In Chapter 1 (Smile High), Clare and Findlay had a very memorable plane flight on the way to their holiday together. But that was just the beginning.
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Finlay had been looking forward to this holiday with Clare for a long time. They both recognised he travelled far better than she did so after they arrived he had showered, then stepped out into the morning bustle of the city to finalise arrangements and gather a few supplies. He couldn't bear to be away from Clare for long so an hour later he was back at the door to their hotel suite, quietly turning the handle and slipping into the darkened room.
He knew Clare was the grand love of his life. Although they had only been together for a short while, they both knew this was the relationship to which they wanted to devote their attention for the rest of their days. Finlay was determined to do everything he could to deepen his commitment to Clare and to foster her attachment to him.
To Finlay, it seemed miraculous yet inevitable that they had found each other. Clare's breezy charm, Celtic good looks, and the values and interests they shared had drawn Finlay in from the first time they met years earlier. Her passion inspired him; her insights helped him see his own challenges more clearly; her humour delighted him. He felt he was the luckiest man alive that Clare felt the same way about him. Then on top of all this, they shared the same crazy libido and willingness to try new things. Finlay was inspired to find new ways to drive Clare to distraction and she did the same for him. The clothes and lingerie she wore, the adventures she suggested, and her willingness to go along with his romantic excesses, all left him in a perpetual state of erotic arousal and contentment.
But for now, it was important Clare get some rest, so they could enjoy the holiday together. He quietly padded across the darkened room to a chair at the end of the bed and settled down with his smartphone to reply to messages. He was determined to give her three to four hours sleep, at least, before he suggested they have an adventure.
Damn she's hot, thought Finlay as he looked across to the bed where Clare lay, sleeping peacefully. She had also taken a shower and flopped down on the bed with a towel draped around her. Now she lay on her stomach, bare from mid back and mid thigh. He could just make out her face in the darkness, relaxed and beautiful, her waves of long dark hair reminding him of the way he had stroked and massaged her scalp as she lay in his arms on the plane. Closer to him, her shapely legs were splayed out before him. He could see the definition in the muscles of her calves and thighs, her warm brown skin, and just the vaguest hint of her sex somewhere up in the darkness under the towel.
There was little to distract him from thoughts about Clare in the muted light of the curtained room. Incrementally the silence and darkness began to heighten his awareness. He could hear her quiet breathing as she slept, with the occasional little sigh as she dreamed her calm dreams. The warmth of the room made her comfortable in her near nakedness and from time to time she would shift in her slumber. Every time she moved, the towel would ride a little higher up her thighs, the sight of which made him to want to glide his hands across her silky skin. His senses were so heightened by his focus that could even smell the mix of subtle aromas generated by her body: the water and soap of the shower; the freshly laundered towel; the mix of unique smells he recognised as coming from her skin; but under all that, a dusky subliminal pheromone exuded by her sex. He knew that smell, even from the faintest trace. He knew it was there, almost imperceptibly. And once he noticed it, he could think of nothing else but Clare.
Finlay put down his phone. He was as hard as a rock.
He looked at his watch - an hour had passed since he returned to the room and that made it two altogether. But he had promised himself to wait at least one more hour before he woke her. He knew the time now would crawl by but he committed to double down on the experience and savor the process of being driven mad by his desire. He could see the towel around Clare's slumbering body was coming loose and beginning to gape at the bottom and he was almost overcome by the need to touch her, to stroke her, to make love to her. But he resisted. He prided himself on his willpower.
This is going to be a long hour, he observed to himself. Every moment his resistance was tested and while he might not recognise it, when it came to Clare his willpower was not strong. It inevitably crumbled: that subliminal smell; her calm breathing; her shape in the darkness more imagined than seen. His overwhelming love for her left his mind in a riot.