She grins as she stares at the clock, its 12 am and she looks forward to the countdown to 8pm. Wednesdays are always good days, even on the ones she's free. But two cancels in a row, so there is no way THIS wed could disappoint. Work goes by fast, she feels a little stressed on how she can manage all her plans for the day. It IS payday after all, bills to pay, food to buy. She gets home, already anticipating the upcoming evening. After she sleeps and runs errands, mostly going through the actions on autopilot, she checks her inbox.
"Today is a good day to be used." She nods, it most defiantly is. The anticipation is strong, the craving for the promises that await her are intense. If past has taught her anything, it's shown her she'll get exactly what she needs, and even some things she didn't know she needed. She leaves home with just enough time that she's not too early but not too late. She stands at the bottom of the staircase, she takes a few deep breathes to calm her nerves. She can't understand why she's so nervous; this is not her first trip up these steps.
And even with her nerves, she can't help but smile. The nerves aren't that bad, if anything they help amplify the anticipation. Her heart beats wildly and she can hardly breathe. As she reaches the door, she triple checks she's in the right place. A few more deep breaths, the door handle warming beneath her grip and she opens the door quickly, hurrying inside and shutting it behind her. She's taken aback; the apt is brighter than she's ever seen it. She cautiously glances into the living room, the TV is on, and the back porch blinds are open, but it is empty. She can see a cold glass of ice water as she takes off her coat and shoes, reassuring her she's defiantly expected. She chides herself for doubting it. She glances right and notices the bedroom door is closed. She removes her socks and places them carefully in each shoe. She knows what she's supposed to do next, but feels conflicted.
It's ingrained into her brain that you just don't enter a room if the door is closed, but she knows she supposed to go in there. Maybe this was some kind of test? She can't hear any noise over the sound of the revolving fan. She takes a few steps closer, and then takes a few steps back. Maybe if she waits long enough he'd call her in. Then she wonders if he's even in there. Maybe he got called for maintenance work. Her phone wasn't working properly so there was no way he could contact her if that happened. It's amazing how much a closed door can throw her off. After what feels like forever she hears the door open and finds him there standing in the doorway. Feeling reassured she makes her way passed him, focusing on the task before her.
She'd been talking herself up for days; surely he knew how hard this task would be for her. Perhaps that would be the point? Test her? Instructions that would cause her to test herself and push her comfort zone. She received a light smack to her backside that made her give a small yelp and a boost confidence. He leaves her alone, door shuting behind him. She takes a deep breath, not allowing herself anymore time to think. She quickly discarded her skirt and tank top, feeling instantly exposed. She can feel herself shaking slightly, and she tries to control it, unsuccessfully.
She kneels before the bed, nothing but her bondage bracelets on. She can barely hear anything over the sound of her own breathing and the only clue she has as to the evening plans is the rope at all four corners of the bed and the towel that lay across it.
Seconds tick by, maybe even minutes but it feels like hours. She begins to doubt, is he waiting on the other side of the door? Is he making her wait on purpose for not coming straight in? Was this some torturous mind game? She shakes her head; I'm being ridiculous she thinks to herself; because sometimes she over thinks things. She focus's on her breathing, struggling to remain calm and relaxed but she is failing miserably. Sweat trickles down her forehead; she's definitely warm, on fire it feels like.
Finally she can hear the door open behind her and she shifts on her knees a little. While the position is a bit uncomfortable she remains where she's at, staring at her hands she has folded on the bed. She waits for her next instructions.