I tried really hard to have a relationship with Carrie. Well, I guess we had one, it just wasn't the one I wanted to have.
Carrie was about 5'5', maybe 110 lbs, strawberry blonde hair, red in the winter (real red, not magenta), with a spattering of freckles, a perfect ass, smallish but beautiful breasts. Her hair was cut in a pixie style. And it was stuck out everywhere, but that made it sexy.
I met her in community theatre into which I threw myself after my divorce. I was easily ten years older than she, but we became fast friends. I wanted more, but she was reticent. We were in shows together, so we spent quite a bit of time with one another. Between shows, we developed the habit of going out to dinner together every Friday night. Everyone thought we were a couple. She often stayed the night at my house, and we slept in the same bed. But all we did was sleep.
Carrie made it very clear that she was off men for a while. She loved me as a friend and trusted me. I wanted so much more, and thought more would come in time. I spent holidays with her and her family. They thought we were a couple.
A sweet moment came one day when we were at the gas station filing up her Miata which she insisted I drive. It was summer, the top was down. And my ex-wife pulled up in her 20 year-old Thunderbird and her new alcoholic love interest. Seeing us, she spoke and asked who the girl was. Carrie was great. She said, "I'm Carrie. You must be Joyce. I've heard so much about you! Michael and I were just going out to the country for a picnic. Would you and your friend like to join us?" She grabbed my arm and pulled me down so my cheek was next to hers and smiled her biggest smile. It was perfect.
My ex-wife made an excuse and quit calling and bugging me.
But for over a year, we never quite got to the level of romance I was looking for. When she explained to my friends one weekend that men were only good for free dinners, I realized it would never be what I wanted it to be. I confronted Carrie about this. She seemed really taken aback. "I don't use you. You are my friend. You don't use dinner as a way to get into my pussy. I wasn't talking about you."
That's when I told her about my true feelings for her. I explained that I thought we were perfect together and should be a couple and think about a life together. She looked downcast. She explained that she was through with romance and only wanted friends. And she walked out of my life.
I stayed in contact and we went to dinner infrequently after that, but it was not the same. Then one night she told me she was converting to Temple of God, and we would not be friends anymore. Her job was to go on a mission trip and then to find a good Temple of God man to marry and have lots of babies. I left astounded.
Carrie had never shown any maternal instincts, and hated to have someone else telling her what to do. Where this came from, I had no idea. But that was the end of our friendship.
A couple of months later, Carrie called. "This Saturday, I'm going through the cleansing ceremony, and Monday I'm leaving on my mission trip. I'd like to see you before then."
I was surprised, but asked where she wanted to eat. It was our thing.
"Can I just come to your house Thursday or Friday night?" I said that Friday was better for me. "I'll get there about eight," she said and hung up.
When she arrived that Friday night, I hardly recognized her. She was without makeup, on which she had previously prided herself, and she was wearing a simple house dress, like my grandma used to wear. Carrie was always a fashion plate.
She walked in the door and kissed me deeply, rubbing her body up against mine. I could tell she had no lingerie under that simple frock.
When she finally released me from the embrace, she held my face in her hands and looked deeply into my eyes.
"Tomorrow, I am giving myself completely to God and my church. But I have one really big sin I must commit before that. I really need to fuck you. If I don't, I will regret it for the rest of my life. I need to fuck you really hard. I'll repent later. But for now, I need it. Michael, will you fuck me?"
How could I argue?
Her peasant dress was joined at the front by a ribbon that wound through eyelets and was topped by a bow. She undid the bow and pulled the ribbon through, releasing the sides which dropped away, revealing her beautiful breasts and her pubic mound.
"Will you have me?" she asked.
"I always wanted to make love to you, but if you want me to fuck you, I will."
"That's beautiful. Let's make love...all night long."
She stepped up to me, sitting on a stool, parted my legs and rubbed her bare pussy on my cock, still clad in jeans. She took my face into her hands and kissed me deeply. I reached inside her frock and stroked those beautiful breasts I had so admired for so long. I pulled on those hard nipples and made her breasts my own.
Carrie sighed. "Your touch is perfect, just like I always knew it would be."
"If you knew, why have we waited until now?"
"Shush. Just love me."
We kissed deeply and I stroked her breasts for a long while. She opened my jeans and began to stroke my hard cock. Eventually, she pulled down my jeans to free my dick and began to suck it. She treated my cock as if it were a special treat of which she could not get enough.
My cock went down her throat and she didn't hesitate. She licked and tickled the head. Then she sucked harder. She teased, then took me full into her mouth. In pretty short order, I said, "If you don't stop, I'm coming in your mouth."