Here's a little short piece considering the 'What if' I missed out on last Easter. Do tell me what you think - vote or write - either way I hope you like this! ~A
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"Have a nice night!" I wasn't really paying attention as I bid farewell to the ladies walking past me.
"Night, Marie," one called. "See you tomorrow," another said with a smile. I just nodded, finishing the sentence I was writing.
"Still writing?" I looked up to smile at Bryce, who was leaning against the right side of the semicircular receptionist's desk.
"Of course," I replied. "I don't have much else to do." I wish I could admit to something fun, or at least having plans... of course not. My life is boring. I have a boring job, and there's nothing I can do about it.
"I've noticed that," he commented with that wink of his, the one that always makes me blush. "Got plans for this weekend? Easter, perhaps?"
I shook my head with a sigh. "Nope. My family and I will probably go eat out at a nice restaurant on Sunday. That's about it." He laughed at the face I made. "Hey!"
"Sorry. You should come out with some of us tomorrow night after work. What time do you get done here?" His gaze raked the messy desk that I was sitting at. "You're usually still here when I leave."
"Not on Fridays. 5:30 most days, but 5 o' clock on Fridays. I... um..." How do you tell someone you're not 21 when they've clearly assumed it already? "I would, I'm just not 21 yet."
I could see the shift in his eyes as he tried not to react. "Really? You certainly act it. If you don't mind my asking, how old *are* you?"
Ack. Here comes the part where he walks away and I can't fantacize about him anymore. "I'll be nineteen in two months."
Instead of the poorly hidden disapproval I'd expected, his eyes jumped instead, and he didn't even try to hide the reaction. "Still 18, hmm?" he said too casually. "Well, I'll ask the others where we were going to go... if we just go out for dinner you're more than welcome to join us."
Something bothered me about the way he said 'more than welcome', but I couldn't put my finger on it. I just returned his 'Goodnight' and stared after him for a few minutes. He was just inviting me out with some of the people that worked here, I shouldn't be excited, right?
But on the other hand, I would've expected the invitation to come from Stacy or Caitie before ever from Bryce. Was he still interested in me? His eyes certainly still were.
C'mon, I chided myself, what possible interest could a 28-yr-old guy have in an 18-yr-old girl? This is insane. I shouldn't be going out with people from this office, I should go home and sleep same as I always do. But would they be insulted? No, of course not. I'd just told him I was 18, he'd understand if I were a little skittish about going out with a group of people easily ten years older than I.
Sure of myself, I wrapped up the office for the night, turned out the lights as usual. The next morning I went through the whole bus/subway fiasco again, and the day went the same as always. I didn't look up as much as I usually do, so I didn't see if Bryce winked at me the same as always.
Come 5 o' clock, I was trying to get myself ready to turn down the offer he'd made me the day before. I heard him coming down the hallway and turned to say I wouldn't go... but he was there with Stacy (as I'd expected) and she immediately turned to me with a wide smile. "Marie, I'm so glad you're coming with us! We've just been talking, and we were going out to dinner anyway, so it's not something you need an ID for." Her grin was as wide as Bryce's, and I had a feeling he'd recruited her help.
I smiled, trying to get the words out. "I'm sorry, I can't come. I've got to be getting home..."
Bryce cut me off. "Come now, it's only five o' clock. I promise we won't keep you out late. It's Friday night, Marie!"
As if I didn't know that. But what was I supposed to say? I felt very much peer pressured as the two of them swept me off down the elevator and to the parking lot across the street. I felt a bit uncomfortable when Stacy pushed me to the front seat to sit with Bryce, but again, what was I supposed to do, complain? She'd only say it was fair since I had longer legs or something.
Bryce drove us to a grill in East Boston I'd never heard of. When we got there, I looked around, then was about ready to glare at Stacy. "Is it just us?" I asked, trying not to sound annoyed at the whole situation.
"This week, yeah," she replied, so casually I knew it was arranged. But I couldn't complain, I *wanted* Bryce's attention! Grrr...
We went into the restaurant and sat down, it was a nice menu of American food, but higher-class than the hamburgers and french fries of the fast food world. We were just about to order when Stacy's cell phone rang. She excused herself with a grimace. "Stacy Murphy," she answered. Must be a work cell phone. "Oh, yes, hello." If she got up and left, I'd be about ready to scream. "Alright, I'll be there in fifteen minutes." She hung up and made a face at both of us. "I've gotta run back to work. Sorry!"
I was about to comment when I realized Bryce was as legitimately surprised as I was. This wasn't something he'd planned. "Well..." he began slowly. "I guess we'll see you on Monday, Stacy."
As Stacy left, I had to wonder if this was something she'd planned herself, or actually a coincidence. Either way, it didn't matter. I smiled ruefully at Bryce as we ordered our meal, not saying anything about the uncomfortable situation while the waiter was at the table.
Bryce answered for us when the waiter asked if Stacy was coming back, and then his eyes went to mine and held them until the waiter was out of earshot. "Are... you still okay with this?" he asked quietly.
It was reassuring to know that he was as ill-prepared for this as I was. "It's just dinner," I replied carefully. "And maybe she'll come back once she's taken care of... whatever-it-was." Fat chance, I thought to myself, and I could see that opinion mirrored in his eyes.
The waiter returned with our drinks, both sodas (possibly Bryce just being nice considering I couldn't drink), and again we waited until he'd left before either of us spoke. "What's a beautiful young woman like yourself doing stuck behind the front desk at Mentor?" he asked at last.