The alarm on my phone buzzed at 5:30am and I slipped out of bed. After using the bathroom and brushing my teeth, I pulled on a soft pair of running shorts, a sports bra, and my favorite tank top. I pulled my long brown hair into a ponytail, and headed out the back door, closing it quietly behind me so as not to wake anyone. This is my "me" time; my morning routine before the morning routine begins, with kids, and my husband, and the dogs all vying for my attention and help. For the past three years, I'd taken to walking, sometimes jogging, in the trails behind our house that wound through the woods and around a huge lake.
It's rare to encounter anyone else on my walks, especially at this early hour, but the last 3 weeks I occasionally saw a lone swimmer in the lake. A man, swimming long laps in the calm water. We hadn't spoken yet, in fact, I wasn't sure if he had seen me at all. Sometimes I would pause on the trail, close to the lake, and watch his perfect strokes, his strong muscles gleaming in the early morning light. After a few minutes I would continue on, never alerting him to my presence. It was just nice knowing that I wasn't alone in the woods, that someone else enjoyed that time of day as much as I did.
As I walked the trails, the sky began to lighten through the dense canopy of trees and I tried not to think about the day ahead and all of the mundane chores I needed to take care of once I got the kids off to school. I loved my family, but sometimes I couldn't help but fantasize about what it would be like to only have myself to worry about. Maybe I needed a vacation.
A break in the trees ahead gave me a gorgeous view of the lake and the sun that was just beginning to peak over the tree line on the far side. The trail curved to the left and I followed, slowly winding closer to the lake. After a few more minutes of walking at a brisk pace, the trail split. Continuing forward would take me through the woods and around the lake, a good five mile walk if I completed the whole trail. Turning to the right would lead me down to the shore. I usually continued on, but today I forked to the right and slowed my pace, trying to remain quiet.
As I neared the shore, I stepped off the trail and peaked through the trees. I heard his body cutting through the water before I could see him. I stood on my tiptoes and peeked over a tall bush, trying to catch a glimpse, and also feeling slightly stalkerish. I finally spotted him, about thirty feet off shore, swimming parallel to the shoreline. He disappeared into the water for a moment, then popped up going in the opposite direction. He swam underwater for a few moments before switching back to the breaststroke. I contemplated how cool the water must be in mid-May. While the temperatures were nearing 80 degrees each day, the water must still be cold. The kids wouldn't start swimming until at least late June, and even then only on hot afternoons to cool off.
Suddenly he turned and swam towards the bank, hitting shallow water and standing only seconds later. I crouched down, embarrassed. I couldn't explain myself if he saw me. How could I make it back to the trail without alerting him that I was here?
"Hey, you can come out. I don't bite," I heard him call, and sheepishly I made my way back to the trail and toward the rocky beach.
As I cleared the treeline I stopped, face red, and waved. "Hi," I managed to say. He smiled and continued to dry his body with a large bath towel. A huge rock nearby held a folded shirt, water bottle, and pair of flip flops. I took a few steps closer and tried to explain away my voyeurism, "I'm sorry, I just, I heard someone swimming, and I don't usually see anyone this early in the morning, and I was just curious about who it might be, and I didn't want to disturb-" I rambled.
"Hey, it's okay, I don't mind. I've seen you before. I was wondering if you would ever introduce yourself or if you just liked to watch strange men from a distance," he joked.
I felt the heat in my face and ears and brought my hands up to cover my eyes. "Oh my God, I'm mortified," was all I could muster.
He chuckled and I watched him running the towel over his short, dark hair and down the back of his neck. Gazing between my fingers, I found my eyes drawn down his bare chest to his washboard stomach. Water dripped from his shorts; not swim trunks, but a pair of long mesh shorts, pulled low on his hips by the weight of the water. I watched as he gripped one leg of the shorts in an attempt to wring the water out, revealing a muscled thigh. The man was pure muscle, tanned from the sun. Butterflies filled my stomach as I lowered my hands and tried to look into his eyes rather than at his Adonis body.
He pulled his t-shirt on over his head and stepped into his flip flops before tossing the towel onto the rock and reaching for his water bottle. Still unsure what to say, I watched as he took a long swig of water, then smiled at me again. "I'm Jared. And you are?" He asked.
"Katelyn." I answered, still speechless. "But you can call me Kate."