I rushed out of the room banging the door behind me and shouting back at him, "James, you are a bum! How can you do that to me? Go and screw her now!"
I was so annoyed, I was thoroughly pissed off. I could not think clearly because of what he had done to me. James deceived me that the Christmas trip was for himself and I. We would drive out far to the north to the city of Maun and how it would take us two days to get there. I was so excited that I would have him all to myself. Then 3 days before we were to leave James told me that a friend of his, a woman, would join us on the trip. I wondered why I would want another woman in our midst when it should be just me and my boyfriend James? I felt strongly that she would interfere in our private moment.
He replied, "Oh no, no, it will have no such effect on us!"
Then on the 23rd of December he told me that somebody else was going to be joining us. I was about to start getting annoyed when he told me that it was a man called David. I remembered David because he had done a few accounting jobs with him in the past and that made me feel a little secure because now the woman who he told me was called Fridah could be kept busy by this new man called David, and therefore felt that my time with my boyfriend was going to be secure.
On the 24th of December we set off with James, David and this woman called Fridah. It turned out to be a lot of fun because the three of us knew each other and apparently James knew the woman quite well so there was quite a bit of camaraderie. Fridah and David were in the back while I was in the front passenger seat beside James who was driving. Talk flowed freely back and forth, jokes were flying from the front to the back; we quickly became one group and it turned out to be a very nice drive. Fridah was the only one who interrupted herself to talk to someone on her phone, though it did not really break the mood in the car.
When we got to Maun, James said that we should not make the other people feel bad by going into the same room because the two, David and this woman, were not that well known to each other. James was the one who knew Fridah well and the three of us had worked together previously so we more or less knew each other. I agreed that I was going to sleep in the same room with Fridah, and he and David would use the other room. All this sounded good until we got into our room. I found that Fridah's calls were video WhatsApp chats with a man. I could hear his voice sounding very much in love with Fridah, but I could not tell whether she returned his love. You see, we who are women have got the capacity pretend to be anything, so I was not that sure whether Fridah was in love with this man but he himself sounded besotted. These video chats could happen at any time and sometimes they woke me up in the dead of night; the light on her screen woke me up and their chat would keep me from going back to sleep. This would disturb me so much that I would be irritable during the day because of not getting enough sleep.
Poor David seemed to be out on a limb during the day when I kept close to my boyfriend, more or less taking him from the group. Fridah's nightly chats with her man were only helping to fire my desire for James. I tickled my pussy many times to get rid of the fire that would build up in my loins. Two fingers in my vagina brought me to the boil in a short while so that I only needed to rub my very swollen clit for a few seconds before I erupted in a huge orgasm. I had to bite my lower lip to avoid being heard by Fridah. I hoped, however, that her chat was keeping her so occupied that she would not be in a position to overhear my pleasure consuming me.
We made outings to see wild game, visit a museum and had a picnic one day. In the evenings we came back to the same sleeping arrangement, which only highlighted to my mind that the Christmas I expected with my James was getting too crowded for my liking. James' denial that our time would not be affected began to pale. Despite my pleas, Fridah did not want to stop doing her thing at night because she said love was not a tap or a switch; they call when they miss one another. "He misses me he calls me, when I miss him I call him. Its that simple!" she finished with a shrug.
But on the final night in Maun, I felt ready to explode. James seemed to have developed some kind of interest in Fridah, smiling at her in a way I found suggestive. I began to feel a bit insecure about what else might be going on between these two. They seemed to get on quite well, with talk about buying cars; apparently she wanted to sell her current one, which I now discovered with shock was the same one we had come in. So she was not merely an invitee to this trip that James had led me to believe was his and mine. She had been one of its architects! This, coupled with what James had told me about working with her on some financial jobs, grew in my mind to become a very real threat to my love for James. I got so worked up by these facts that it began to look kind of obvious that James may be somewhat attracted to this woman. I wanted to scream to him that she has got a man that she chatted with every day. I tried to pull him away to tell him about that but it was of no use.
I made a decision all of a sudden. I had to head James off before he ever thought of making a move on this older woman while we are out here. I would move into James' room for the rest of the trip. Where David was going to go was not my headache; I did not care. Why did Fridah look so very surprised that I could do something like that? Didn't she already know that James was mine? All I wanted at that moment was to sleep with James. I wanted him to make love to me and take his mind off his infatuation with this older woman. Once in the room and David had gone off I didn't care where, I said, "Am I truly your girlfriend, James?"
He looked at me in startled fashion. "Why, because I asked you to share with Fridah?" Then he stared hard at me. "You think I am gay?"
"No, no! I dont mean that." With shock I fumbled about for words and could not find the right ones. But I tried to plough on. "Who is Fridah to you, darling? Please tell me the truth!" My voice was plaintive.