First attempt at writing a story. Let me know what you think.
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As usual, I was running late. I was the epitome of "CP time". However, today, it was because I was nervous as hell. I know I shouldn't have been, but that phone call had changed everything.
It was Tuesday afternoon and I was just leaving the gym. It seemed like as soon as I turned 30, I started putting on pounds and now, at 33, I was having a hard time getting rid of them. But I was determined to do my best. My motto has always been, "I'm a soldier". I took a big swig from my water bottle, threw my gym bag over my shoulder, and stepped out into the thick August heat, ready for my 20 minute walk home.
I had showered after my workout, but decided I'd have another when I got home. I couldn't stand to be hot and sticky. I started mentally preparing my dinner. Suddenly my cell phone rang, interrupting my thoughts.
It was a number that I didn't recognize so I sent it to voicemail but they left no message. I thought nothing of it as I put my earphones in and turned on my Erykah Badu playlist. My music was interrupted by my phone ringing again, the same unknown number on the screen. I decided to answer the phone this time.
"Hello?", I answered, irritated by this mystery caller.
"Hello. Is this Shane?"
I stopped dead in my tracks, instantly recognizing the voice on the phone.
"Chris?" I couldn't believe it. Chris was an old friend I had met about 10 years ago while training for a sales manager position at a catering job I took to help pay for college. We became fast friends, having lunch together, always laughing and having deep meaningful conversations. Everyone suspected we were dating, but we really were only friends. Now, I won't deny I had a crush on him but I could never get up the courage to act on it, considering I was married.
He got a better job offer and left. I was truly happy for him, but soon after he left I realized I missed him a bit more than I should have. We traded text messages and went for a few lunch dates, but after a few months we lost contact due to our hectic work schedules.
And now, here was that familiar, sexy voice, coming through the earphones connected to my phone.
"Hey, Shane! I haven't talked to you in forever. I hope you don't mind, I went past the catering company and got your number." I still worked for the company, and was now regional director of sales.
"Uh, no, um, it's ok." I stammered over my words, still shocked that he was calling me. I shook my head to calm my thoughts, started walking again and continued in a calmer voice.
"How you been? What's it been, almost 10 years?! What's going on?"
"Nothing special," he stated cooly. "Business dinners, board meetings, perpetual client ass-kissing." He chuckled and I smiled at the sound of his laugh. God I missed that laugh.
"Trust me, I know the feeling.", I responded, shaking my head. "So what's up? Did you need to schedule an event for your company?"
"No, no, nothing like that. I'm in town for a conference and wanted to see if we could hook up for lunch this weekend?"
Suddenly my heart started racing. I didn't know what to say. Of course I wanted to see him, but I was no longer the cute, curvy young girl he had known all those years ago. Would he think that I hadn't aged well? Did I get too fat? All of my insecurities came flooding to the surface. I looked down and noticed that my self-induced anxiety has caused my pace to quicken.
"Shane? Are you still there?
"Um, yes. Yes I am. Sorry. I was thinking about my schedule for this weekend", I lied. I didn't know whether to accept his invitation or make up an excuse as to why I couldn't meet with him.
"Well? Are you free?", He asked sounding anxious and slightly boyish like a boy asking a girl on a date.
I inhaled deeply, still rattled and before I knew it, the words just came out my mouth.
"Yeah, of course I'd like to have lunch with you. When and where?" I decided I was thinking too much into it. Besides, it was just a friendly lunch. What did my extra pounds matter?
We set up and time and place and said goodbye. I felt giddy and nervous. After all these years, I was gonna see Chris Robertson again. I smiled for the rest of my walk home. I couldn't wait til Friday.
Friday afternoon finally came around and I was getting dressed to go meet Chris. I usually didn't work on Fridays and Chris had a long weekend, so the timing was perfect. My husband was gone for the weekend on his annual fishing trip with his brothers. When I spoke to him that morning I told him I was having lunch with my best friend, Deborah. I hated to lie to him, but he hated when I had to have meetings with men. Even though he knew most of my biggest clients, he still didn't like the idea of me meeting with them. I decided it wasn't worth the hassle of an argument. He would never find out.