Our second encounter
I was ready, eager if you will. I felt like a school girl waiting to go on her first date, except for that fact that I had bad intentions. We met up in the parking lot and I couldn't wipe the grin off my face. We both embraced like we hadn't seen in other in months. We had a mission to accomplish but I didn't want to leave his arms. We finally decide to get this over with and start walking to the store. He kept his hand near my ass, which normally would have bothered me, but it felt natural. I didn't want to take my hands off him, but we were in public and to be seen by people we both know, could have been a bad thing. We were a taboo. We got what we were looking for and we left to go to the next store, in his car.
He kept putting his hand between my legs, rubbing that delicate area. He ordered me to unzip my pants, to which I obeyed willingly. This was a new adventure. He got me right to the edge and stopped. I could see where this was going. I felt my heartbeat quicken, my soul was excited. We got to the next store and parked. I didn't want to leave this space. My pants still unzipped, he said let's go. I asked if I had permission to get dressed and I could see a flicker in his eyes. I don't think he realized how bad I wanted him at that moment. He met me on my side of the car and we embraced again, I couldn't get enough of him. We quickly look for the item we were searching for and when we couldn't find it, decided that what we did find would work for now.
We leave and walk back to the car, where we just stood there in each other's arms, playfully teasing each other. He kept asking what I wanted to do. How could I come out and say that I wanted him to take me somewhere and take full advantage of me. He said that we could go back to his hotel, but he didn't want to make me feel pressured or uncomfortable. I don't think he realizes how much I want him at this moment. I try and convince him that I was ready, if he was. We left and headed towards our destination. All I could do was imagine what would happen next.
After a hiccup, we finally get into the hotel room and I get even more excited. He seemed nervous but I couldn't blame him, this dynamic we were in can be complicating. We hadn't discussed fine details about hard or soft limits. We knew the basics of each other but not enough. I had imagined that the first time in a room alone together would be awkward. It was nothing like I had imagined. We seemed natural. I didn't want to take my hands off of him and his off me. His kisses were intoxicating. The moment he starts pulling my clothes off, I start to get nervous. Would he think my body was disgusting, would my imperfections bother him? I felt good in clothes, but highly vulnerable naked. I don't know how, but he made me feel like I was a goddess. Once all of my clothes were off, the look in his eyes make me comfortable. For once in a very long time, I didn't feel like I needed to be ashamed.