I was going to be alone again. I had been alone for a while, out of choice really. I had had some serious relationships, but they hadn't lasted, and now although there was some opportunities, I couldn't really be arsed to take them. I didn't know what I wanted. I have been through that meet a girl, go on some dates, have sex, go steady, break up thing, too many times. If I meet a girl now it would be the same again. Sure I would enjoy the chase somewhat, enjoy the ego trip as I realise she is keen, and particularly enjoy the first few times I start to see and feel her body. But somehow that seemed a lot of effort, a lot of rigmarole, a lot of games. Shit, I think I'm too old for that. I'm not old in years as such, not even thirty, but old for that game. So yes, tonight as it had been for sometime I was going to be alone.
Well you'll be guessing already by my careful wording that maybe I wasn't going to be alone after all. You'd wonder why I'd be writing if I was to be alone. I could, I suppose just be writing about a wonderful wank (in fact there are a few that merit it). But no, I was going to be alone, but I didn't end up being alone.
I work in an office, a dull office and had had a dull day there. It was the weekend, but had been drinking in some style the night before and was content to stay in, watch a movie, eat a pizza, maybe touch myself a bit. I was content I guess, but at the same time thinking of everyone outside in the city, in pubs, clubs, bars, theatres. Thinking of all the kind of things that were going on out there, thinking of all the girls out there, thinking of the couples, what they might be doing. Thinking of the bodies dancing, the bodies touching, the sweat, the heartbeats, the smiles, the kisses. I didn't think for long, I opened up a book, reading a chapter, before turning over to sleep.
I was awoken by a noise, a rustle somewhere outside. My first reaction at hearing a anything outside is to ignore it, sleep is far to enjoyable to let it be disturbed. But I couldn't help be slightly concerned. I live in a large suburban house and there had been a few burglaries recently so I started to wander want the rustling was.
I got up, and went over to the window. There in my garden, quite clearly, was a girl in her underwear, underneath a tree. She was standing there looking ahead, rotating her hips, with her hand down her knickers. A tree branch was brushing her side as she swayed. This of course was a stupendous sight. I couldn't see her well, but her body was certainly a finely tuned work. She had curly brown hair to her shoulders and well tanned skin. I watched motionless, barely able to breathe. Why was she here? I watched for minutes, my cock stiff in my boxer shorts. I didn't want to move for fear of disturbing her. My hand holding the curtain back was trembling.
I stood watching for maybe 5 minutes, but it seemed like more - did time stand still? - it did for me. I didn't notice any change in her movements, no climax was apparent, but she stopped and sat down where she was, in my garden, nearly naked.
I had to talk to her, find out why she was here. So I let go of the curtain, put on my dressing gown and walked downstairs, leaving the lights off.
I slowly made my way through to the kitchen, where I could see her through the backdoor, still sitting by the tree. I didn't know how best to approach her, I guessed a direct route would be the most honest, and after a pause, went straight to open the door, alerting her to my presence. I could see her more clearly she was fairly short, but beautiful. Probably early twenties, showing ample breasts through a lacy white bra.
She looked at up at me startled, but I tried to reassure her straight away.
"Don't worry' I said.
Well actually I don't think she was worried, she just looked at me grinning, aware of her naughtiness, just a little concerned that she had been caught. Maybe she wanted to be caught, she was hardly hiding herself too well. Her cheeks were red, but she looked so relaxed, so at ease with herself, her beauty, her erotica.
I walked up to her and knelt beside her.
"Hi" she said "I hope you don't mind being in your garden, but it was a lovely night, I and I felt like a walk."