... you know when you adore someone, that really special person ... who makes your heart jump when you know that they are due to arrive, who by just thinking about something they did the last time you were together can make you sexually excited, whose texts you keep to read over and over again, whose voicemails you save so you can listen to them the next time you are alone and missing them ... that's how she felt about him even though she knew that it wasn't reciprocated.
He did care about her. He called her pet names that were cute, told her how pretty she was all the time, how sexy, he complimented her on her magnificent chest and her great kissing ability, but they both knew he wasn't in love with her and had no intention of getting there.
She was gutted but waited in the hope that time would make him unable to resist her, just like it had been so with others before this one, others who had said that they wouldn't want a "relationship". Four months down the line though now, how could he not yet have fallen for her -- she was slightly insulted by this but he was so sexual and she fancied him so much that when it came down to it, she just took the time that was offered and suffered in silence so to speak.
She hadn't seen him for a week or so, she had noticed that he was withdrawing his time more and more, which made her more desperate for each visit just in case it was the last.
He'd arrived that evening at 8.00pm as he said he would, they'd chatted and eaten but all she could think about was the knot in her stomach that would be there until he suggested that they went to bed.
He knew how ready she was for him as soon as he arrived because as usual, the first thing he did was check to see if she had any underwear on. He was always turned on by the fact that he didn't even have to have touched her before she was wet and ready, but even knowing what he did about her state, all he did was kiss her, put his hand inside here top to pinch her nipple and say "ignore it Babe".
Finally, it was time. She lay naked in bed, aching as if she hadn't been touched for a year! Waiting for him to confidently stride into her room, lie down next to her and kiss her passionately on the mouth.
Everything happened as she knew it would, she wasn't sure what was more excruciating; getting to the places he was about to take her to, or the anticipation of knowing that it was coming!
As he kissed her, his right hand traced over her left breast running down her stomach and finding it's way between her legs, she hadn't parted her thighs quickly enough so he tapped her left leg away and slapped the mound of her fanny as a reprimand, sometimes she just wished he'd do it a bit harder but she wasn't sure if that would make her seem like a pervert so she never said anything.
She was proud of the fact that she was well presented 'down there' and virtually hairless. She had no hair underneath at all and just a neat patch in the middle at the front, this fact was why she liked being slapped, as the feel of his hand on her flesh was always sharp and exciting even if it sometimes wasn't hard enough!
She loved his cock, it was also really neat, longer than average, but not too thick for her. She reached to touch it and he held her wrist saying "not yet Babe, now turn over and kneel up against the wall".
This is where it really starts...
As she knelt up spread eagled and leaning against the wall that the bed was against, he was behind her. He ran the fingers of his right hand up through her blonde, shoulder length hair and tightened his grip, pulling it firmly back so her head rested on his shoulder, and he kissed her mouth.