I knock hesitantly on your door. You and I have met in public before, but never in private. Granted, we are at your office, but it is after hours and the place is deserted...until you open the door with a welcoming smile.
"Thank you for meeting me here, Shoshana. I hated to make you, but I couldn't miss this conference call and I really wanted to see you before I left for London in the morning," you said as you hugged me and pulled me into your office. "I hope this makes up for it..." I looked around an office lit by candle glow. A small table is covered with a cloth and has a meal laid out on it. "I ordered in, hun."
As we sit down, I look over at you, still stunned that you would be interested in me. We met on the internet through a chat site for singles and I never thought we would get along as well as we seem to so far. I was skeptical when I first joined the site, but the chat rooms were fun and I did make a few friends for talking. It seemed at first, though as if every man that found me attractive was at least ten years older than I, and I felt pretty discouraged. Not that I minded being admired by older men, but 15 years was stretching the envelope a bit much, even for me.
You and I actually started talking just because we lived in the same state. You were into athletics and I am not the athletic type at all. How was I to know you were looking for someone a bit different? I was still willing to talk, though, and you and I found we had much in common. You were older than I, but only by eight years, which was a very comfortable margin to me. You could talk about something besides sex, unlike most of the young men my age.
The first time we met, I had tried to discourage you from expecting much. You had seen my picture, but only of my face. I had a pretty face and a great smile, but I felt the rest of me was a bit too round. I used the term hourglass figure or Rubenesque to hide how I really felt about my looks. I had insecurities and my body was one of them. I would never have guessed that you went for my type when we finally met, even though you had said I was just what you were looking for in a woman.
When we me for the first time at that little Mexican restaurant, you definitely caught my attention. The first thing I noticed was your wide smile as you came toward me. When you reached me, there was no awkwardness as we hugged hello for the first time. I couldn't believe the spark I felt as our bodies meshed. I had never felt that type of electrical attraction before. I must have looked a little shocked because you leaned forward and whispered in my ear, "It's okay, little one, you never have to be afraid of me."
As I followed you to the table, I couldn't help noticing your body, broad shoulders and well-built without being overly muscled and a very nice behind. When you turned to help me sit, I noticed that you had a little bit of softness right around your belly that made you that much more attractive to me. I liked strong men, but I also wanted to be able to cuddle with a man.
Mostly, what I remember from that night are your smile and wonderfully warm green eyes. We sat there and talked for hours. I think the hostess started shooting us dirty looks for taking up the table after two hours, but we were there for three. Then we walked outside into a softly falling rain. You offered to go get an umbrella for me, but I didn't mind the rain, it was warm. When we got to my car, you leaned forward and pressed your lips to mine. I could taste the rainwater on yours as we kissed gently.
You didn't press anything, though. You had told me we could go at my pace and we did. This was the first time we had not met in a public place and we had been out several times. You understood my caution because I had told you about the stalking incident in my past.
So here we were in your office, eating great Mexican food. You and I are flirting as we usually do, but it seems more intense, more intimate without any other diners around. When we get to dessert, you pull my favorite out, cinnamon ice cream, that you had been keeping cold in a little freezer/fridge combo behind your desk. Instead of spooning up two bowls, though, you set out one large one with two spoons. You feed me the first bite as we look into each other's eyes.
As the cold wetness slides into my mouth, I cannot help but react to the look in your eyes. I know you want me, and I want you too. As we slowly feed one another, the intimacy builds between us. After I feed you the last bite, you lean forward and we are kissing deeply. I can taste the coolness of the ice cream on your tongue as it tangles with mine.