I was just a young, 19 year old college girl trying to find her way in the world. My name is Julie, and I was a cute young blonde, 5'6" tall, 36 DD chest and a somewhat slim figure (I'd like to think I still have a similar figure now) during my college years. I grew up in a small town where everyone knew everyone else. There weren't many secrets to be kept in that little town. My parents were very conservative and set in their ways. In fact, most of my friends' parents were the same.
I often fantasized and wondered about sex, but had no one I could really trust to discuss those desires. I would fantasize about both men and women. When fantasizing about women, I was interested in the whole package and would often think about exploring each others body fully from head to toe. Though, when it came to men they were faceless in my fantasies, and I would focus on a man's penis. I wanted only to be filled and stretched. I had no idea how big they could actually get though.
I was not a complete stranger to sex. I had been with two of my past boyfriends, but I never felt comfortable going beyond vanilla sex with them in that small town. I honestly didn't think I could trust them with any of my dirty secrets. I tried to talk to my best friend once during a sleep over, but quickly changed the subject as if she was only kidding when my friend seemed very uncomfortable talking about it. It took several days for me to feel like my friend was comfortable around her again.
When the day finally came for me to move to my new college town, I was both extremely excited and nervous. I had broken up with my boyfriend the week before because he kept wanting me to stay in that small town and I didn't want to be stuck there the rest of my life. I desperately wanted to leave the small town and explore the unknown, but I was also nervous about what I may find. I spent the first couple of weeks getting settled and making some new friends. One of my new friends lived in the same apartment complex with me. His name was Paul, about average sized at 5'10", not fit, but not obese either. Paul lived on the first floor, also attended the college and he was gay. We would often meet in the laundry room and just talk about school and how our week was going while doing laundry on the weekends.
One Saturday morning, we both happened to be doing laundry again and Paul asked me if I would go to a gay bar with him that night. When I asked him why he wanted me to go, he explained it was because if he came in with a girl and he looked straight then more guys would hit on him. I just laughed and wasn't too sure about it, but Paul assured me that I would be safe there so I agreed.
When we arrived at the bar that evening, I was surprised to see a lot of people there. Mostly the bar was full men, but there were a few girls there too. I was fascinated the atmosphere and knew my parents would have a heart attack if they knew I was in such a place. We sat at the bar for awhile and talked, but it wasn't long before a guy came up and bought Paul a drink. Paul turned his attention away from me and began a conversation with his new friend before walking over to a booth. I didn't feel abandoned, because, after all, that was the plan from the beginning and I knew it.
I sat at the bar for awhile just listening to the music and being fascinated by the various couples in the place. A girl came up next to me and I recognized her from one of my classes. She was pretty, a little shorter than me at about 5'4", and had a curvy figure with brown hair and big boobs. She recognized me too, and introduced herself. Her name was Amy. We began a conversation with one another about our class and getting to know each other. Amy said she had a boyfriend in the military and this was the only kind of bar he would let her go in because he didn't want her to get hit on by other guys. I thought that was a little odd, but didn't press the issue.
We played a sort of game to pass the time where we would look around the room and talk about the guys and girls there and try to figure out if they were gay or bi or what. There was this one guy though I noticed who never bought a drink since I came in the bar. All the guys around him were buying him drinks. I asked Amy about him and she laughed and said his nickname was "horse". I didn't know what that meant and felt a little dumb so I asked her what that was supposed to mean. Amy smiled and told me it meant he was hung like a horse. I felt my face get red and just said ,"oh".
Amy laughed and said that she heard from one of the guys that it was so big he could suck it himself. I couldn't believe Amy was even talking about that kind of thing. I felt like she was in another world. Nobody at home would ever talk to me that way. I told her I didn't think that was possible and Amy said, "yeah, well they said his penis was like 13 inches".
I refused to believe it. Then Amy told me that big ones like that were rare, but they did exist and most of them were gay. I was fascinated, not just by hearing that but from how she was just openly talking to me about it and wondered if I could talk to her about sex like I never could with anyone else. The subject soon changed back to school and taking about where we grew up and things like that and I went home with a lot to think about.
The next time I saw Amy in class, I sat next to her. We talked a lot and quickly became friends. We went shopping and did a lot of things together over the next few weeks. Amy even introduced me to a friend who could get me a fake ID to use in the bars around town if we wanted to go drinking.
One Friday after class, Amy asked me if I wanted to go back to that bar again that evening. I thought it would be fun and agreed. This time we sat in a booth instead of up at the bar. And Amy was constantly buying me drinks. The guy called horse was there again and he walked by us on his way to the bathroom. Amy was facing him when he walked by and I could only see his backside. Amy told me to watch for him coming back out. I wasn't really sure what she was talking about, but I said, "okay".
When he came out, I looked over at him and didn't see anything wrong with him so I wasn't sure what she meant. I asked Amy what I was supposed to see, and Amy leaned forward and in a whisper said, "look down. You'll see."
I looked at his crotch just as he went by our booth and saw the outline of his big penis in his pants. My eyes must have been like saucers because Amy busted out laughing. I was embarrassed to say the least, but also tipsy from the alcohol. I said, "There is no way anything like that could fit".
Amy looked at me and said, "Well, you know babies come from there right? It just takes a little patience and practice."
I hadn't even thought about it like that and said, "I guess, but wouldn't you get stretched like permanently or something?"