On one occasion, after time away, I had been visiting friends, in a building next to her apartment building, and on looking out the window saw that she was in her bedroom with the curtains pulled, and that the curtains were see-through. She was naked from the waist up and walking around the room, folding and putting away clothes. I watched for a while and the sent her a message. I watched her pick up the phone and smile. I left my friend's place at a gallop, hiding a growing erection, and raced next door. 30 seconds in the door I was pulling her jeans off and was eating her out. Then, my face covered in her pleasure, I french kissed her and fucked her bushy wet pussy, eventually pulling out and cumming over her breasts. We never cleaned up after sex, just lay in a clinch, sticky and happy.
She liked to wear make-up, and she liked crop tops and pretty pink dresses and tight jeans. Sometimes she'd show up at my workshop with a Chuppa-chup in her mouth and her breath would be sweet and her kisses sticky. Gradually I became aware that I was playing a role. MenΒ and boys alike lusted after her and she enjoyed the power of her sexuality. I was besotted and didn't even think to feel jealous, but slowly I did become protective. I was becoming a daddy to this buxom sweetheart, and I loved every minute of the intense relationship. But eventually our intimacy was tinged for me with the sadness of knowing that I would have to let go. The knowledge that even-though she was committed, and we were strongly attached to one another, I was somehow trespassing because everything she would go through and learn from over the next few years was behind me, and that she needed to face that piece of life on her own terms. And so, one day, I let her go; it was like having my heart torn out, but I pushed her away.
After that she turned up occasionally for hugs and kisses, not often more. Sometimes she smelt of sex and mania, and one time I could taste another man's semen on her tongue. And then I moved away, leaving her to act out her role without me, and moving myself onto other experiences.