I boarded the bus, quite and reflective, resigned to my fate and boot camp. I watched as my parents and Darlene, faded out of sight, as the bus carryed us away to military life.
Miles down the road, my body still shook and spasmed with each thought of Darlene's fierce, if not desperate, last fucking. My cock tingled and throbbed and made me uncomfortable, trying to enlarge with the passing thoughts and I forced my eyes closed.
"Sleep, just sleep." I thought to myself, as the drone of the bus engine lulled me, finally, into a mind saving slumber, or so I thought, as the dreams came again, in full force and eroticism.
We stood side by side, on a cold and grey day, watching my father being lowered into his final resting place. Darlene and mother crying and holding one another, while I stood stoically, in my Army uniform, determined not to shed a tear and my arm raised in a salute.
The funeral finally over, we turned and silently walked to the waiting car, arm in arm, with Darlene on one side and mother on the other. It was a bad day and I could feel the heaviness pour out of the women in my life and I knew it was for me to bear and me alone…
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Suddenly, sucking in a large breath and sleep spittle, I began to choke and woke up from the nightmare, a cold seat running down my forehead and chest. Clearing my throat, I realized it had been dream and the bus was still rolling on down the road. I sank back down into the seat, my eyes slowly closing again, as the drone took over and I found the dream had moved on…
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I stood outside Darlene's bedroom window once again, carefully peering in, waiting for her. It was summer and I, some how braver, stood tight against the house wall, naked, barely breathing, with my penis firmly in grip…Waiting.
In she walked, slow and deliberately, taking a long look at the window, where I stood and smiled warmly. My hand was already in motion, as she began to undress. After dropping her blouse, she walked to the window and opened it slightly, allowing the night breeze to enter and turned away, reaching to drop her bra straps.
I watched, stroking my cock to hardness, as Darlene dropped her bra cups and slid her bra around to unfasten the clasp.
"God, that feels so good." She sighed, dropping her bra and reaching to massage her tits.
Feeling my cock head slick with pre-cum, I moved to get a better view, when a bush branch scrapped past my leg and released up the inside of my thigh, causing me to scream out in surprise!
Horrified, I jerked back, as I saw Darlene turning…But it wasn't Darlene! It was Irene, my mother!
The dream faded and contorted, as I tossed and turned in my restless sleep…
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I woke from sleep, hearing my bedroom door creak open and watched the, dark, silhouette entering, quietly, almost gliding across the room towards my bed.
"I've been waiting for you Michael. It's been so long and I need you inside me." The silhouette said, in a husky, urgent voice.
I smiled deeply, as I raised the covers, welcoming Darlene back into my bed. I too needed and wanted her and could only hope she had been very quiet in coming to my room.
Not content with simply pulling back the covers, Darlene ripped them from my bed and climbed on, spreading my legs, hungrily seeking my manhood. She pushed my legs higher, as her mouth found my cock and sucked me in.
Working my cock feverously, she brought me to the hardness she knew all too well and wanted. Satisfied, she held my cock down and sucked in my balls, one after the other and rolled them in her mouth, moaning out,
"I'm going to fuck you so good Mike. You'll never leave me again."
Darlene released my balls and slid her tongue up my shaft to capture my cock head, leaving rivulets of spit as she went and engulfed me, forcing my cock, to its near full extent, down her throat.
"Ease up sis! Come up her and let me eat you!" I cried out, as her attention started a familiar throb in my cock.
"Ummmmmmmmmm. I guess, but I just love that big fucking cock of yours." She moaned out, releasing and began a slow slid up my body, rubbing her tits on my cock and belly, as she came up to face me.
I opened my eyes and started to scream, as I recognized the wonton, lustful eyes staring back at me were my mother's, Irene!
"Mike! Mike, Jesus what's wrong!" I heard a voice call out, as I awoke, drenched in sweat and breathing hard, a wild eyed expression on my face.
"Nothing… A bad dream, Ed. That's all." I said, my eyes rolling back, as a long rush of breath escaped my lungs.
Awake, "fully awake now", after that final nightmare, I sat watching the road go by, hoping the trip would end soon.
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Two days later, I sat stunned on the bench outside the Federal Building, rejected.
"Rejected? What the fuck was that?" I thought, my mind racing at what I was going to do now.
My final physical had come up with an injury, received during my football years, the government would not deal with. I was relieved at not having to enter the military, but the shame seemed large in me, a feeling of failure somehow.
I walked slowly to a hotel café and sat down to order, feeling I should call the folks, or certainly Darlene. A combination of fear, apprehension and guilt invaded my thoughts so I just sat there, waiting.
The food came, but not a thought concerning my plight. The gifts, the people wishing me well, the party…Everything that occurred, a few scant days before, flashed through my head and made me feel sick. I managed to eat a little and finish my coffee, but it wasn't satisfying. I paid the waitress, gave her a half hearted, futile, grin and slowly left the café.
An hour later I was at the bus station, waiting again. It would be several hours before another bus left for Austin and I had only time on my hands…To think. Thoughts of Darlene raced through my head, as I settled down and closed my eyes to catch a few winks.
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"Dar? Dar…Oh God it's good to hear your voice!" I stammered into the phone.
"Am I where? Boot camp? No, Dar…A bus station."
"What? Rejected. They rejected me!"
After a long pause…."I don't know Sis…I don't know what I'm going to do."
"Come home? Jeeesssss, facing all those people…And Dad! I feel like a failure Dar! God forbid he should ever find out about you and me!"
"What? What the hell did you say?"
"Mom knows! Oh Christ Dar, tell me you didn…" and she cut me off.
"She what…She was in the bathroom…Oh my God Darlene she must have just shit a brick!"
"Stop laughing! It ain't funny Darlene!"
"Surprised? Oh ya, I bet she was…And just what did she say Dar?"
"Known…For how long? She was surprised we kept a secret that long…Oh Christ Dar I'm just gonna blow a gasket! Anything else you want to tell me?"
"I love you too…"
