Anabelle looked pale and distracted. She'd had a small crash, not serious, though the car would need some work. She was fine, she needed to go to bed, but there was no need to worry.
Toby had brought her mint tea in the bedroom and had tried to get her talking. But he could get nothing from her. "Darling, I can't talk now and I really need to sleep. Tomorrow, I promise!"
It was strange and worrying. Toby left her alone in bed. It didn't feel like he would be welcome sleeping in their bedroom, so he made up a bed of sorts on the sofa. He had a restless night, the sheets crumpling underneath him in uncomfortable ways, his legs occasionally kicking at the armrest that prevented him from stretching out fully. He woke in the morning with a crick in his back and made a moody breakfast.
Sofia came into the kitchen, dressed in jeans and a plain white shirt - long and loose -- with a silk scarf, turquoise with paisley patterns, wrapped around her neck.
"Anabelle's not up?"
Toby glanced up from his toast. "I haven't seen her. I'll check. There's coffee on the table."
When Toby opened the bedroom door he found his wife deeply asleep, curled up in the centre of the bed with the duvet bunched around her. Her lips twitched slightly, half miming some dream conversation. Even asleep, she looked exhausted, totally unlike the relaxed goddess she'd appeared when he'd left her in the pool the previous afternoon. It must be about him and Anabelle -- she'd disappeared straight after their conversation in the kitchen. But it was strange. There had been a very strong charge between them, sure, and he wasn't surprised she'd feel jealous and suspicious. But nothing had really happened. Whatever she'd seen or heard, she'd taken worse than he would have expected of her.
Glancing down he noticed something on the floor, just inside the bedroom door. An envelope. His name was written on it in Anabelle's handwriting. He picked it up and put it in his pocket.
He found Anabelle back in the kitchen, leaning against the counter and drinking the last of her coffee.
"Anabelle's out for the count. She looks exhausted and I don't want to wake her. Look, I know you need to get going. I'll drive you."
"You're sure? I could call a cab."
"No, it's fine. I've not got any meetings, so I'm not in any rush."
Sofia accepted doubtfully. After yesterday it didn't seem totally wise to be alone with Toby in the car. Before yesterday afternoon, there had been an easiness between them, despite the slight flirtatious edge, the awareness of an inconvenient attraction and connection. But now that easiness was gone, replaced by an awareness of volatile possibility; it was like the feeling she'd had at fourteen trekking around the rim of Mount Etna with her father. Every time their eyes met now, there seemed to be uncomfortably, rich textures of meaning for them both.
Breakspear House, the detention centre where Sofia was volunteering, was twenty minutes drive away, not far from the airport. There were few cars on the winding road. Sofia looked out the window -- everything sparking in the slanting sunlight, a thin morning mist still hovering in places over the fields -- absorbed in the music Toby had turned on. It was achingly beautiful -- just a few strings weaving in and out of the tender melody of a piano. She would have said it was melancholy, but that wasn't quite right. She imagined the composer writing it as a broken old man, lying in pain with death drawing closer, thinking back to an afternoon of exquisite joy when he was young and in love, and accepting, without bitterness, its irretrievability. When the piece was over, she realised that she was crying silently.
"Who is it?"