Joyce, what can I tell you about her? Well, more than a few years ago, and let's face it girls, the same applies to all of us, she was a cracking looker. I know, because I have seen some pictures from back then. Mind you, she isn't a bad looker now at sixty, just a bit more what you might call cuddly. We had a right evening when she told us her story.
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I'll say it myself, it will save you all thinking it. None of us are innocents, everyone of us has a tale to tell. This is mine, and in my way, I am not ashamed. Ok, I was a bit of a tart! I loved sex. There I've said it.
I had quite a few boyfriends, didn't really care whether they were married or not, what they did for a living, I didn't give a damn. All I was interested in was a good time.
I can tell you, some of the characters who were keen to show me a good time were not gentlemen. If you were to call them 'Gangsters' or 'Thugs' 'Crooks' even 'Criminals' you could be accused of insulting those living with those descriptions. Some of my 'boyfriends' were seriously not nice.
Anyway one of the nicer chaps, was Freddie. I don't rightly recall much about his job, or really his circumstances now, but I was hot on him at the time.
Freddie it must be said had a penchant for what he called 'webbing' which he told me was what they call the stuff they wore in the army on ceremonial occasions now when that was applied to us 'ladies', in my case 'lady' was stretching it a bit, meant that he liked lingerie, including suspenders and stockings.
That is, specifically, bra, suspenders and seamed stockings. Freddie was certainly generous enough, he kept me well supplied with 'webbing' and lots of other very very sexy undies. He also liked to see me and a-hem... screw me, in them.
Who was I to complain, I was getting a lovely sexy underwear collection, and my a-hem 'appetite' catered for.
Frankly I enjoyed flashing my bits at him wearing the lovely things he bought me, well to be honest, flashing my bits at any of my 'boyfriends' wearing the stuff...or even not wearing the stuff... Know what I mean?
Freddy Left the area to work somewhere up north, can't remember exactly where. We did expect to be apart quite a bit. But we were close and intended to continue that way.
I worked in a department store, had a flat in town, some twelve miles or so from where my parents lived. I did visit them regularly, as I didn't drive I used public transport.
I didn't get on too well with all my colleagues, some of them were jealous of the finery I displayed when I put my uniform on in the staff room.
I did have friends, one in particular came into my life about the time Freddie went off up north. Nothing sort of sexual, well not at that time anyway.
Jack lived just a few miles from my parents. He was a bit older than me, a bit of a square really, but he was alright. It became quite a regular event for me to get a lift from him when I wanted to visit my parents, he would collect me from my flat and drop me at my parent's door. That saved me the cost and annoyance of public transport.
We became mates, and our conversations were quite saucy at times, but he was a real gentleman. He knew of my reputation, had he tried I would have welcomed him into my bed, but he made no such attempts worse luck.
About a month after Freddie had gone I had a letter from him, he was missing me Aaah.
He often thought about me, he missed our sex life, etc, etc. Well I was missing him too, and it was approaching his birthday which last year had been celebrated with a ridiculously exciting and satisfying sexual surfeit. Birthday? It was more like a birth week! No chance this year of a repeat.
I was talking to Jack about the situation, the chat I could tell, was making an impression on him, but still he made no move on me.
Oh! He was getting horny, but he kept it to himself. Sitting beside him in the car I could see his equipment stiffening as we talked.
"What do you think Freddie thinks about when he is missing you?"
"Probably what we used to do together."
"Does he picture you in his mind?"
"Oh yes, I reckon he imagines me in the under wear he bought."
"And?"
"Oh! Ok! I bet he wanks over the imaginings."
"What are you going to send him for his birthday?"
"I thought about sending a pair of knickers."
"Hmmm..."
"Why? Do you have any other suggestions?"
"Well you could send him a picture of yourself."
"He's got one in his wallet."
"What? One with you wearing your 'webbing'
"Nnnnno."
"Well then."
"Well then what?"
"Send him some of you..."
"Me what?"
"....I was going to say"
"Say what."
"You in your 'webbing'"
"I couldn't."
"You have been seen in the stuff."
"No...what I mean is I can't."
"Why?"
"Well, I haven't got any pictures for a start."
"And?"
"Well if I haven't got any, I can't can I?"
"You can get some."
"You don't understand...who from, there has never been any taken, I am too shy."
"That takes a bit of believing."
I have to say, the idea did appeal to me, but I would need a bit of persuading, for a start I didn't know a photographer I could trust.
"You are not that shy!"
"In some ways I suppose. Anyway I don't know anyone who could take pictures like that. Don't you need a special camera or something?"
"Well, a reasonable camera and the ability to use it."
"Well there you are then! My point exactly!"
Then Jack hit me with it. At weekends he often worked as a freelance photographer and some evenings he taught at night school. He had his own cameras and even a darkroom.
"And" he continued, "you are not all that shy with me...are you?"
"Well no...not really. But you might think I don't take a very good picture."
"You wouldn't be taking the pictures, if you wanted them done I would be taking them."
"You know what I mean."
Looking back at it, he was really pushing it... seduction but not as I knew it! I'll give him that, I wasn't too bothered, as like I said, if he had tried it on I would have had him. Let's just see, I thought, just how this will go.
"So you are saying, that if I want to do that, have photos taken, you will take them?"
"Well, I wouldn't do it without an audition. And a release to say it was what you wanted!"
"An audition?"
"Well, not so much an audition, more like a camera test."
"Explain."
"I would want to see how shy you were, and whether you could pose, whether you could relax in front of the camera, relax in front of me."
"Herm."
The conversation terminated at that point as we drew up outside my parent's house. Several days later, over a sandwich I tentatively broached the subject again.
"Jack, were you serious about doing those photos.?
"Which photos"
"You know, the ones we talked about, the ones of me?"
"Depends"
"On what?
"Like I said You have to say its what you want and we should do a camera test and if that is all Ok then yes. The important thing is that you are sure it's what you want."
"I've been thinking, when would you do that test thing?"
We were joined by another colleague, so that was it for the next few days, the next opportunity was on the Friday when Jack called at my flat to give me a lift home. It was a Friday like so many other Fridays just two slight differences, one I had a day off from work and two, it was a bank holiday so no work on the Monday.
I got up.
I showered.
I had a coffee.
I decided that I would confront my nervousness about Jack's 'camera test'.
I was going to do it.
I was going to do it today.
I had 'butterflies', I had a slight, you know, tingle, I was, I suppose, just a little excited, at the thought, manifested in a dampening of my nether regions.
Was I horny? I don't really think so, but having dressed particularly sexily, well in the undie department anyway, I did anticipate at least a little activity but I wasn't quite sure how things would develop.
Jack arrived as usual, about 1 o'clock. Inside I was trembling like a leaf when I opened the door to him, all though, the only thing that I should have been concerned about was that Jack might not go along with my wishes. Instead of being ready to leave, I asked him in..
"What's this then, got a brother in here to knock me about for making rude suggestions?"
"No, course not."
"Then what?"
"I thought... we could have a cup of coffee and talk about that picture idea...the camera test"
"OooooK. You are not worried by that are you?"
"No"
"Embarrassed?"
"No, just a bit nervous."