I woke up alone.
The spot next to me was cold.
No trace of her skin, no breath on my shoulder, no soft fingers tangled in mine.
My heart kicked into overdrive as I sat up, scanning the room. Maybe she was in the kitchen. Maybe she just needed water.
But no...
The house was silent. Empty.
She was gone.
After four years, I had convinced myself I was over her. Until the library. Until that kiss. And last night...
God, last night tore every lie to pieces.
Now she had slipped away again--just like before.
I dropped back onto the bed, her scent still clinging to the sheets. A mix of wild perfume and dark, warm skin. My pillow still held strands of her hair, and when I closed my eyes, I could hear it all again--her moans, breathless and high, mixing with the sound of my name on her lips as I moved deeper inside her.
And her laugh afterward.
The way she grinned, whispered that she loved it, like we hadn't just shattered a four-year silence.
But now? Regret was creeping in. Not for touching her. Not for tasting her. But for letting her back in.
Was it just a night for her? Was I just closure?
I couldn't stay in that bed any longer. I needed distraction. Movement.
I headed to the kitchen, made breakfast, forced myself into routine. But my phone wouldn't shut up--notifications piling in, none from her. I kept checking, every buzz raising my hopes, every silence slicing them down.
Then came the snaps.
Stella.
That blonde Erasmus girl I met at bachata two weeks ago. Gorgeous, playful, and the kind of dancer who knew exactly how to press her body into yours like it meant something.
I opened her message.
A sultry selfie--eyes looking up, lips just slightly parted, shirt half unzipped. Her black bra barely holding back what I'd already spent hours imagining.
We'd flirted before. Provocative, but playful.
But this one? This was a step past comfort. This was an invitation.
I lit a cigarette, leaned back, and snapped a reply:
"Such a nice bra. I want to take it off."
Seconds later, another photo. Her bra, lying on the table. No words needed.
My pulse was already picking up.
"Now turn the camera around," I messaged. "Let me see what's under it."
A minute passed. Then:
"Why don't you come over tonight? I need help assembling my new bed... Might show you afterward."
With a devil emoji. Of course.
I didn't hesitate.
"What's the point of assembling a bed we're going to break?"
Her reply came fast.
"Oh my GOD. I'm fingering myself right now just thinking about how that bed's gonna sound while you give me backshots."
I smirked, my hand already twitching toward my zipper. But I kept it together. For now.
Then another notification.
Lucy.
High school crush turned long-distance flame. The girl who'd ignored me back then but came crawling back once she saw my new life in the States. Her green eyes had haunted my teenage nights, but I got the last word years later--between her thighs.
Her snap? A shower pic. Steam clinging to the glass, her breasts pressing against it, nipples outlined, teasing.
"Take me back to Kalaja," I replied.
Kalaja. The place we fucked last summer. High on the mountain, overlooking the lake. Her legs wrapped around me, screaming my name into the wind.
Unforgettable.
Two snaps. Two women. Two open doors.