After I got off the phone with Jules, it was definitely difficult to knock out some work. All I could think about was the total change in her personality. Jules had always been...normal? Is that the right word? When it came to sex. This? This was all new, and was, frankly, very exciting. Distracting, really. It almost felt like I'd discovered some sort of secret switch on my wife. It's really hard to put my exact feelings into words. Excited? Sure. Scared? Maybe a little? I mean, where was this coming from? Ugh. My mind raced.
Most of you are probably thinking how weird it was to be focused on Jules, when I had just had amazing sex with Van, possibly the most beautiful woman I'd ever seen. Well, in person, for sure. I feel sorry for you. To me, Jules was everything. I know, I'm gushing over my wife, but yeah, I'm gushing over my wife. I loved her totally. And to have her excited like this? My heart was racing again. Damn. Guess I wasn't getting a lot of work done today.
We'd never really had anything other than a pretty vanilla sex life. Not that there was anything wrong with that, but for someone with a high libido like me? Having Jules hit "freak" on the sex-meter was pretty exciting. She had quite literally asked me to torment her by sending her pictures of her best friend and I having sex. Just thinking about that had me hard.
A million things were running through my mind. All at the same time. It was like a swarm of angry bees were in my head. Ugh. I really needed to think, I really needed to work, and I really needed to get the kids lunch. This was crazy. Crazy!
And yet Van was coming back over soon. We were going to have sex! I felt like a kid on Christmas. Plus, my wife wanted to come home while I was having sex with her! That was next level. I mean, if I'm being honest, Van was the best sex I'd ever had. But the idea of Jules watching? That made it much hotter. Something like this had never even entered my brain as a fantasy before a week ago. Life is indeed strange, my friends.
I tried to fantasize a little bit about what could possibly happen to make my life even better, then thought better of it, like I was tempting fate or something. I did think back to the comment Jules had made what seemed a lifetime ago about 'Van helping me find other women.' Wow. That line hit on another level now. There was a very high percentage chance I could be having sex with other women in the neighborhood. With my wife's approval. You know, fuck it. Fantasy time. I thought about having sex with that one redhead Mom. What was her name? Didn't matter. Focus. The one with the milky skin and the huge tits. Wow. Having Jules watch, and after she left, just having the best sex I'd ever had with my wife. Holy shit. I was on cloud nine. Then it hit me that was one possibility out of what? 20? maybe 30? I thought back to my first time in the park, and it was a little fuzzy, but I actually thought that it was 6 of those moms who had hit me up for 'play dates.' Six! With no effort.
Absolutely hilarious. My life had gone from sexually frustrated to epic porn movie. I really hoped Jules and I were OK. I had thought I was living my best life before. This. This was my best life now. Could life actually get any better? Yes. Yes it could.
About 2, I got a text from a new number. Apparently Jules gave my number to Van. She wanted me to meet her over by her pool to discuss some stuff, apparently away from our cameras. OK.
Since she lived next door, this was a just a simple walk. All of our homes were on hillsides with what were substantial lots for L.A. Whoever had laid out the neighborhood had done an amazing job. In our backyard, you could maybe see a few roofs, but in the distance. It was interesting architecturally how they had managed to make each backyard perfectly private. You could definitely not spy on your neighbors. Our realtor had described our backyard as a 'perfect private oasis.' I was pretty sure every house had a pool, and let me tell you, as a Chicago guy? These were fancy, next level pools. Rock edges, tanning ledges in the water, some had fake sandy beaches to get in them. Grottos, like the Playboy mansion pool. Ours was painted black, not blue, which made it super interesting at night. Just things I, not being a pool guy, had never even considered.
Van was waiting for me under a veranda. God, she was beautiful. She was wearing her usual yoga pants and jog bra. Now, while this currently is the attire-du-jour, it's amazing how in typical L.A. fashion, two women could be wearing the same thing and look completely different. Especially given the fact that so many L.A. women were rubber stamped bimbos; bleach blonde hair, fake tits, big lips, etc... You are probably picturing it near perfectly, right? Anyway, it's amazing how two women can wear the same thing and look so different. Van, being a former model, was insanely talented in this regard. Her yoga pants were what, in my head, I called 'the obscene kind.' These are the really thin ones that get tucked into the ass crack. They literally look like someone spray painted them on. If you've never seen them, they are enormously distracting. On the right woman, of course. And Van's jog bra? Some strappy thing that somehow gave her cleavage and was showing her nipples through it. Sexy as hell.
"Can we talk?" she asked me.
"Uh, sure. What did you have in mind?"
"Is Jules a cuckquean?"
"What in the hell is that? I asked, genuinely ignorant.
She laughed. "Really? No idea?"
"Not really?" I really did feel like a country bumpkin around her.
"Do you know what a cuck is?"
"Isn't that a man who likes to watch his wife have sex with other women?"
"Well, yes, but there's nuance to it. It's not just that. Do you know what a 'hotwife' is?"
"I do not." I told her. Again, bumpkin.
"OK. So a 'hotwife' is a married woman who has sex with other men, with her husband's permission."
"Ah. How is that different than a 'cuck?'"
"Shame. Usually guys who are cucks get off on being humiliated by either their wives, wife's boyfriends, or maybe even both. That's different from a 'hotwife', where the guy just usually loves to watch his wife fuck other guys."
"Uh, OK."
"I'm telling you this because the female equivalent of a 'cuck' is a 'cuckquean'.
"Well, she's definitely never said a word about it to me, and I can pretty much guarantee you she is not into shame. At all."
"OK. I feel a lot better. No one ever really talks about it, because I assume it's rare, but I wonder if she has a 'hot husband' fetish."