The next morning I woke up at about 11 o'clock. I went to the bath room in a sleepy daze and only after a few minutes did I remember the events of the night before. I smiled to myself. It wasn't a dream after all. It actually happened.
I had given Tony, the dirty peeping tom, a little dirty show and I now felt a little nervous. How would we all react to each other now? How could I look Fiona in the eye knowing that her man was secretly in love with me? Last night it seemed very simple. I wanted Tony, Tony wanted me, and I had no problem stripping down and showing him my wet pussy with my entire fist inside. In the morning, however, everything seems a lot more complicated.
I went downstairs and entered the kitchen. Fiona was already there sipping from a mug of hot coffee.
"Morning," I said, yawning.
"Good morning Sonia," she replied, "Did you sleep well?"
"Like a log. I haven't slept so well in ages." I replied, "What happened last night? I heard voices soon after I went to bed."
I was curious about what they talked about after the crash. I hoped he hadn't hurt himself.
"Nothing really, Tony managed to fall of the computer chair. He said he'd fallen asleep." She rolled her eyes as she spoke.
I peeked into the living room and asked, "Where is Tony?"
"He had to go to work to finish something off, apparently." She said, "He said he'll be back before 12.
"If you ask me he was wanking off again last night when he fell of the chair"
I looked at her expression to see any sign of anger, there was none, only resignation.
"What makes you say that?" I asked her.
"Well, I caught him a few weeks ago at 4 in the morning, sitting at the computer with his cock out. I couldn't see what he was looking at and when he heard me enter the room he must have closed whatever was on the screen." She said. "I really can't explain why he does that, I'm constantly sucking and fucking him, he's not sexually starved for Christ's sake!"
"Maybe he needs more that just to have his balls drained." I said without thinking.
I really shouldn't use an explicit tone when talking about my best friend's boyfriend. But I saw him in a different light now and I had to be more careful how I phrased my words with Fiona.
"What do you mean?" asked Fiona. I tried to formulate the words in my mind before speaking them out loud. "Well, maybe he needs to feel more desired and less used. I know how blunt you can be with him at times. And I also know that you like sperm too much." I said.
I tried to sound more objective and less informed about Tony's true feelings. I knew that Fiona thought that I was the last person who could talk to her about not using a man for the sole purpose of pleasing oneself, but I continued anyway.
"What I mean is," I continued, "Sometimes I've had to make guys feel wanted to get the most out of them. I think that some men need to feel that they are more than just a cock with legs and a full time job."
Fiona stared at me with a blank expression on her face.
"Maybe you're right." She said finally, "But I don't know how to do that. Maybe he needs to be with someone like you."
I'm not sure if at that point she noticed that I was blushing, but I certainly felt hot and bothered. I began to think that she sensed something about our feelings, but it was probably just me being paranoid.
"Do you love him?" I asked her. I looked her squarely in the eyes. The question was very important to me.
She gazed through the window but didn't answer me, so I asked her again.
"Do you really love him, or are you just comfortable in a routine with someone who treats you well?"
She finally looked at me.
"Of course I love him, at least I think I do." She seemed confused. "You think I don't love him?" she asked.
I wasn't sure how to answer that question and I didn't want to get into a debate about her personal feelings. After all, I wasn't exactly unbiased.