This is the 5th installment of my series about my post-marital sexual journey. Read the first story (Babysitter Lauren) or my profile, for any background needed. You may see references to prior stories/people, but for the most part each story stands on its own.
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Kendra
After about six months of separating from my wife, and soon after Denise and I split up, my ex-wife and I had an after-school sitter quit on us in the middle of a school year, and we had to scramble to replace her.
We were in a jam. Then we got lucky.
Kendra was the younger sister of someone (Audrey) who had been an occasional evening and weekend babysitter for us when the kids were babies. I remember Audrey telling us (about seven years prior) about her sister Kendra, who had just dropped out of college, moved back home, was basically a lost soul. Their father had left them when they were very young and was never around, Kendra didn't even remember him. These girls had no father figure in their life, and Kendra couldn't ever deal with that. She was a hot mess.
Fast forward seven years later, and Kendra had apparently turned her life around. Got her real estate license, and was selling homes in and around our region for a couple years. We had called Audrey to see if she knew of anyone that could help us, and she got us in touch with Kendra, who agreed to help us out after school. She had a flexible schedule, so she was available to accommodate us for two or three hours after school each day.
Both kids were now in elementary school, so it was a matter of picking them up, getting them back to the appropriate parent's house, and doing the usual after school things. We shared custody, so some days it was my house, other days my ex-wife Caitlin's house.
Kendra was young - only 25. She had light brown hair, average height I suppose, maybe 5'4", and a bit thicker. Not fat by any means, but a bit bigger of an ass, thicker thighs and some really big tits.
Around me, she was very formal and proper. "Yes sir," "of course sir," and addressed me as Mr. (Last Name). With my ex, she was much less formal, using Caitlin's first name and generally being much bubblier.
One day I said, "Kendra, please call me Phil," and I asked her to just be herself around me like she is with my ex-wife.
She apologized and said that she's not always comfortable around older men, but she'd try.
Over time as I dug a bit deeper, she mentioned that her therapy had revealed that she wasn't comfortable around men because she had no father, so she didn't have much experience around grown men. That's why she dropped out of college, too many male professors, several of whom preyed on her.
I was shocked that she told me this, but once she did, a light bulb came on for me - she has daddy issues.
Now, I've heard that term before, but never really knew what it meant. But I was determined to find out. I wanted to fuck her, but I needed to be careful or I'd scare her away. She needed to trust me first.
So, over the next few weeks, I treated her more like family than an employee. I had her stay for dinner with us often, took her with us for ice cream after, bought her gifts, the whole nine yards.
This all paid off, because one day, out of the blue, she texted me a picture of herself in a bikini in front of a mirror. I thought maybe it was a mistake and meant for someone else, so I said nothing. The kids were with my ex that week and so I didn't expect to see her.
A day later she texted, "Didn't you like it?"
Playing dumb, I asked, "Like what?"
She said, "My picture. Am I fat?"
"No of course not, you're beautiful," I responded. "I just thought it was meant for someone else so I didn't want to embarrass you."
She said, "Do you really think I'm beautiful?"
I replied, "Oh yes, you are stunning and quite sexy."
"Do you want to see more?" she asked.
This girl was desperate for attention, so I said, "Yes, I want more. I want to see it all."
She sent a pic of her bare tits, which were everything I had hoped and expected. I spent the next hour or so instructing her as to what pictures to take and send, and over the course of the rest of the evening, she sent me pix of her tits, her pussy, her asshole, with a dildo inside her, sucking the dildo, everything. I was blown away; sweet little Kendra a naughty slut.
Toward the end of the night I said, "After you are done at Caitlin's tomorrow, come to my house. Be here by 6:30, not a minute sooner or later. Use the back entrance, the door will be unlocked."
She replied, "Yes sir."
When she walked in the door the next night at exactly 6:30, I called to her to come to a small room where I worked when I worked from home. She found me sitting in a chair, naked, stroking my hard cock.
I said, "Come over here."
She walked over to me and stood in front of me, still.
"On your knees, stroke my cock," I commanded.
She obeyed, never taking her eyes off of it.
"Look at me."
She did, while she stroked.
I said nothing, I wanted to see what she would do. Most women would eventually start sucking it, but she didn't. She wanted to, but she was waiting for permission.
Finally, she pleaded, "May I please suck your cock?"
I nodded, and she lowered her head and gave me some long slow licks and sucks. I coached her.
"Lick me like this, suck like this, deeper, use your hands here etc."
She was a willing and eager student. She was getting me close to coming, so I stood up, grabbed her head on both sides, and started fucking her mouth and throat. She didn't know how to deep throat, but she was going to learn or die trying.
I said, "Look at me, and no crying."
I shoved my cock down her throat and fucked her like it was her pussy. She was gagging and drooling, thick ropes of saliva falling out of her mouth, but she never pulled away.
"Grab my balls," I ordered, then, "Stop, look at me."
She looked up, my cock still buried in her throat, her eyes teary but looking happy.
"I'm going to come down your throat. Have you ever swallowed cum before?"
She nodded.
"I thought so, slut. Swallow it all, every drop. Don't disappoint me."
With that I resumed fucking her throat, harder, working to my orgasm. I hadn't blown a load in over a week, so this was going to be a doozy.