UGH! Another Saturday at the office! Not exactly how I wanted to start off my weekend. However, it is December and almost the end of the year. I have year-end reports to get done and I've fallen behind. On Saturday, the office is empty and quiet and gives me the chance to get caught up. So, I throw on some comfortable clothes, get my shoes and stumble out the door for a 4 hour overtime shift.
To my utter surprise, Daniel is already sitting at his desk in his office. I am not used to seeing him at work on a Saturday morning, especially at 5am. Daniel is the man I've fantasized over for the past 15+ years. He has the face that I could never tire of looking at. He has a soft beard, a sexy smile, and a head of hair I'd love to run my fingers through. There are so many things I've done to him over the years, but only in my imagination. I think he's caught me staring at him a few times recently, but oddly enough he was smiling and actually held my gaze as I walked past him.
I guess it was about ½ hour later as I was getting my files ready, that he heard my filing cabinet draws open and close. Thinking he was alone, he decided to find out who was in the office making noise. He came by my desk to say good morning... Again, I stared into his eyes and replied with a smiling "good morning" of my own. DAMN, he looked so handsome at this early hour, so sexy with his smile, and my mind took off on thoughts not very honorable, and I had to wonder if he could read my mind. He shifted on his feet and retreated back into his office.
Now I wished I'd taken more time to get ready this morning. I wished I hadn't thrown on rags for clothes and I wished I'd applied some color to my cheeks. I'm a fool to think he'd want me as I want him, but who could blame him when I'm dressed as I am. I had not even bothered with a bra, thinking I'd be alone anyway and I'm much more comfortable without one. Oh boy, what he must think of me now.
It wasn't long until I heard a loud sigh coming from his office. I knew it was early for him, and he was tired. All I could think about was rubbing his shoulders, massaging his neck, and touching his chest. I wanted to feel his skin under my fingers and feel his muscles relax. Do I dare approach him? I could get myself into trouble if he is offended by my attention. But I've wanted to touch him for such a long time. And I've recently learned, if I don't take my chances now, I may never get another one...
So I get ready to go see him, I stand up and start walking toward his office, then my nervousness gets the best of me and I go back to my desk. I'm afraid he will turn me down... maybe if I can find an excuse, some work related reason to go see him, and see what happens. Looking around my desk, I can't find anything to approach him with. So, what am I supposed to do now?