It started out innocently enough, one could say. Oh, sure, I was instantly attracted to him, but I didn't go right up and boink him that moment, nor did I attempt to steal a kiss. In fact, I was scared to look at him, the way one might be terrified to look at sunlight. But he followed me, and pretty soon, I was looking at him though still afraid to smile.
I smiled after a couple of weeks, but after a year, no changes seemed to be happening. Restless with sexual frustration emanating from me at the sight of him but worried to cross the line physically just in case I was reading his smile wrong, I made him a Christmas card expressing my feelings.
Then I evaded the stables for two months straight, so petrified he would see me as clingy.
I finally came back, a couple of weeks before the show I was to attend but saw no eagerness in his manner. Dejected, I forced myself to pretend everything was dandy. It was pretty much the same...no changes happening between us.
Naturally, at the show, when he came up to me and told me how happy he was to see me and put his arm around me, I felt that familiar wishing, but even though my arm went so far around his waist it almost touched his manliness, I told myself to stop being an imbecile.
When I won, he was the one to tell me I was first. My stomach swarmed, hoping it meant something, but I shushed my heart and pussy with reluctance.
Until it was time to leave and he was waiting for me. One hug, sweet. Second hug, oh god (even though I initiated it). Third, he leaned down to give me a peck on the cheek.
Can I say I wondered if he had a boner?
Two weeks passed of me trying to show him how I feel for him without the words shirking my tongue...
Placing my arms around him now and brushing away the excitement of the past (recent as it is), I tilt my head up to him and pucker up.
Lowering his head just enough, he takes the bait. His mouth, electrifying my own, leaves my lips feeling tingly as he pulls away and glances at the people around. Not watching us, obviously. Who would think two people so diverse in age (me being twenty, him somewhere in his fifties or sixties but not looking it at
all
to me) would have a show to put on?
I certainly wouldn't if I'd never spotted him.