"And scorer of Peterborough's third goal..." as the tannoy announced my name, I took a quick look up towards the VIP bar at the Milton Keynes ice rink, where the office staff of Keyne Print were congregated. I could make out a few faces of the staff, but I continued to scan those looking out over the rink, before I found whom it was I wanted to see. Nicola Trent stared back, and I couldn't help myself but give her a cheeky wave, before turning towards the away teams bench, to continue getting the back slaps from my team-mates.
This story begins about 6 months before, when I sustained a hairline fracture of my skull, which threatened to end my hockey career, and whilst I was waiting for medical clearance to return to playing, I had enrolled onto an accounting course at a local business college. The course itself was three months long and they helped you find a position at the end of the course where you could use the new qualification.
I passed the course quite easily as I've always had a good head with numeracy, and at the end of the three months I was introduced to the manager of a company called Keyne Print, with a view to me covering their accountants office clerk, who had taken maternity leave. Nicola Trent I assumed was in her mid-forties, she was about 5 foot 3, she had a curvaceous body which, whilst it made her look overweight, it actually made her look like the type of person someone would enjoy cuddling. She had large expressive grey eyes, coupled with a luscious shade of auburn hair which reached her shoulders, and while she wasn't absolutely stunning, she exuded an air of confidence which I found very attractive. Having said that I could see rings on her wedding finger so I kept my thoughts to myself.
It wasn't long before I realised my face didn't fit in the office with the women who worked there. Any coffee runs always seemed to be sorted when I wasn't in the office, staff meetings happened whenever I was at lunch or sat at the reception desk, and for a couple of staff get-togethers that happened after work, I had 'forgotten' to be invited.
I didn't mind though, I found most of the women in the office just stuffy, and whenever I tried to strike up a conversation, I was given the cold shoulder or the person in question just made it clear they didn't want to chat. I was fed up with everything and was just counting down my time before I could return to playing hockey. I had continued with my fitness regime, and spent most of my free time down the gym working on strength and cardio. I had even continued going to hockey training, though I was never allowed to take part in full contact sessions, but when the doctors cleared me to return to full contact hockey, I was physically ready.
My teams first game after my clearance had come through would be away at Milton Keynes, and my return was pencilled in for that game. When I got to the office on the very next Monday I immediately went to the managers office to tell her I was handing in my notice. Nicola took the news as if I had told her I had just killed her pet dog, and began complaining that I hadn't given them enough notice and that I was being unfair to the rest of the staff by leaving.
My blood boiled and I replied in a loud and to be honest, a very angry way
"Considering how everyone's been fucking treating me, I would have thought you'd all be happy that I'm going. Now you can get someone in who will be appreciated, and hopefully they won't be treated like shit, which is how I've been treated ever since I walked through that fucking door."
Before she could reply, I turned away and stormed out of the office, literally having to force myself to resist the urge to slam the door behind me. As I made my way back to my desk, I could feel the eyes of the office staff all looking at me, wondering what all the shouting was about. I sent a couple of e-mails then went for a coffee from the burger van down the road.
When I got back to the office it was clear I had been the subject of the office chat, as everyone suddenly went silent when I walked back in, though I deliberately ignored everyone and sat at my desk to continue the paperwork and answer the numerous e-mails that came with the job. About an hour later I needed to get something from the supply room and as I walked in Nicola, who was standing on a step stool, whirled round to see who had just entered. As she turned the heels of her shoes caught in the rubber groove of the stool and she started to fall.
I rushed forward and managed to catch her just as she was close to hitting the floor. As I helped her to retain her footing I realised my hands were closed around her waist and chest, and I let go and began to apologise profusely for the inappropriate contact. She stared at me for a few seconds with a flush to her face, before mumbling a quick thank you for saving her from injuring herself, and she walked out of the room. I grabbed what I needed off the shelf and returned to my desk, my mind racing, mainly over what she was going to say to the rest of the staff, but also regarding the feel of her breast, which had felt extremely large and soft in my hand, even if it was for that split second.
As the end of the day approached one of the office staff appeared at my desk and asked if I could go to Nicola's office as she wanted to speak to me. When I got to the door I knocked and adjusted my tie wondering what was going to be said.
"Come in." came her voice, which sounded less sharp than her usual tone.
I entered, and my nostrils were met with the smell of an extremely nice perfume, something I hadn't noticed before the last time I had been in here. "You wanted to see me?" I asked, trying not to look at her body as she sat at her desk looking at me with a slight smile on her lips.
"Yes, I just wanted to say again, thank you for what happened in the stock room, and I would like to apologise for how you've been treated, not just by the staff, but also by me, it's not been fair on you."
"I'm ok, I've worked on a nightclub door, so this has been easy to cope with." To be honest, it had affected me and I had more than once spent a few hours in a pub after a day fuming over things, but there was no way I was going to let her know that.
"Well I think I should explain," she continued, "the lady who had the job before you, was well loved, and we don't know if she is coming back, and it felt like you were taking her place."
"I had got that impression," I mused, "but this was always only going to be temporary as I aim to return to my security work as soon as I can."
I still wasn't going to talk about my Ice-hockey as I knew some of the women went to games and I wanted it to be one hell of a surprise when I came out as a player for the opposition.
Nicola eyed me for a while then she reached for a sheet of paper "I have a favour to ask."
I wanted to say no, but for some reason she looked at me and I could sense her attitude towards me had changed since my outburst in her office earlier. "What's the favour?" I asked.
"Could you work till the end of the month, as I can't get someone in until then."
It meant an extra week, but to be honest, that wouldn't make a huge difference, so reluctantly I replied "yes I can do that."
"Thank you, and again I apologise on behalf of both myself and the staff as to how you've been treated." She then gave a bit of a deep intake of breath before continuing "and thank you again for catching me in the stock room." as I looked at her I noticed a flush in her face before she continued, "and, erm, thank you for the apology regarding where your hands went, even though I know it wasn't deliberately done."
I smiled inwardly at the memory though I kept my face as passive as I could, "I certainly didn't mean to grab anywhere inappropriate and I hope that if I did, I didn't hurt you and that you will forgive me for doing so?"
"You are forgiven, and no you didn't hurt me."
"Thank you." I responded and turned to make my way back out of the door.
"Would you like to go for a drink after work?"
The question had suddenly came out of nowhere, and I stopped in my tracks just as my hand was reaching for the door handle. Turning slowly I looked at Nicola who was now standing by the side of her desk, wiping her hands down the sides of her skirt and staring at me with a look of, what was it? Pleading? Dread? Worry?
"Erm, ok, where would you like to go?"
"How about The Plough in Simpson?"
I knew the pub, and it was quite a decent place for both a drink or for a nice meal.
"Erm that sounds good, what time do you want to meet there?"