I started to mess with the silk top Marisol made me wear. It was so flimsy. Barely a handkerchief worth of fabric held on by two braided straps. It flew to the sides as I moved and couldn't help but wonder if it was going to fly off.
Marisol squeezed my hand and I snapped out of my clothing quandary. It seemed that she had charmed the bouncer while I was spacing out, though, seeing how his eyes traversed my barely covered form I would say her fashion sense did the trick.
We walked into the club and I couldn't help but relax as we reached the smoky dim interior. It reminded me of being in Sara's bedroom as she smoked in the dark.
I pushed the thought away as Marisol guided me to the bar. The music was rhythmic and pulsing. I knew that I would soon be amongst the crowd letting it move them.
"Four shots of Patron Silver."
"What? Mari, that's too..."
"Don't question me. I want you drunk and hooked up tonight. Plus we both know that I'm not going to let you pay for booze."
I swallowed my protests as she divided up the shots. I took one of the cool shooters in my hand and stared at the crystal liquid within. If this would erase Sara from my head I would gladly die of indulgence.
We each licked salt off our hands and downed the first shot. The burning liquid was almost too much for me and I relished the stinging lime. I wasted no time on the second shot, not wanting to push it away in disgust. Mari laughed under her breath.
"Good start. Now two tequila sunrises and we can scope the place out."
. . .
We rounded the club as I felt the alcohol start to over take my body. My face became heated and my limbs became loose. I barely glanced at the people she pointed out. I couldn't care less. I hadn't felt a stirring in six months. A cute club rat wasn't going to entice me.
"Mari, please, can we go dance now?"
I could tell she wasn't happy with that idea but I didn't care. I needed to move. The tequila made the music feel like it was inside me and I had to embrace it.
She nodded and we made our way to the center of the floor to dance. Mari hates the crush of the center but I relish it. All the bodies so close together that you feel like you are part of everything, Sara had taught me that. As I remembered I stopped for a moment.
God where had that come from?
Then I looked up, and saw him.
My eyes were drawn to the end of the bar and this perfect figure of a man. I was at least twenty feet away but I swear I could see the muscles in his face move as he spoke and the creases in his button up shirt as he turned on his stool toward the dance floor. His eyes flashed and he held me there in his gaze.
I could see him pushing me against a wall, lifting me so our bodies were more securely pressed together as he kissed me hard, invading my mouth, his hands lifting and spreading my legs before he pushed aside my thong, and speared me with his hard cock.
Then in a flash the picture was gone.
I looked away thanking the Goddess that Marisol couldn't read my mind or she would have marched me over to him and told him to fuck me before I lost the urge.
It had been six months since someone touched me, since I wanted someone to touch me. The second I had stopped hearing the click of Sara's stilettos I had became numb; the space between my legs becoming a black hole, not to be found or entered. I hadn't even masturbated since she left.
Sex had died, and now this shadowy man had me burning with need.
I pushed the awakened feelings into dancing. I became fluid and insistent, adding to the music, my eyes closing to push the transformation further. I was steam, light, anything but flesh.
Then I felt those hands, large and calloused, on my bare hips. The thin material of my skirt let me feel the large bulge pressing against my ass and I reached back to link my fingers behind his head.
I don't know when Marisol left us and I'm not ashamed to say I didn't care. I knew who was behind me.
We moved together swaying to the insistent beat; his hands everywhere and nowhere. His very presence stoking a fire I thought had died.
I pushed back against him and I heard him grunt at the added pressure on his manhood. He stopped dancing and turned me. With out time for breath he pulled me to him claiming my mouth with his. My body melted in his arms.
As suddenly as it began the kiss ended and he broke away leaving me dazed. His hands on my hips kept me upright as he stared into my eyes. He walked away and I knew to follow.
I didn't question my actions; I was past the point of stopping. I was going to follow him wherever he led me.
I followed him past the back of the bar to a hallway I hadn't noticed. It was dark and I could barely see him ahead of me. When my sight finally failed me he pushed me against the wall.
My head slammed against the plaster but I didn't care. His mouth was hard against mine and I locked my right leg around him as he bit my lower lip. I moaned into his mouth as he grinded his straining enclosed cock against my abdomen.
I hadn't been with a man in two years but all the things I had forgotten where coming back. The soft feel of a dick in my mouth; the salty sweet taste of seamen; the feel of a warm thick cock pulsating inside me; feeling his heart beat between my legs; the gruff sound of a man's moans; strong hands holding and directing me...
He moved away from me again and I groaned at the loss of his heat and pressure. I heard him turn a knob and yellow light suddenly blinded me.