Comments and emails are very much appreciated. I'm also pretty active on the forums if you prefer to reach out there. This works as a stand-alone, but I suggest reading Ch. 01 for context about John and Charley's relationship.
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I sat at the desk in my bedroom, shuffling through my ancient Greek dictionary, searching for the meaning of the word "Ξ½ΟΞΈΞΏΟ". The electric glow of the desk lamp made my eyes hurt and the constant, faint hum made my headache, but I was determined to get my paper written out before I headed off to campus the next morning. A friend and I had agreed to proofread each other's work before we had to turn them in.
A frigid draft invaded my bedroom through the thin window pane and I shivered beneath my long, heavy flannel nightgown. It was the week before Thanksgiving and it was already bitterly cold. Maybe John would give me a ride home from campus if I asked him.
Desire tugged at my loins and I pressed my thighs together, forcing myself to concentrate on the Iliad. I would deal with my desire when I lay down to sleep. My face flushed hot with shame. Every morning when I woke and every night when I went to bed, I pulled my nightgown over my hips and slid my hand under my panties, rubbing and stroking my clit while I imagined John's wet, greedy mouth on my nipples, licking and sucking me until I moaned with wanton pleasure. Coming against my own hand was wonderful, but I would've rather come against John's. Or around his big, thick cock.
I knocked a pile of papers to the floor with my elbow, their crisp fluttering snapping me back to reality. I pushed the dictionary away from me with a sigh, sliding off my chair to clean up the mess. When I touched myself, I tried to imagine what it would feel like to have John push his silky smooth, yet rock-hard, cock inside my tiny virgin pussy, but I couldn't imagine feeling anything but pain. He was so big.
In my fantasies, I skipped past the actual sex to the part where a flushed and breathless John would spill his hot seed inside me, filling me up with rope after rope of his sticky come. Would I be able to feel its heat inside my wet, needy pussy? Or the way his cock twitched and spasmed as he groaned?
I slid the papers over each other and set them on the desk while my clit throbbed and a rush of wetness dampened my panties. I would take care of the ache between my legs and then finish my paper. I wouldn't be able to concentrate otherwise.
Something tapped against my bedroom window, the unfamiliar sound making me jump. The second time, I saw it. A small object struck my window and then fell back down into the darkness. I stood, moving in front of the window as a tall, strapping figure in a dark coat and cap tossed another stone. It tapped the glass with a soft plink.
The pale yellow glow of the streetlight at the end of the alley that ran along the side of my house illuminated John's chiseled features. He smiled at me and I swooned; this golden Apollo come to bless me with his presence.
He mouthed something at me and I shook my head, fumbling at the window latch, the cold metal biting into my fingers. The ancient hinges whined their shrill protest as I pulled the window open, praying my grandma wouldn't wake up. A blast of freezing air made me shudder.
I wrapped my arms around myself as if that would keep me warm. "What are you doing here?"
He slid his bare hands into his coat pockets. "I just wanted to see your pretty face, but now that I've heard your lovely voice, I want to be close to you."
I shivered in the bitter cold. "I've missed you."
"Can I come up?"
I bit my lip, calculating the odds of creeping down the rickety old staircase past my grandma's bedroom and opening the door to let John in without waking her up. Even if she didn't, what would John and I do? Talk in the kitchen? Sneak him up to my bedroom? Heat radiated from my core at the thought of having John all to myself, but the risk of being caught was too great.
"If only my grandmother wasn't such a light sleeper," I called down to him as loudly as I dared.
"She won't hear me climb up to you." He stepped forward, wedging himself into the tight corner between the chimney and the exterior of the house, pressing his palms flat against the red bricks and pushing himself up with his legs.
I gripped the edge of the window. "John, you're insane. Get down before you fall and I have to call an ambulance."
He paused to laugh, his frozen breath swirling around his mouth. "What would people say about sweet little Charley Donovan sneaking men into her bedroom window in the dead of night? You'd be better off leaving me in the street."
"Never," I said as he climbed higher. "I'd suffer any blow to my reputation for you."
His eyes brightened, the pale streetlight bringing out the warm ring of gold around his pupils. "It's little statements like that." He paused to catch his breath. "That make you worth the risk of a cracked skull. If I am insane, it's out of desire for you."
Despite the cold, my face flushed hot. I held my breath as he scaled the wall, terrified and excited all at the same time. He stopped just outside my window, eyes darting back and forth between the window ledge and his feet. I reached for him, my heart pounding in my chest.
He shook his head. "Back up."
I opened my mouth to argue, but the tightness in his jaw gave me pause. I stepped back, arms clutching my elbows.
He lunged for the window ledge in a mad leap, his hands slapping against the metal frame as he gripped it. He swung his leg inside, but the leather sole of his heel slipped and his leg disappeared outside the warm safety of my bedroom.
I hurried forward. "John."
"Get out of the way."
I backpedaled and he swung his leg back over the window ledge, this time heaving the rest of his body into the room, landing on the floor with a thud and a goofy grin.
"I'm getting old. I could've done that in my sleep when I was a fresh-faced youth." He climbed to his feet and closed the window. "God, it's cold."
I chuckled weakly, somehow shy as I marveled at the sheer size and strength of the man before me.
He turned and shrugged off his coat and cap, laying them over his arm, and glancing around my bedroom before his eyes met mine.
A thousand little butterflies hatched in my stomach. Except for my thin, cotton panties, I was completely naked beneath my nightgown. It was strange having him in my most intimate space; as if the worn rug on the floor, the messy desk, the unmade bed, and the plain oak wardrobe laid my soul bare before him.
He smiled, eyes flickering down to my shapeless nightgown. "Did I wake you?"
"No, I was busy with an assignment." I reached for his coat and cap, cursing my silly schoolgirl reaction.
"Well, I'm sorry to have interrupted. I just wanted to see you."
He handed me his things and I placed them on a trunk at the foot of my single bed.
"Is that a hope chest?" His lips pulled back into a mocking grin.
"My grandmother's old-fashioned," I said, warm blush creeping down my neck.
He held his arms out and I hurried to press myself against his solid body, squeezing him tight as he embraced me, nuzzling the top of my head.
"I'm glad you're here," I murmured, my cheek resting against his throat, musky aftershave tickling my nostrils. "You smell nice."
He laughed, the deep baritone reverberating through me.
I wiggled free, suddenly hot.
"You smell nice, too." He reached behind my ear, his frigid fingers brushing the back of my neck as he pulled part of my dark, curly hair over my shoulder, laughing again when I shuddered. He cupped my cheek and leaned down for a gentle kiss on the lips. "What are you studying?"