One of the things that has always fascinated me about the late 1970s and early 1980s was the enthusiastic amount of sex going on between strangers, not exclusively though generally among men. The idea of just getting off and getting others off, without any inhibitions, made a deep impression on me at the time, as did the often tragic results of that lifestyle.
Regret at missing that party isn't quite the right perspective, but the idea of just getting off with someone, completely unknown to him, always remained in the background of my desires. And as it turns out, the people doing this are men, many of them with talents and skills far beyond my fantasies.
Some recent travelling led to purchasing a bottle of Rush, whose possession, at least, is not illegal where I live - much the same way that none of the games played with other men are illegal either.
I had enjoyed Rush with several girlfriends in past decades, and while they tended to enjoy it most when getting pounded as deeply and hard as possible, my preference was tit fucking and getting sucked. Or alone, watching porn and enjoying one of the other effects of Rush, as I fingered myself.
After returning home, and explaining what it was, my wife was completely uninterested in experimenting with it, though she did suck my cock and play between my legs a couple of times as I enjoyed myself with another nostalgic scent from the past. However, a certain pull existed, especially after my wife's disinterest in discovering what makes Rush so fantastic.
After several fairly unfulfilling trips to the glory hole bringing the little brown bottle along, I finally came full circle between the late 1970s and the present.
I entered the gloryhole booth, with the slider closed on my side, but the presence of someone on the other side was plain. I spent a few moments getting everything ready - coat off, pants comfortably open, Rush and coins above the selector panel, all the minor details before not having to think about anything except cock.
As usual, a bit of smoking and drinking had put me in the right frame of mind, with the added layer of knowing that finally, what likely happened would be fulfilling a decades old curiosity. This time, my hard cock would go through the hole, to simply experience what it would be like to have a stranger play with cock, the only contact being my erect cock itself.
After putting some money in, and cruising through the selections, I started stroking myself, as the reality of what I wanted started pushed me along. I slid open the panel a bit, and bending for a decent angle, I was rewarded with the sight of a fairly hard cock being stroked. This led in turn to more serious playing with my stiff cock, then opening the slider about half way. By now, we both knew what game we were playing, and when the slider was pulled completely out of the way, the lust on both sides became overwhelming.
It was at this point I stood, turned, and then put my cock through. This was the first time I had ever done that, simply putting myself completely within the grasp of a stranger who was as horny as I, my erect cock to do with as he pleased. If anything would happen at all, of course.
At the first touch of his fingers causing the now familiar magic sensation to spread throughout my being, I tried to reach for the bottle of Rush, and found it almost impossible to grasp between my fingers. At this point, I was completely torn between sinking deeper into the bliss he was creating, or trying to finally experience what it would be like to have sex with a man using Rush. Stretching with one hand, the next problem was actually opening the bottle with both hands and breathing in, as the space between my body and the wall was minimal.
By twisting a bit, without really pulling back, it was possible to get the bottle open, and to breathe in deeply.
Rush filled my lungs, and then started to fill my cock - indescribable feelings of utter sexual perfection, my cock swelling with the pleasure of a stranger's touch, a man knowing exactly how good it felt to have a hard cock played with. Holding my breath as long as possible, my mind began being carried away on a flood of abandoned horniness.
The sensations grew ever more liquid, and I leaned against the wall while breathing out, perfection drawing me on, a glorious sensation of pleasure. Only a small part of me wondered whether my cock was being sucked, or rubbing against his cock, or just being stroked - and it didn't matter in the least, as my whole body was lost in ecstasy, except even such lazy contemplation of what was happening added to the golden haze of male bliss. This was irresistible, overwhelming. Time was slowing to a primal beat, the beating of the pleasure coming from my growing cock, getting off with a stranger, another man, experiencing a style of gay sex of the past, the fantasies pale shadows of the reality.