It was an exciting opportunity, I was moving to San Antonio, Texas on a 2 year secondment for the multinational company I was currently working at. I was born and raised in Delhi and I had not ventured very far. It was always a dream of mine to visit the great United States of America.
I was staying in an apartment provided by the company and I tried to settle in with my new colleagues. Initially I found them to be a little brash and I did not quite understand the American humour but I tried to fit in. There were a few Indian colleagues and I found myself gravitating towards them.
They were organising an open day for the company and they were looking for volunteers to help out. I was always involved in work activities in Delhi and I signed up to get involved here. I left my number so that they could contact me if they needed any help.
I never received a call but the open day seemed to go well from what my colleagues had said. I was disappointed to not be involved and a part of me felt it was because I was Indian and with a name like Sunita Ahuja, I was not the Sarah or Michelle that they liked.
There were a few other Indian colleagues and we created a small group over time. There were 5 of us and we looked out for each other at work and spent lunch time together. There was me, Rohini, Smita, Anil and Aamir.
After work I only spent time with the girls and they had my telephone number. I always had a strange relationship with boys. I was only 22 but in all my life I has never had a boyfriend and I always lacked confidence when it came to boys.
I was brought up in a conservative Brahmin Hindu family and my mother was very strict. She would often warn me of boys and their bad intentions so I was always wary of any boys that wanted to talk to me outside of work or studying. I made it a rule to never give my number to boys. The other problem that caused me issues was my looks, I had an acne problem in my teen years but that now cleared up and I gave my skin meticulous care making sure it was smooth. I had a dark complexion and my mother would often scold me for staying out in the sun too long. This caused me significant issues with my self-esteem. My mother was against me travelling to America but I wanted to pursue my dream and I felt a part of me wanted to escape the controlling clutches of my mother.
I settled into my job and my life in the United States. I would often meet with Smita and Rohini on the weekends. We were all young and living alone in America.
We would often talk about all sorts of things but often when were drunk the conversation would turn to boys. Rohini had a boyfriend in India and she planned on marrying him once her secondment finished.
Smita had broken up with her boyfriend before she left for America and she had dated a few of the white people in the office but said she never had a good experience. We then turned attentions to the boys in our group and Smita blurted out in her drunken state, "They are both cute. Maybe Aamir if I was pushed to make a decision."
We were all giggly and laughing and I agreed, "Yes. Aamir certainly is cuter."
It was just playful talk between friends and the truth was that I would never be able to have anything with Aamir. He was good looking and cute but my mother's voice was always in the back of my head, "You are Brahmin Hindu. It is an unforgiveable crime to marry outside of your caste or religion."
Aamir was a Muslim and that would be the worst crime for me to commit in my mother's eyes. Anil was a Dalit and my mother would hate him more. Hr was the first Dalit I had ever met. I probably would never find someone to please my mother and I never really tried.
It was the weekend and I was restless in bed, tossing and turning. My phone then rang, it was late at around 12.00am.
I looked at the screen and it read, "Private Number."
I wondered who could be calling at this time. As it was private number I thought it might be my mother from India and I decided to answer.
I answered the phone, "Hello."
There was no response, just heavy breathing.
I tried again, "Hello. Who is this?"
There was still no response and just heavy breathing.
I became nervous and my own breathing became heavier. The phone was all of a sudden disconnected without any explanation.
I was just left in shock for a few minutes, who would call me like this and why they would call me. I tried to sleep thinking who it could be. Only the girls had my number and I wondered who it could be.
I called Smita as I was unable to sleep. She answered groggily, "It is 2.00am Sunita. What could be so urgent?"
I was still breathing heavily trying to get all my words out at once, "Someone called me. They were just breathing on the phone and said nothing. I don't know what is going on. Did you give my number out to anyone?"
Smita began to laugh, "You probably had a bad line with India. Or maybe it was one of the boys trying to get attention. Perhaps it was Aamir after he heard you say he was cute."
She was so annoying, "Shut up Smita. The boys do not have my number. Did you give them my number?"
Smita seemed surprised, "Of course not. It was probably nothing and you should sleep now."
It put my mind to ease speaking to Smita and I was able to sleep.
The next night I was trying to sleep and at 12.00am my phone rang again. It was from a private number again. I looked over at my phone thinking about whether I should answer it but the need to discover who it was too strong. I picked it up and asked, "Who is this?"
There was just heavy breathing on the other line. The breathing sounded like it was coming from a man so I asked, "How did you get my number?"
There was no answer immediately but then I heard a grumble as the person cleared their throat.
I could feel the excitement in my body as I listened intently to the person on the other side of the line and then they said, "I want to fuck your tight cunt. I want to cream the insides of your cunt. I want you to scream my name as I fucking pound into your horny cunt."
I screamed, "What kind of girl do you think I am?" I disconnected the call and threw my phone away. How could someone say such disgusting things? My breathing was out of control and the hairs on the back of my neck were stood up. I was in a shocked state for almost an hour and I did not know how to react.
I could not tell Smita this, she already thought I was a prude and she would just make fun of me.
I tried to sleep but I could not sleep. I went to the bathroom as my body was in shock. As I pulled down my panties to pee, I could not believe how wet they were. For a moment I worried I had let out pee due to the call but after I inspected it, I realised it was due to excitement. And then a question came into my mind, "Was I excited by the crude and obscene words he said?"
I went back to bed but I was unable to sleep, my mind just going back to the call and the vivid images he had described. I put my hand under my pyjamas to check if my excitement had gone down but to my surprise I was still wet. My hand had a mind of its own and began to explore me between my legs.
I began to press the spot that feels good and I moaned into the pillow. Why did this obscene call make me so excited?
I pressed harder and harder against that spot and then all of a sudden I felt a euphoria course through my body and I was able to sleep.
I was back at work the next day and that night there was no call. I had to admit I was slightly disappointed and I put it down to a prank that one of the boys had played.
The week passed without event and I wondered if I should tell Smita about the call but she always made fun of me as I was the only virgin from the girls and I had not even kissed a boy.
It was Friday night and I always went out with Rohini and Smita for drinks. I loved them both like sisters and we had a close bond but I was too embarrassed to mention the phone call as I did not have much experience.
I arrived back at my apartment late and as I went to bed I noticed there was a call at 12.00am but I had missed it. I had a mixture of disappointment and relief.
The next night I tried to forget about the calls but as the time drew closer I found myself looking over at my phone. I could not sleep and I was tossing and turning, my body needing the call.
As my phone rang I answered eagerly within 2 rings. There was no hesitation on the other end, "I have been watching you all week. Your body craves to be touched. Your breasts hunger to be fed on. Your nipples licked and sucked until they are erect to their most engorged point. I want to softly bite the soft skin of your breasts. I want to pinch and pull on your nipples to take you between the point of pain and pleasure."
I disconnected the call. My breathing rampant. My body out of control. My hand was already between my legs pressing that spot that felt so good. My other hand was pinching and pulling my nipple as he described.
I had that hit of euphoria once again and it felt as good as my body relaxed.
What was wrong with me? Why was I so obsessed with these obscene calls?
The next night I waited for the call but no call came and I could feel my body hunger for that next call to feel that euphoria again.
It was the middle of the week and I was asleep when I was awoken by my phone. I was fully awake as I heard his voice, "I walked past your office today and you were bending over to pick up a file from the bottom of the cabinet. I could not stop staring at your juicy fat ass in your pencil skirt."