Anand remained professional all week and I could see desire in his eyes but he stayed away from me. I had regrets about my decision and I wished Anand would take me the way he had before.
My situation at home was becoming more difficult. My husband would always make flimsy excuses about having to stay late at work. Anand continued to buy me lingerie and I would wear it the next day for him. I would come to his office before I started work and show him what I was wearing.
He would just nod his approval and I would go back to my office. I did not wear these for my husband and I wore the "ugly beige" sets for him. He had no interest in sex, not even missionary which was so much better with Anand anyway.
His lack of interest in sex hurt my self-esteem. Our marriage made me feel not worthy as a woman and it added to my insecurity. My only reason to stay in the marriage was our son.
I always thought about Anand and I wondered if he really meant his words about me being sexy and attractive? Was it just easy sex for him or did he really think this?
I had to look through last 3 years of data on the performance of the service contract and the costs of the services provided.
On my own initiative I contacted several other companies to find out their rates. They were very similar but I found some hidden charges in the contract that other companies had never heard of.
It was 2 days before the meeting and I passed my findings to Anand. Our hands touched as I handed the report to him and he we both looked at each other but he quickly turned away. Did he feel anything for me beyond sex? Did I want him to or did I just want the perverted sex?
He said he would read over the report and come back to me. It was a 2 day stay in Chennai and I expected some resistance from my husband but to my surprise he did not raise any objections and seemed almost eager for me to go. He wanted more freedom with his mistress and I thought about him fucking her in our bed which made my skin crawl.
The next day Anand called me into his office. I went to him and he said, "This report is brilliant and it will help a lot tomorrow. We are flying out tonight as the meeting is early. Do you have everything ready?"
I nodded, "Yes sir. I am packed and ready."
He then picked up a gift box from the side of his desk and said, "I will have a driver pick you up this evening. I bought something for you. It is just a little gift to thank you for helping me with this meeting."
I bowed and said, "Sir thank you so much. You are too kind."
I opened it and it was a red see through baby doll with a thong. I had never owned sleepwear like this and I felt self-conscious at wearing this. Would he expect sex on our trip? I needed it more than he could imagine but I had to try and resist.
His driver picked me up that evening and I was just wearing a casual dress. I was sad to be leaving my son but my husband seemed indifferent.
We arrived at the hotel in Chennai and the receptionist gave us keys for two rooms and I felt a disappointment come over. Why was I hoping we would be in the same room?
Anand tipped the staff as he dropped the bags off for us. He said, "The rooms should have a connecting door and I will leave my door open. If you need anything just come into my room."
A part of me was pleased to still have this connection and not two completely separate rooms, "Sir thank you. Do you want to go over the meeting points before we go to sleep?"
He nodded, "Yes. I think that is a good idea. Please come when you are ready."
I was going to wear a normal pyjama set but then I saw the gift. I always wore his gifts and showed them to him and I felt myself wanting to expose myself to him and see if it had a reaction on him. As I slipped it on and felt against my skin I could feel sensuality flow through me. I could feel the hint of moisture on my nether lips already.
I wore the baby doll with the thong before placing a robe over it and knocked on the door. He said, "My door is open, just walk through."
As I walked in, he was sat on a seat in just his robe. Was he wearing anything underneath it? Why was I thinking of this? I had to keep control.
He had papers spread out over the table and he invited me to take a seat opposite him. He was going through the points for the meeting and I went through what I thought the key points were.
I kept glancing over at the parting in the robe and my mind just kept wondering if he was naked. Why were my thoughts so perverted?
He then moved and robe parted just enough for me to catch a glimpse of his cock. I was getting moist from this interaction and I crossed my legs causing my own robe to part slightly and expose my legs up to my thong.
I loved the way his eyes devoured my body, it was the only time I felt sexual and desirable.
I suggestively said, "Sir thank you for buying me so many gifts. Even today I am wearing the baby doll you bought me."
I wanted him to ask to see it. I wanted to show it to him, "Please show me how it looks."
I stood up and slowly almost seductively began to remove my robe. I had waited too long and I needed him now more than ever. He then motioned at me as he stood up, "I want to show you something."
I followed him and he stood me in front of a large mirror as he said, "I don't want to ever hear you say you are not attractive or sexy or beautiful. You are a goddess. I want to show you what I see."
I was shy and my head was facing down when he lifted my chin for me to look in the mirror. He brushed my hair behind my shoulder, "You are the most beautiful sight. I love to look into your alluring eyes and caress your skin."
He ran his fingers over my cheek and down my neck to around my shoulder. His tender touch sent goose bumps down my body.
His focus was now on my body and I could only imagine how moist I was between my legs.
He played with the straps on my shoulders, "Your body is so divine. I can never stop thinking about it. As soon as I see you, my dick becomes as hard as a rock. I want to feed on your breasts every minute of the day."
He dropped straps from my shoulders, bringing my breasts into view. My nipples were already engorged due to my aroused state and the first drops of milk could be seen on the tips of nipples. I sighed as I felt the arousal as he directed, "Look at these nipples. They are a thing of beauty. So engorged and so erect. They are begging to be sucked. A man cannot resist such an invitation."
He lowered the baby doll further down to my hips. He placed his hands along the side of my body when I wanted his hands squeezing my engorged breasts, "Your body is so incredible. To think less than a year ago you gave birth. You are in amazing shape."
He lowered the baby doll below my ass and let it fall down, "The view from behind is the most majestic but unfortunately you cannot see." He then moved his hands over my curved hips and to my rounded ass and said, "Your curves are perfect and I would not change a thing about you."
I felt a sensuality and sexual confidence come over me, his words had put me under his spell. I turned around to face him. I could not help myself and I locked him in a kiss. He kissed back and we fell into each other. I opened his robe and his naked cock was pressed against my belly.
He then stopped me and pulled away. I was confused at this mixed signal and he said slightly out of breath, "Trust me I want this. But you were right when you said we need to stop this and let you focus on your job. The meeting is important tomorrow and I will let you lead the negotiations."
I went back to my room with a dejected feeling in my stomach. I was falling for him but my own words were stopping from what I most desired.
I struggled to sleep that night thinking about the rejection and the responsibility on my shoulders tomorrow. I put the rejection behind me and focused on the meeting. I had to get one thing right.