Memories... sweet sweet memories, I'm trying to remember.. It has been a really hot day, a hot long day, I can still feel the heat on my skin.
Should I eat something, should I drink something, I am craving something; I just cannot quite put my finger on it. I feel sticky, I feel hot. I can smell the sun block, and the faded smell of vanilla mixing. How I love the smells. Sweet, sweet smells.
The day turns to evening... I don't know when it happened, but suddenly it was dark and I was walking along the beach alone. I can see glimpses of the stars and the moon sparkling along the ocean. I have never been in love, but this feels like love, but love of a different kind. In love with just everything. I can't explain it, just that it feels magical. I've never noticed how the lights shimmer along the ripples in the water or how sparkly the stars are. I'd been staring for a while, at only the ocean, the skies mirror. Beautiful.
I felt a breeze and I breathed in, took it all in, closed my eyes.
Memories.
I was trying to remember him, it, love, was it? If it was, where did it go? I couldn't remember, his touch, his laughter, his eyes, his body, his dick, oh his hard dick. It's been so long, I was fighting with myself trying to remember. Nothing. I opened my eyes and breathed out. Release, I felt light.
In the distance, on the beach there were people, I heard laughter, I smiled.
"Hello"
I smiled again, a voice so familiar, yet so new, musky, rough, sweet, I did not turn straight away. I felt a touch on my shoulder and whisper in my ear, "Hi there beautiful." his hot breath on my ear, my neck. So hot. I felt paralysed. Turn around, I told myself, still nothing; I could only let out a sigh "mmmmm..."
I slowly looked up, he had no shoes on, his feet were sandy from the beach I suppose, the tan on his legs was almost gold, little manly hairs, white long shorts, no shirt. Oh my God, no shirt, his chest, the curves and shapes, the shadows on his body, he was delicious. A man, a beautiful man.
He was ripped, so nice, he was beautiful, finally his face and smile caught my attention straight away, not that was a ever a problem, he had me at hello and the moon twinkling in his dark eyes. Dark hair, curly dark hair.... I wondered if it was curly elsewhere.
"Hi there," I said.
"It's a beautiful night, mind if I join you?" he asked rhetorically.
I have seen him before, a couple of times before; I have spoken to him before. We had flirted before... I giggled at this memory at how easy it was to recall him, someone I hardly knew but could not even remember the face of someone I spent what felt like eternity with.
"Sure"
He smiled, "I have been waiting to get you alone, finally"
I smiled.
My heart was racing, I wanted him, and I felt scared and excited, and nervous, arghhh! I always get shy when I like someone! I didn't know what to say.
"Drink?" I asked,
He turned around shouted something in Spanish, and after a few minutes a waiter came over with a bottle of tequila, salt and lemon.... I love a man who is in control, in charge of the situation, its so hot.
"Yum" I said... "but really? I was thinking a beer or something?"
"Enjoy!" said the waiter and left.
Alone, again.
He poured the shots, so cheeky and said "Shall we?" We had a couple of shots, we laughed, and we flirted.
I don't know what got into me; I did not even have time to think before the words started coming out of my mouth. "I shall show you, let's do it my way!"