What an incredible buzz sex gives you. The feelings of horniness, excitement, physical contact, and my favourite the feeling of anticipation. The joy of knowing that you are going to have sex in the future whether it be one minute, one hour, , one day or even one week away is enough to send me into a quivering mess. So you can imagine how I felt when the seemingly impossible and improbable event arrived...you and I finally getting it together. Distance, time and venue were problems of the past and we had a date. Oh joy, how long I had waited for this moment, how I had hungered for your body.
Oh yes, it had been a long wait, desire mounting with every new day, my computer cyber mate was finally going to be near me, close enough to touch, to taste, to smell, and strangely enough to see. It seemed odd wanting somebody so bad, never having seen them. I had never really liked blind dates or meeting people out of questionable magazines, and yet this felt different. I felt as if I knew you...we had certainly been chatting for a while, and got to know each other that way, and I even felt as if I knew your body. In my mind our "cyber" sex had conjured up all sorts of images, ultimately knowing that they would be wrong and yet they stayed in my mind. At times those images went to bed with me to relive the experiences we had shared over the "waves". Reliving the heat and horniness our sessions had created and recreating the climatic ending which we both enjoyed so much.
In ten minutes you would be at the door and the waiting and the anticipation would be over. For that I felt a certain sadness, but for you to be in front of me, within reach was worth it... It had been a long wait. I looked in the mirror, not particularly pleased at my image, wondering how you would see me. How much would I differ to the images you had in your mind about me? Was I accurate about my descriptions of myself, or had I slightly twisted the truth? I felt the need to run upstairs to the computer and read through our history files.
I stopped myself however, hopefully you would be as confused about my descriptions as me...and I don't think I could lose 20lbs or dye my hair in the minutes I had left!!
The standard uniform the "little black number" would have to do. I felt quite good about the underneath having lashed out and bought some new sexy underclothing - black suspender belt, lacy top fishnet stockings, g string and lacy black bra, and I wondered if they would be appreciated or ignored in the heat of the moment. No time to ponder that question, I heard footsteps, the obligatory bark from the dog, and a knock at the door. My heart jumped, I felt sick, excited, nervous, and strangely horny all at once. I went to the door cleared my throat, fluffed out my hair, and opened it.
There you were finally, and we just looked at each other, mentally changing our internal imagery of each, adjusting height, weight, hair and facial features. Was I disappointed...I don't think so, you were different to the images I had conjured up certainly, and yet I knew it was you. However, when you spoke I had a few doubts. Funnily enough the voice was the one thing I didn't think about. People don't write with an accent or a certain inflection or intone, and here you were a stranger in that department. I wished I had talked to you before, had our phone sex as you often requested, it would have prepared me. These thoughts however were fleeting, and we went straight into each others arms.
Your arms surrounded me and I felt safe, secure and happy. Horniness I must admit evaded me at that moment...just contentment. So much for my bragging about ripping all your clothes off and having my wicked, wonton way with you. However when your lips mine and we kissed those feeling slowly started to surface again. Your lips were so soft, so desirable and so very kissable. As we kissed more and more deeply my body started to respond and I knew it would be a good night.
We finally moved from the hallway into the lounge and got comfortable. Being the good hostess I try to be I offered you a drink, and we shared some wine. The situation felt awkward, as it can be neither of us knowing how to start. I stood up for some reason, and you did too, and we found our way into each others arms again. I could smell you, and taste you with we kissed and our passion started to rise. I could feel your hardness against my leg. This of course, led to the point of no return.