*All characters are fictional and are not intended to represent any real life individuals. As always, I value any feedback and hope you enjoy the series.*
It's Sunday morning yet again, a whole week gone by in a blur. I sit in my car, replaying the interactions from last week. The sight of you, the flirting, the thoughts of passion that continue to play in my mind. My chest rises with a deep inhale, before letting out a slow sigh. Surely this isn't all in my head, that spark, that beginning little flame that started last week? There must be more yet to be uncovered.
I grip the steering wheel, my mind racing if I should even head into the grocery store, if I should continue this pursuit of passion, or abandon any hopes of what we might experience, what we might become.
I glance again towards the entrance, and to my surprise, I catch the sight of you entering the store. I watch you, the way you walk so confidently, the way you move so fluid. The wind catches your hair giving it a gentle flutter. I cannot help but turn off the car and quickly make my way to the doors. Grabbing a shopping cart, I head inside, acutely aware of the pounding in my chest.
Once the familiar sounds of the store surround me, the smell of the bakery, the clinking of metal carts, I take another deep breath. I steel my nerves, knowing today you are alone, and I can be more forward. I can see if I have caught your eye and attention the same way you have mine. I push my way down the first aisle, wandering a little briskly, grabbing a few items but with more of my focus on catching up to you.
Finally, I round the corner to the next aisle, and there you are. I become acutely aware as my heart instantly begins pounding in my chest by instinct, feeling my pulse beat in my ears, and the blush that creeps along my neck. I admire you, the way your black yoga pants highlight your legs and showcase the round, firm bottom I have come to adore. My eyes move higher, taking in the sight of your bright pink sports tank, the way it gives a subtle glimpse of your cleavage and highlights your curves. Drifting even higher taking in the soft look of your lips, my mind already imagining them pressed against mine, and your eyes, bright and cheery. I can imagine them looking up at me as you kneel in front of me.
I shake my head clearing the inappropriate thoughts as I move my cart closer. I focus on my list and the items on the shelf, picking up items and reading the nutrition facts to act nonchalant. Suddenly my concentration is broken as my cart shakes. I turn my attention to find your cart pressed against mine, you are giggling lightly with a smile on your face. "Oops, didn't see you there" you playfully tease. Your eyes, however, reveal the truth that this was no accident.
My eyes meet yours, our gazes locked as I look deeply into those welcoming eyes. "We really should exchange numbers this time, you know, for insurance purposes" I joke lightly smiling, but inside my stomach is knots, wondering if I'm being to forward.
The gentle giggle that again escapes your lips is like music to my ear. Sending warmth and arousal through to my very core. I gaze into your eyes and hear you whisper softly, "You just want my number." Our gazes don't waver from each other, and for a second a mutual lust burns through our eyes, I see the subtle way your breath quickens. Your sentence is not an accusation, not hesitant or questioning, but more of an observation, a statement of fact.
I move the carts and step closer, just inches from you. I hold your gaze and I decide to be bold and daring. "I want far more than your number, I want to consume you, to feel you in every single aspect. For weeks you have dominated my thoughts, my actions, my very being." The words slip from my lips before they can be filtered, and my blush deepens. But its too late now, they are out there and unable to be erased. I always seem to be on my heels with you, my confidence shaken from your beauty, but this is not a moment to be a coward. "You have no idea the lengths you have unknowingly invaded my mind."