Chapter I
A
ll this happened to me over forty years ago in Africa, in a world that was slowly adapting to a future without its former white rulers. It was an exciting time and for a young man fresh out of veterinary college it was the place to go for adventure before settling down into the family practice. In those days a government scheme for voluntary service was in operation and I applied soon after I qualified. After some initial training, I was lucky enough to get one of the plum assignments up-country, working in one of the new tourist game reserves. I couldn't wait to get started, so not long afterwards, a very green VSO volunteer emerged from a tiny 'plane onto a dusty airfield at the end of a bumpy flight from the Capital.
Any dreams I may have had of being a
'Great White Hunter'
were soon shattered when I learnt that I would be spending most of my time surveying the native cattle for signs of disease. My bossāa dour Rhodesianākitted me out with a Land Rover with a broken windshield; two jolly African park rangers,(poachers were rife in the area) and a young black technician, who for reasons that will become apparent, I'll call Patrick.
A sheaf of notes, a map and a few battered surgical instruments were my stock in trade for the days that followed; Patrick and I tested, injected and measured hundreds of the bony, humpbacked cattle that roamed the plains. The local Muran Masai herdsmen were a terrific bunchāāfriendly, hospitable and highly amused by our antics as we tried to examine their charges. When the day's work was done, we would take our battered old Land Rover far out into the bush and Patrick would introduce me to the spectacular wildlife that surrounded us. He had a wealth of knowledge and I soon became his willing pupilāājust as he was mine during the working day.
Patrick and I got on really well together, but try as I might, I couldn't break through his reserved manner. At first I put it down to his innate shyness, but I soon realised that I was dealing with the old colonial attitude and that the colour of our skins somehow set us apart. For someone fresh from rural England, where a black face was still a rarity, I found it hard to understand.
Although we were about the same age and alike in many ways, our upbringing couldn't have been more different: It had always been assumed that I would become a vet. and follow my father into his country practice, but Patrick had only his brains and determination to see him through. I resolved to help him as much as I could, and a call to my father over a crackling 'phone line eventually resulted in the arrival of a box of my old textbooks from England. I felt a pang of conscience as I unpacked them, for some had hardly been opened, but Patrick handled them with reverence. It gave me a good feeling to know that they would be cherished, rather than left to gather dust at home. With the books came a gift for him from my father; a carefully wrapped parcel containing a stethoscope and a small kit of surgical instruments. Patrick was ecstatic when he saw them and threw his arms around me and hugged me hard. His joy was infectious and we capered around the campsite like a pair of idiots, while our two park rangers looked on in bewilderment. The last barrier between us had gone and I was seeing the real Patrick for the first time. Our friendship began then and there and still remains firm after all these years.
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Chapter II
Not long after, we were recalled for a few days leave and we decided to spend it close to Patrick's home. He stayed with his family while I boarded with an elderly white couple in their rickety guesthouse nearby. It has become a well-known tourist lodge these days, but back then its creature comforts left much to be desired. I didn't careāāit was cheap, and compared to a dusty tent in the bush it was sheer luxury!
Early in my stay, I was busy working on a report, ready to send it on the weekly mail truck the following day, when Patrick arrived unexpectedly. While I finished writing, he studied one of my textbooks and for a while we both worked quietly at the table under the light of a single hissing Tilley lamp. I had just finished and leant back with a sigh of relief, when Patrick looked up and asked me a question in his soft, smoky voice. I didn't quite understand the point he was making, so I got up and went to look over his shoulder. As I leant over him, I rested my hand lightly on his back and was surprised to feel him flinch like a startled antelope at my touch. Fearing that I might have offended some local custom or taboo, I started to apologise but he pressed his hand gently over mine to show that it was OK. It was a curious gestureāalmost like a caressāand when he smiled up at me shyly I assumed that he was merely showing his appreciation for my help, so I smiled back in friendly encouragement and carried on with my explanation.
It was a hot, sultry evening and it seemed that all the local insect population was out in force, circling the lamp above us and occasionally hitting the shade with a metallic pinging sound. I was wearing only a towel wrapped around my waist like a sarong, so when I felt a light touch on my bare leg, I thought that a large bug had landed on me and I reached down to brush it off. To my amazement I saw that it was Patrick's hand, gently stroking the inside of my thigh! His strange manner suddenly became clear to me and I realised that he must have misread my smile for one of consent.
I turned back to the book and carried on with my explanation, pretending not to notice that his hand was creeping still further up my thigh. My lack of response must have given him the courage to continue, but in reality, I was trying hard to contain my excitement. Maybe it was the thrill of my journey to Africa and all the hard work that followed that had pushed all thoughts of sex to the back of my mind, but I realised that it had been several weeks since I had last masturbated. It hadn't bothered me until then, but the notion of sharing some mutual pleasure with my handsome black assistant suddenly became very tempting. My body began to tremble at the idea, so when Patrick's questing fingers reached my testicles, I gasped with pleasure and opened my legs to allow him to explore me further.
Patrick snatched his hand away and stared up at me, his eyes wide with alarm: My sudden movement must have been enough to startle him and his guilty expression told me that he was already regretting his boldness. I realised that unless I made a positive move, it would be some time before he got over his embarrassment and it might even affect our growing friendship --I knew that I had to think fast.