Friday night we had our annual company masquerade. Lara Croft it was. Shorts folded up to the top of my thighs; short, tight top; back-pack; heavy boots; sunglasses; holsters and guns. Lots of attention to put it mildly.
Ended up talking to P for quite some time during the evening. Others noticed, remarked that we looked as if we fit together (they're right...). P's inquisitive, has been the times we've met before, wanted to get to know me. The spark has been there, but neither one has acted upon it before. Friday night was different. It was hot. I was up for dancing, he didn't want to, so I moved around beside him - accidentally (or not so...) pushing myself up against him. He responded, his body responded - like most guys do if I put myself into it. I wanted him.
Spoke about the way me and C live and relate to others - he was intrigued. Spoke about how a woman chooses - he got interested, and slightly uncomfortable. Spoke about lots of other things - I could see that look in his eyes - mind fearful while body turned on, sexual need mixed with apprehension, barely restrained lust battling against 'should I really?'. 100% Scorpio that night - Aquarian tendencies far removed from surface and action. She works that way, always does when she's out to play.
He came with the suggestion to leave for his hotel - yes, of course I went with him. Text message to C to say I won't be home tonight - like he wants me to, to not worry. Going with him was what I wanted. Taxi ride back. Kisses, hands, words - him slightly fearful, saying I had the upper hand as I knew this while he didn't. Trying to calm him down saying that whatever turns out is OK - talking all night, or ending up having great sex (knowing full well that we'll end up having sex - which is what I want and need - I know a guy and his psyche once I'm in this situation).