There are two ways to take this. Either I storm over, push her against the wall, and we move directly in to heavy BDSM right off the bat, or I play it cool. This is a power play. My temper makes me want to punish her bratiness in a way she'd pretend to hate. But that would imply that she'd riled me up. Cool it is.
I smile and run my finger around the rim of my glass. She's clearly trying to read me but can't quite do it. Her eyes dart ever so slightly.
There she is.
I crook my finger to summon her across the room. She rolls her eyes and sashays toward me as mockingly as she can muster. I'll give her credit, she's really putting on a good act. She brings herself squarely in front of me so close that I can feel her breath but far enough that we're not actually touching. Twice she asks, "Well?", but my face never changes. I smile and stare right through her as though she's not even speaking. Then, without breaking eye contact, I pull my hand from the pocket of my jeans and slip it beneath the hem of her skirt. She doesn't notice until my fingers graze the soft flesh of her inner thigh. I no longer feel her breath on my cheek. Her eyes are locked on mine as I slide one finger tip and then another across this singular bit of flesh. The area is no bigger than the size of a quarter. It's split in two sections by the ridge of a stretch mark- those features that women loathe and real men couldn't possibly care less about. I trace the path from one side, down into the valley, and back up to the ridge on the other side repeatedly waiting for a response.
-Katherine-
I was frozen in time. This wasn't exactly the response I expected when I decided to give him some attitude. I expected anger or hurt or something. Instead I got quiet control that frightened me. Not that I felt unsafe- far from it. I was terrified of how powerless I felt. And this was a different feeling of powerless than being coerced into this situation in the first place. This feeling was voluntary. In this moment I wanted this man to possess me completely. Take my power. Take my thoughts. Take me. Own me. It was terrifying...and it was also the freest I'd ever felt.
It couldn't have been more than a few centimeters in movement upward when he finally broke the pattern, but it felt as though he'd traversed my entire body. I quivered and drew two quick breaths. My eyes closed and my head tilted back slightly.
"Open your eyes."
A sound somewhere between a gasp and a moan escaped from between my lips. It came not because the silence had been broken, but because of the force behind those three words. His eyes were on fire. He wasn't raging, but was angry. I was going to pay for my performance- that much was clear.
Take me
I plead with my eyes. His gave no reply. They never moved their gaze away from mine. His hand did, though. At an agonizingly slow pace he resumed the ascent up my inner thigh. He seemed to become even more deliberate each time he passed over a place that harbored my insecurities- as if to say "you can't hide from me- not even in here".
My mind was empty. Not one single thought or anxiety tugged my attention away from the present. I thought about nothing and felt everything with an intensity almost too strong to bear. I'd never been more aroused in my life. Every nerve ending in my body seemed to be firing. My skin was on fire. My breasts heaved under the black cardigan he'd chosen for me and strained against the buttons down the front as though making a desperate attempt to be freed. My nipples poked into the cashmere like they too needed to escape their confinement.
And then there was the throbbing. I'm the only person who's managed to give me a strictly clitoral orgasm since college despite the efforts of my husband and a few others. Evan hadn't touched it, or anywhere other than a small portion of my thigh, yet my clit was throbbing mercilessly. It kept the time for the whole scene. It was torturous and glorious and any other words you can imagine- all at the same time.
Evan's upward climb eventually collided with the slow dripping headed down both my things. The texture changed from soft to a bit slippery causing him to change his technique. Instead of the tips of his fingers he switched to dragging his nail with at the same pace but with slightly more pressure. It improved upon perfection. Without warning or conscious thought I let out an "Evannnn" in a voice somewhere between a moan and a whisper. I was mortified. My face must've been beet red. He'd told me not to look away, but dear god I wanted to.
On he went. I was beyond ready as he neared his summit. The moment he slipped a finger inside me, I was going to have an orgasm I had no hope of controlling. I was fully prepared to cover my mouth with my free hand to muffle the scream. Release was finally here.
He formed a V with his middle and index fingers and pressed firmly while running one up each side of my lips without slipping inside me or grazing my aching clit, And then, without warning, his hand was gone. My mouth opened in horror.
No no no no no. Please. Please you can't.
I'd say anything in this moment to convince him to grant me the relief I so desperately needed. In the split second it took to close my agape mouth and begin my pleading, he brought his finger to my dark lipstick tinted lips and formed the "shhh" gesture.
He never broke eye contact as an inscencere smile forned across his face. The fire in his eyes vanished instantly. Whatever anger was there had disapated the moment he saw my realization that relief was being denied. I knew I was going to pay for my display, but it hadn't anticipated a punishment so agonizing.
"Welllll," he said in a drawn out sort of way with a short pause at the end, "I'm sorry to hear that you don't like 'dress up'. Maybe we should just call it a night."