A few weeks later we were sitting at her kitchen table and I was reflecting back on the last month or so. Seeing images in my head of Anastasia's amazing body and the different love making sessions we experienced together. Her excited tone and how enthusiastic she can be or her emotional out bursts that made me giddy with laughter. Just everything in general and I was really feeling these things made her who and what she is and I was falling head over heels in love of her. This woman from heaven, this goddess, my 6 year agony ended with her.
She spoke interrupting the silence in a long monolog to me.
"As we move forwarddd... in our........ relation... ship." Then she looked at me and nodded as she smiled.
"I don't want to keep anything from ju, Ok, and I expect the same. I have really known you for a while now at work, for a year now Right." She changed the subject quickly mid-sentence.
"Un aniversario, (one anniversary) we haff to celebrate these." Then she changed the subject back.
"So I know some about you and I think I know you, pretty well." She said and paused for a while then continued.
"And... now... that we have been intimate for a few months?" she said as she poked her finger in me.
"I know there are few equals... to your passion.... for woman. I neva Dreeeeeamed sex could be so goot, let alone... experience it... with a man.... such as ju. Ju are so kind to me and jour are patient.... and caring, smart... gooot with your hands," then looked me directly in the eyes "especially where it counts." as she snickered.
Then she made a low moaning sexy sound. "AYE AYE AYE." in a very excited tone.
"The things ju do to jour...... GAUD-Dess." She said.
"I am in lauff with ju and I want to know how ju feel about these?" She said rubbing her fingers on me very gently back and forth. She was massaging the soft long dark wispy hair on my forearms and pulling it oh so playfully with her finger tips.
I just looked at her hands and fingers and was trying to come up with the words.
"I know you are shy sometimes," She said as she patted my forearm then continued.
"and might... have a time expressing jour true feelings in these. But try Ok; for jour GAUD –Desssh. Oh I am beyond belief to think... there is someone, a man, Ju," tapping me lightly "Who finds me so appealing to call me a name of such magnitude. But I promise.... I will TRY.... NOTTTT.... to take advantage... of ju... for these. OK. Not make ju do things... wrapped round my little feen-ger." She said quietly.
She grabbed my hands and looked directly into my eyes.
"So do you luff me?" Anastasia said.
I Looked into her eyes and nodded.
"Can Ju say eat to me?" She said.
As I looked at her I started trembling and started to cry and was nodding.
"Aye we both are so emotional," She said then continued "but that's goot? right." As I spoke I tried to calm down and spoke very slowly in my state of emotion. As I wiped the tears she ran over to the counter and yanked the box of tissues with her hand and quickly brought it back. She quickly pulled one out holding it near my hands.
"Hear my love." She said quietly.
"I... have been thru divorce... and misery... and.... Depression... that destroyed.... me. I was beat down to a pulp... as a worthless man." I said.
Holding my head down and shaking it back and forth.
"I had nothing, I could do nothing. I wished every day for any... woman... to hold again and... let alone love again or make love to." I said.
I held her hands in mine caressing them gently then continued.
"For half a decade I wished for someone like you. Sooooo Yesssssssssss, I absolutely! LOVE you with all my being. I worship you.... as a... god-DESS... after all. You make me breathe, you give me reason to continue." I said.
