God, it needs a lot of work.
I thought as I woke up to the new damp patch on the ceiling. Inheriting the house had been such a blessing when I was struggling to pay rent, just starting out my career, but it was still absorbing so much of my now substantial paycheck.
The office had been the first space I sorted out so that most days I could work from home as a game designer, but the rest of the house was still lacking. I had more time on my hands nowadays, so I was chipping away at the work myself: patching up floorboards, tiling the bathroom, and basically accumulating a vast array of handy skills.
One thing I had conceded on, however, was the garden. No amount of time watching Youtube tutorials could seem to make my fingers green and to be honest, I wasn't that keen on spending all day outside anyway. Hiring a gardener had been the best thing I'd done for my sanity, and it was an added bonus that the man was absolutely gorgeous. His
arms,
I could stare at those all day, and I found myself doing that this morning as he worked on the new bed, prepping it for the wildflowers I'd begged him to put in. Well, not that he'd put up much of a fight - we agreed a lot on how the garden should look, but I know that he'd wanted to focus on sorting out the pond last week and I'd overruled him in favour of getting the flowers in as soon as possible. He bent over for a second to pick out a weed, giving me a fantastic view of his arse before he casually tossed the root aside.
I really need to get dressed, I can't ogle him through the net curtains all day
. I'd been thirsting after him since he started with me 3 months ago and
God,
I needed to get a grip. I couldn't fuck someone I was
employing
, that just felt...I couldn't.
But today that thought would not leave me alone. I took a cold shower to calm myself down and put the kettle on. Called out to him and invited him down for coffee.
Just coffee. Get a grip and just be polite.
A couple minutes later, he came in with a bunch of flowers in hand to replace the 2-day old ones on the dining table. He glanced at me with such a sweet smile as he took the vase to the tap. It had me wondering if he'd do that even if I hadn't asked him to.
"Busy day today?" he asked, politely.
"Not so much," I replied. "I've got a bit of writing to do but otherwise I was just going to chill out. Are you staying til 2 today?" We had a flexible arrangement with his hours - I could afford to pay him enough to take shorter days but the garden was small enough for him to manage in those hours anyway. I wasn't even sure why I paid him so well. Except the little voice in the back of my mind knew it was because I didn't want to share him with anyone else, even in a professional capacity.
We chatted for a little bit while we sipped our coffee in the kitchen. I couldn't take my eyes off his hands - one with his fingers hooked around the handle of the mug, the other casually hanging a thumb through his belt loop. Even as he spoke, I struggled to concentrate on his words when my mind was so preoccupied by thoughts of his rough calloused fingertips tracing down my neck, slowly leading down my collarbone to graze along the side of my breast. I took a long sip of coffee and looked up to find his eyes locked straight on mine. I was suddenly so aware that my gaze had been directed towards the hand on his belt loop, and it must have looked as if I was staring at his crotch the whole time - I might as well have been for the scandalous thoughts that were now infusing my entire body with arousal.
"I feel like maybe you've got something on your mind..." he said, his lips curling up in an amused smile.
Is he flirting? Surely...
I couldn't be sure without obviously looking down again, but did I just see his bulge twitch?