I was forty-eight years old and I can never remember, at any point in my life, being obsessed with anything.
Certainly I had been focused on things - my career, my family - but never obsessed.
Until I was forty-eight.
And the object of my obsession was my neighbor's eighteen year old daughter.
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My wife, Linda, and I had been living in our home on the same cul-de-sac for almost fifteen years. We'd raised our two boys there and had now seen them off to college.
There were only five houses on this side road, and we'd seen many neighbors come and go over the years. The one constant had been the Kincaids - John and Nancy. John and I were golfing buddies and played other sports with each other as well. Nancy and Linda were the best of friends as well.
But few months prior John had been felled by a stroke. Broken-hearted, Nancy couldn't bear to remain in that house. So, she put it on the market and moved to live with her sister thousands of miles away.
It took a few months for the place to sell, and when it did, Linda and I went over to welcome our new neighbor, Bill to the neighborhood.
Bill was a few years younger, but many pounds heavier than I was. And, as it turned out, he wasn't the slightest bit interested in golf.
I couldn't help but roll my eyes a bit as Linda and I had Bill over for a welcoming glass of wine. Turns out, he also wasn't a wine drinker. So I had to let him partake of my scotch. I wasn't overly thrilled with that since I only opened the scotch on special occasions. Like when John and I played a round of golf at par. Or when we'd played well at pick-up softball, or hockey. Not the greatest of accomplishments to be sure, but good enough to pull out the bottle of Glen Fiddich to congratulate ourselves.
I took another sip of my wine and glanced at Bill. He was forty-five, three years younger than me, but easily fifty pounds heavier. And he carried most of that excess weight in his gut.
At forty-eight I was still in pretty good shape. I could still fit into pants with a thirty inch waist, and I did have ab muscles. Not a six-pack for sure, but I was in good enough shape for a guy my age. Considering the amount of drinking I did, I considered myself to be in great shape.
In fact, after John's passing I had gravitated away from the team sports, because without my 'partner-in-crime', I had become 'token old guy'. I had tried to take up running, but my knees told me that was a bad idea. So I got into riding my bike more, and also kept up rollerblading, which was something I'd done off and on for years.
I sighed as I glanced at Bill as he and Linda chatted away. I knew this guy wasn't going to be a golfing-buddy. Or any other kind of friend that I could partake in sports, or physical activities with.
At that point, I really missed John. Of the five houses on our cul-de-sac, one sat vacant - divorce proceedings pending - another was occupied by a Chinese family who kept to themselves, and the other was owned by an upwardly-mobile homosexual couple. They were nice enough guys, and I didn't judge, but they were both in their late twenties and we ran in different circles.
That's when it hit me. Why the hell would Bill - a forty-five year old, single guy - buy a three-bedroom home? So I asked him why.
"My ex was really putting the screws to me in the divorce," Bill said with a chuckle. "And I've got a great accountant and lawyer."
Bill explained that his lawyer told him he could hide some of his assets from the divorce settlement, and his accountant found this place for him to sink some of his capital into.
"Besides," Bill said as he reached for my bottle of scotch to pour himself another - which made me wince a bit - "My daughter will be spending the summer with me, so I needed some extra space."
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I came downstairs on Saturday morning dressed in a tank-top and shorts.
"Oh my god," Linda moaned. "Please tell me you're kidding," she gestured at me to let me know she didn't approve.
I rolled my eyes. "What?" I flapped my arms. "It's over ninety degrees outside. I've got to mow the lawn, and then I thought I'd go for a blade."
It was Linda's turn to roll her eyes. "Have you forgotten Bill and his daughter are going to be coming over? He's on his way to pick her up now," she said in a condescending tone.
After all these years of marriage, that was the ONE thing Linda did that drove me bat-shit insane.
"I haven't forgotten," I sighed as I finished descending the stairs. "I will man the grill when it comes time for dinner," I continued as I made my way to the front door. "But please!" I stressed the last word. "Allow me to be comfortable, okay?"
I shook my head as I closed the door behind me and made my way to the garage to get the lawn-mower. I loved my wife, but she drove me nuts sometimes.
I was almost done mowing the front yard when I saw Bill pull into his drive-way. I gave him a half-hearted wave as he got out of his car. But then I paused when I saw his daughter get out of the car.
I was entranced! I knew she was eighteen, but I couldn't take my eyes off of her. I shut the mower off and walked over to be neighborly, but really I wanted to eye this young lady a bit closer.
Bill introduced us, and Brenda, his daughter, looked like she'd just been introduced to a blank wall. Clearly this young lady didn't want to be here.
However, I didn't care about her reluctance about spending the summer with her father. I was just incredibly fixated on the insanely hot young woman standing before me. With the benefit of my mirrored shades I was able to eye Brenda up and down with impunity. She had a beautiful face, with round cheeks and a cute nose, along with intoxicating deep blue eyes.
She was wearing a blouse that clung nicely against her rather well-developed breasts. Even though she was only eighteen, I estimated Brenda to be a very solid B-cup, near attaining C-cup status. The short skirt she had on was nice and tight, and accentuated the wonderfully curvy ass she had. Plus her legs were to die for! She was only about 5'6", but her legs weren't stubby or anything. Nicely tanned and quite shapely. She even sported an ankle bracelet despite wearing heels.
I was so engrossed with ogling Brenda that I barely realized what Bill was saying. Fortunately, I was able to catch enough to respond to him when he stopped flapping his gums.
"Oh sure," I finally said with a smile in Bill's direction, but my gaze under my shades was fixated on her daughter. Damn! She had wonderfully pouty lips too. "Linda's expecting you anytime," I continued as I eyed up and down Brenda's sexy frame again. "Let Brenda get settled in and then pop over whenever. I'm going to finish up in the back yard," I gestured to the mower. "Then I might go for a rollerblade," I happened to notice Brenda's brow furrow up a bit when I mentioned that and saw that she glanced at me. "But like I told Linda, I'll be back to man the grill for dinner."
"Sounds good," Bill said in a friendly voice. I'm sure that demeanor would have been quite different had he known how much I was lusting after his daughter. Nevertheless, since he was unaware, Bill happily lead his daughter into his house.