right contact through the entire process required the most skilled and self-controlled whore. It was a case where we could not communicate (because I wasn't awake) so she had to be hyper-aware of my body at all times, to excite my cock while not exiting me to the point of waking up. Li was the only one who even achieved such a balance from me.
Today it worked better than ever. I had a wonderful erotic dream. Staying in sleep-time it seemed to last for a long time, the pleasure took forever to build and wash over me. Dreams have their own way of doing time. Eventually I climaxed in the dream, my balls started to release and it felt like I was cumming for hours. In dream-time I felt it distinctly as each surge built and released. The climax is different from fucking, because fucking involves the nerves on the outside of the penis responding to the pussy or mouth or whatever. But this climax was entirely internal, every bit was focused on my balls and the inside of the shaft, including those very sensitive nerves at the very end of the shaft, where I felt the cum jetting out.
Li let me cum all over her face, her hair and her torso, she accepted it my creamy shower like a gift as she kept the lightest stimulation going, with tiny licks and nibbles, as I jetted my cum out at her. For her it was something from ancient history, when humans were not so concerned with pristine and antiseptic in their bodies, but connected more with each other.
I simply had a wonderful long dream-time not waking up as she cleaned my cum from our bodies with her tongue.
Then I had the true luxury of sinking back, releasing the glimmering shadow of reality and drifting down to a lower sleep level, happily chasing another 40 or 80 winks in the land of nod before my mind said "enough" and woke me as my body declared the natural course of the day had begun. For that time I also had Li's body curled against me, like a loving contented kitten (is such a thing possible?) with a warm place to rest.
Li knew when I woke, but after some subtle adjustment of position, feigning sleep, she played possum to let me return a fraction of what she had given me.
I distributed her gift of soft kisses on her eyes and cheeks and ears and nose. Where I found a drop of my creme I licked it up with my tongue and put it on her lips to share as a wet kiss. She really liked that, sharing my cum was validation. After she was done with my kissy-face-time I let her stretch and yawn and change her position to settle anew. She settled in a pose that said it was my turn to work some more, moving down her body.
I spent some time pleasure-teasing both her nipples with my lips. At this time of day "gentle" was what she wanted, she liked me to grasp each nipple with just my lips and pull on them, teasing them ever so lightly. No tongue, no teeth, just gentle "grasp and tug" which I could do with my lips. It was like I was trying, but not too hard, to wake her.
Then when she spread her legs and openly used her hand to casually spread her valley open, I moved down into position. I was not the only one who liked my wake-up with a passive, pleasured release. I was allowed to use my tongue on her valley, and to enter her a little once she was ready, which was indicated by the sweet juices starting to flow. Later she touched my head someplace, just a touch, and it was time to move on to a finish. My tongue slowly worked up the valley, approaching her little sweet nubbin, to move around it and make nice with it until it was finally ready for the big moment.
That was something she taught me. She didn't want me to do her bidding in any way, it wasn't passive and wasn't her nature. But a cock and a clit are rather different in terms of signaling their state, and the state of her clit was the issue, so I had her guide me, to show me when her body was ready to get the most out of this. That was what actually took the most time and work learning, as the little lady is very, very subtle.
When she was ready I used my lips as I used my arms when kissing, to hold her and move around, to cherish her, showing her how I loved her like no other man or woman ever had. Then the tip of my tongue planted the kiss, pressing her just where she liked, just as hard as she liked. Finally, to take her to the peak I gave her one perfect stroke followed by some suction. As her clit was sucked in my lips I felt her body rise with her climax.
She had a good start to the day as well.
There was one more thing, closing the cuddle properly. Climax was followed by tight hugging and kissing and stroking with the hands. This takes just a few moments but it is so essential to show that the physical release is part of a deeper emotion. Women need and treasure those few moments to close the loop, even the ones who seem to jump out of bed immediately after. Because those few moments are the promise that we will do this again because "we" love each other. If you neglect this part you are saying "that was good for ME, maybe we will do it again some time." It makes her feel less worthwhile.
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Chapter 22. An Extreme Request