I'm Sally. I grew up in a male dominated household. There was nothing abusive about it, just that Dad was certainly the one in charge. He was a loving father but his word was law. If he said do this, we did it.. If he said don't, we didn't.
Family life was great and I was sad to leave home at eighteen, when I found work in a nearby town. I didn't want to leave but public transport wasn't any use to me and I couldn't afford a car so I rented a one bedroom furnished flat and embarked on the next stage of my life.
Work was great and all the staff were very friendly. We had a night out together at least once a month or more often if it was somebody's birthday.
It was on one of these nights out that Malcolm asked me to go out with him on our own. Malcolm was a great guy with a wicked sense of humour and I liked him a lot so I agreed and that was the start of our romance.
Our first date was low key. We didn't have much money so we went for a walk along the river and stopped at a cafe for coffee and cake. He held my hand as we walked and I felt great being with him.
He walked me back home and kissed me on the doorstep. It was a passionate kiss and I melted in his arms.
We dated a few more times and I began to want more than just a kiss but he didn't seem to want to progress any further.
One night we were in a cinema, not watching the film, just kissing in the darkness. I took his hand a placed it on my tit. He hesitated at first then started to fondle me over my jumper. I was finally getting somewhere and my pussy was getting wet.
I took his hand and pushed it up under my jumper and the feeling of his hand on my bare flesh really got me going. I pushed my bra up over my tits and he began fondling my nipples.
This took so long that the film finished before we could do any more and I was left hanging.
"What took you so long to feel me up?" I asked.
"I didn't want to rush things."
"You're not rushing. You are going too slow."
"Oh." was the only reply.
In bed that night I played with myself, working my fingers hard in and out of my soaking hole, all the time imagining Malcolm fucking me. I had to bite my lip to stop screaming as a massive orgasm rolled through me.
This guy was slow. I was offering myself on a plate and he still wasn't taking much notice. I wanted him to be my first but at this rate I'd be too old to enjoy it.
The next few dates weren't much better. He'd got used to playing with my tits but never did any more. I was getting frustrated.
One night we'd been to the pub and were a bit tipsy. When we got back to my place, I dragged him in. We were sat on the sofa, kissing and he had his hand up my top and was playing with my nipples.
I was really turned on and wanted a lot more. To try to encourage him, I stripped off my top and bra and pulled his head to my tit. He took the hint and started to suckle on my hard nipple.
I was gasping and squirming as the sensations washed over me. Hoping he would take another hint, I put his hand on my thigh and pushed it up my leg. To my disappointment he didn't move it any further up.
In between kisses I gasped.
" I want you to stay the night and fuck me."
"Sorry. I'm not ready to do that yet." Was the sad reply.
I had to wonder what was wrong with the man. He'd had enough hints to tell him what I wanted. I'd just told him outright what I wanted. If it wasn't the fact that I wanted him to be my first, I would have finished with him.
The next day I bought some condoms so he couldn't use the excuse of not having any. I just hoped that they wouldn't run out of date before he got round to sticking his dick in me.
Things progressed slowly. I had to put his hand right up my skirt to get him to feel my wet knickers and had to take them off to get his fingers in me.
I shouldn't have to do this. Aren't men supposed to take control in situations like this?
Weeks later, I was sprawled on my sofa with Malcolm's fingers pounding my pussy and his mouth on a nipple. I was gasping and squirming with my juices flowing.
Thinking this may be it, the time I finally get fucked, I reached for his cock . He stopped me. WTF!