All three of us sat in the tower, writing sexual terms on a blackboard, just for fun. My best friend (who was coincidentally my neighbor as well) was as innocent as any girl could get. Never even French-kissed anyone. Her brother (who isn't the most attractive man in the world) and I were talking to her about sex. Preferences, rules, etc. Sexual history. I mentioned my recent frustrations. He mentioned his recent ex-girlfriend. Well, in all reality, we were talking AT her. She was staring at us dumbfounded. The conversation became more between her brother and me. We shared many of the same interests: whipped cream, not much for toys (although a vibrator here and there is amazing), favorite places to bite (earlobes), and other sensitive areas (crook of the elbow, wrist, behind the ear, any place blood pulses.)
After heading back to the room, we watched some Ellen DeGeneres standup comedy. Nobody could fall asleep. We were all lying on and over one another, sprawled out on one twin-sized mattress.
I am not attracted to him He's not even my type. He's a little pudgy, no stubble, a mat of hair, a chubby boyish face. At least he could hold stimulating conversation. He wasn't attracted to me either. All three of us, my friend, her brother, and me lay there together curled up on her bed. His hand reached around both my friend and me to find my side, which he caressed with feather-light touches until my legs tensed and I pushed my head into the pillow, wanting to scream with need. I worried my friend would notice. Around 2am, she left to sleep in her own bed. It was just him and me now. I didn't want to leave the bed, I was too comfortable. His hand was wrapped around my waist, pulling me close to him while making me feel warm and protected. It was cold, so we decided to pull the covers over us. His hand absent-mindedly traced circles on my arm and stomach, and heat began to pool low in my belly. It had been so long.
We were lined up perfectly, knee to knee, hip to hip, chest to back. Out of need, I pressed my rear into him and gyrated slowly. Neither of us looked at each other. We moved together. We didn't kiss. My hand slowly pulled my shirt to my neck, and his followed, tracing along the line of my bra, his ever so slight touch almost tickling me. Slowly, his fingers found their way to the cup and where my breast met the fabric. He teased the skin there. His fingers barely skimmed my nipples, which by now were swollen and hard, and the light touch sent me into a whirlwind. It was the light touches more than the hard caresses that made me shake. His hand moved over me like I was something fragile, something that could break with just a breath. It had been so long since I felt cherished like that.